~I Love Super Junior~

Broken Arrow

2010-10-09T14:45:00.001+08:00

Broken Arrow. Really like the lyrics of this song. Sung by Pixie Lott, the first time I heard it on radio, I loved the tune. There was a certain part of the song - the starting part of the chorus - that I really love. I didn't get the lyrics until I went to check it out. The lyrics are easy to understand and has meaning to it. Easy to understand lyrics just make the whole song easier to follow. The lyrics as follow:

What do you do when you're stuck,
Because the one that you love,
Has pushed you away,
And you can't deal with the pain,
And now you're trying to fix me,
Mend what he did,
I'll find the piece that I'm missing,
But I still miss him,
I miss him, I'm missing him,
Oh I miss him, I miss him, I'm missng him

And you're sitting in the front row,
Wanna be first in line,
Waiting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love is still in me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow.

He's the thorn in my flesh
That I can't take out
He's stealing my breath
When you're around,
And now you're trying to convince me,
He wasn't worth it,
But you can't complete me,
He's the part that is missing,
I miss him, I'm missing him,
Oh I miss him I miss him, I'm missing him,

And you're sitting in the front row,
Wanna be first in line,
Waiting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love is still in me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow.

What do you do
When your hearts in two places?
You feel great but you're torn inside.
You feel love but you just can't embrace it,
When you found the right one at the wrong time.

And you're sitting in the front row,
Wanna be first in line,
Waiting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love is still in me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow.

Easy to understand right? Haha. You get dumped but you still love your ex-bf. Then another guy comes in and do everything for you, but you still can't forget about your ex-bf. There's still that lingering feeling for him, and you know this guy in front of you loves you wholeheartedly. One sentence sums up the whole song - "When you found the right one at the wrong time."

Sweet isn't it? A tinge of sadness yet blissfulness. I love it!

Obsession

2010-09-08T15:33:00.000+08:00

I'm back! Got nothing much to do so I'm posting again. Going out later, which means I have to start planning what time to shower etc so I won't be late.

Going to Kbox with my mates! Haha... been a while I last saw them, well at least 1 of them. Haha... The other lives down the road. We meet every month to pass items. Haha. Anyway, meeting at 7pm, which means I need to start shower at 5+, then take quick dinner, then wear clothes/put make-up. I don't even know why I'm blogging this. Am so bored.

It's kpop time people! Heard that there are many new kpop songs in kbox, so definitely going to check it out and sing to my heart's content. Ok, I've got no juice now. Signing out~

100 Reasons

2010-09-07T17:43:00.002+08:00

Been inspired to list the 100 hundred reasons I have to live my life to the fullest. Here goes, in no particular order, just things that come into mind straight away.

1. Super Junior
2. SHINee
3. Arsenal
4. Friends
5. Family
6. Traveling
7. Watch a tennis match Live
8. Car
9. House
10. Nice clothes
11. Nice shoes
12. Rings
13. Snow
14. Korean drama shows
15. Jeffrey Lightfoot
16. Emirates Stadium
17. Money
18. Twitter
19. Facebook
20. Blogging
21. Rain
22. Hot sunny day
23. Andrey Arshavin
24. Trophies
25. Football
26. Microsoft Excel
27. Lilo & Stitch mug
28. Twisties
29. Laptop
30. Handphone
31. iPod
32. Lip Gloss
33. Roses
34. Blue
35. Parent's Nagging
36. Bro's NS hair & specs
37. Ugly hair
38. Mio Stadium
39. Tudou
40. Headphones
41. Yami Yogurt
42. Hokkien Mee
43. Sunday church
44. Family Guy
45. Doctor Who
46. 9 Tail Fox
47. Linkin Park
48. Southpaw people
49. 6 o'clock
50. TweetDeck
51. Ears
52. Eyes
53. Nose
54. Mouth
55. We Got Married
56. Star King
57. Min Woo
58. Skysports News
59. Podcasts
60. Kids
61. Music
62. Movies
63. Locnville
64. Song "Cooler Than Me"
65. Prince Harry
66. Eddie Cahill
67. Taylor Lautner
68. Crayfish
69. Egg
70. IKEA meatballs
71. Body scars
72. Sweat
73. Sweets
74. Remote Controls
75. Yahoo TW Bid shops
76. Dress Heavenly
77. Green Top
78. Leg massage machine
79. Sneezing
80. Yawning
81. Laughter
82. Crying
83. F1
84. Bugatti Veyron
85. Audi R8
86. Wedding Gowns
87. Autographs
88. World Cup
89. LA Lakers
90. Paint
91. LiveScoreHunter
92. Rafael Nadal
93. Spanish Armada
94. PS3
95. Football magazines
96. Radio
97. Fan
98. Contact lenses
99. Water
100. Me

There... they may be little or dumb to you, but to me, they mean the world. Literally stuff that comes to mind as I typed this... so fun.

Random Stuff

2010-08-19T13:46:00.000+08:00

I'm back! Slightly more cheery too. I admit I have been caught up with my other football site that I've neglected this a little. Anyway, allow me to announce my latest 'adventures'.

First of all, me and mum have been spending 'quality' time together, cooped up at home. Daddy is in China at this moment, gone since Monday, but will be back tonight. As such, me and mum prepared a list of items to buy at DFS. Women will be women. There's no need to mention about bro LC because he's in camp.

I actually quite enjoy the REALLY peaceful time between me and mum, even though we don't talk a lot as well. I watch my top Gear, she play her Facebook games. In fact, we probably talk more about what we are going to send each other as gifts for specific Facebook games. How bonding.

This MioStadium new channel on MioTV for the new football season is actually pretty impressive. Football is currently the most talked about sports? I mean, even in Singapore, you don't hear people discussing about the various YOG events, going through the highlights EVERY SINGLE DAY etc. There are SO MANY people out there ready to put in their opinions and thoughts on football talk shows. I don't see any for YOG.

I am a Singaporean, but I'm not paying too much attention to YOG. Sadly to say, football comes first in my life. Before I start to dwell on football again, let's just move on.

Saw reports of staff and volunteers getting food poisoning at the YOG. I mean, Singapore is a food paradise, yet we can't get proper food to our dear volunteers and even the atheletes? Not to mention the amount of money being pumped into YOG, or is the lack of it? That's definitely not the way to build our reputation at holding such huge events. food is as important as lodging you know.

Well, that's about it. Shall talk more the next time. Heez.

My Football Rants!

2010-08-08T18:10:00.000+08:00

Here it is. I've officially opened a new blog, solely based on football!! Apparently I had an account over at WordPress, left there to rot because the dashboard stuff looked so complicating. I didn't have the motivation to check every link out 1 by 1. Now that I have that motivation, I've already set it up and also posted my first post!

Here's the link for now - Suju04. I've named it after my Twitter name too, easier I think. Haha... Anyway, in the future, if you people ever want to drop by and see once in a while, the link is located at the bottom under "Please Don't Leave" section, the one called 'My Football Rants'. I very efficient right? Sigh. If only I was this motivated to look for a job. Damn.

Alright, the first rant should come in very soon, I've only wrote up an introductory post there. For some reason, I seem quite professional there, no 'Haha' or Singlish. Interesting. I can be another person there. Haha...

Rant

2010-08-08T16:29:00.000+08:00

Maybe I should set up a football opinion site for me to rant. I mean, sooner or later this blog will be filled with stuff football related, where most of my friends won't even understand. It's just getting thoughts off my mind, especially after seeing other people's rants.

This should be solely for personal blogging, while the other would be solely on football. Hmmm... interesting. Since I got the time, I shall search for a blog interface and start my other blog. Wow. I come here for the intention to rant, but I actually found a solution instead. Shall hurry go find one blog skin and start a new blog!!

Obviously this blog will still be around, non-football-related blogging. There... if I can find one fast, I may still find the urge to rant. Haha...

Oh, on a side note, I'm feeling really weird now. Too much burps and indigestion. NYNY is not a place for meals. Their portions are getting larger. Argh... why did I order a drink too?!

??

2010-08-03T19:32:00.000+08:00

I won't call myself a mental person, since I'm still pretty sane, able to count and talk and write etc. But I feel like I have problems. Mental problems. Stuff like talking to myself every day, having 2 split personalities, or even having too much thought cells to trigger tears.

I know most of it stem from me cooping myself at home all the time. But somehow, it runs deeper. Im not a very confident person to start off, I don't think there's a single event that triggered my low confidence. I refuse to get a job because im afriad of interviews, or meeting strangers. It's like they are questioning you in an alien language and you try your best to understand. I know I have the abilities, but I just don't know how to take that step.

Talking to myself has become part of the routine. I even have imaginary friends. Sometimes I tell them my worries and stuff, sometimes I dwell into my imaginary bank and think of all sorts of stories... ok, I beginning to freak myself out here too.

Split personalities I can take. I mean, people always say I 'talk' different when im on msn, or talking in person. You'll notice I talk alot more on msn, ok, make that type, and I talk alot less in front of people. There, I have people problems too. and I think I know why.

I'm so afraid of what people think of me, I might as well just shut up and listen. Or perhaps most of the time I wonder off in dreamland, pretending I understand what people are talking about. Laughing is easy, people laugh, you laugh along, don't really have to get what people are saying. I've learnt the art of reading facial expressions. Haha...

I have another example. Let's say I have a friend who dislikes some type of people. If I happen to have part of the trait, I try to change so my friend won't find me irritating. Ok, that's not a good example. Damn, I think people are going to get creeped out when they read this post. THIS IS ME. This is who I am deep inside. The one who would rather keep myself in my own room and cry my eye balls out, then come out and pretend nothing happened. "There was sand in my eyes."

Ok, was off ranting on my Twitter. I feel like crying now. Crap, this calls for SHINee's songs! iTunes hurry up open!!! Ahh... that's better. Im smiling now~~ Ok, back to the topic. I don't think anybody actually reads my blog also, they are all far too busy.

To be honest im glad I have Facebook games to keep me company. Is there a kind of job that allows me not to see anyone and still work and earn money? My mood always dampen when people BUG me about getting a job. Obviously, I won't tell them my problems, that's why they keep bugging. Irritating bugs. Please don't feel offended. I'm not in a good mood now. That's why SHINee came in to help me. For once I'm actually typing thoughts straight hot off my brain. I used to have... shit what's that word?! I used to have thoughts thought off because they can't appear here, now everything is coming out! Haha... this is fun.

Maybe I should end soon. My mind of filled with SHINee now, hard to continue this post.

Airplanes

2010-07-16T23:43:00.000+08:00

World Cup 2010 is over~~ Congrats to Spain~~ They did deserve the golden trophy, based on how the Final pen out... Netherlands were a tad too physical. Sorry RVP, next time maybe?

And then again, the stuff about Cesc & if he's going or not... it only escalated more when his 'friends' decided to play such a joke on him in front of tonnes of people. Im gonna tell myself that they were probably too drunk to really thought about it. If they weren't, it's a really harsh joke. I didn't like it.

Anyway, guess what? Tml Arsenal start their pre-season games!! As usual they open the season with a game at Underhill, home to Barnet F.C. Chamakh and Koscielny are both on the team travelling to Underhill tml, (I can already spell their names!!) so I expect them both to either start or play 2nd half. Manager always change whole squad for 2nd half, and since he bringing 22 players... ya... work it out yourself.

I do hope for more signings though... especially on the defensive side. I know im not the only one to wish so, a hell lot of fans and supporters are asking for defensive players, preferably in goal. Not going to over-hope for more players though, so I won't be too disappointed.

My CherryCulture parcel came ytd, totally excited coz it's just like opening presents for Christmas. Except, you know exactly what's inside. After sieving through the stuff, realise they got 1 item wrong. It wasn't that bad though, same color, just different shade. For nail polish, it's not so bad since it's in pink. Overall kind of like the haul, just have to try them out first. I only touched the nail polishes since they're the easiest to try. The lip products are a little harder, considering I still have plenty currently in use.

Recently got this new song, again previewed it on TV, didn't like it at first, but eventually fell in love with it. It's call Airplanes, by B.o.B ft Hayley Williams (Paramore). Awesome song. It's probably playing in the background now. Haha...

WC Fever

2010-07-03T18:02:00.000+08:00

WC is ending!! Omg... by tonight we will know the top 4 teams in this year's World Cup. Fast right?! Still remember myself fretting over where to watch the matchs online... now I have like too many sites to choose from. Haha...

I'll admit I didn't get to see all the matches, most of them due to the 2.30am timing - hard to wake up you know?! I only chose those key matches to wake up & watch diligently. So far, I must say, most of the matches have been pretty boring, especially at the group stage. Most of the teams are afriad to let in goals, so they tend to stay in their own half more often. Like waiting for the opponent to come in, then hit them on counter-attack. It's World Cup for goodness sake! You're already in the top 32 if you haven't noticed, so why not take the gamble? Haha... I speak like it's so easy to do so, football is alot harder when you're playing it, rather than people like us shouting at the TV screens.

Amidst WC fever, I've also got to follow Wimbledon. Football is like my no.1 sport, tennis is no.2. Then come Basketball and other sports when my interest is there. Am also glad to see Nadal made it to the Final, and he will play 'Federer + Djokovic' killer - Berdych. Berdych is quite tough, in the sense that his play is pretty much Nadal's opposite? Fast and hard play, great serve etc. Though im sure Nadal can win it ultimately. It'll be his 8th Grand Slam!!!

On a sports-aside news, I absolutely love SuJu's No Other performance!! Reminds me so much of Miracle! People who loved Miracle should go check it out!! Youtube 'No Other' to find the 2 performances they currently did. Tml they'll be on Inkigayo too. Really very fun and happy song!

Btw, the song im featuring is V Factory - Love Struck. They are an American boy band, formed in 2008 or last year. The guy from FAME the movie is in it too. Anyway, all the 5 members have theatre and dance and singing experiences. They can dance pretty well too! Go check out their MV. Again, youtube 'Love Struck' and you should get it.

Karate Kid

2010-06-21T23:46:00.000+08:00

First of all I'd like to note that I'm doing 3 things at the same time. 1 - writing this blog post. 2 - streaming the Chile vs Switzerland match. 3 - streaming Federer's 1st Rd match in Wimbledon. I was streaming Federer because he was in trouble. He has since won the 4th set to tie it 2-2. 5th deciding set now.

Anyway, just watched 'The Karate Kid'. It was AWESOME. I think I had moments of tears forming in my eyes at 2 different parts of the movie. Kids crying always break my heart. Haha! Jaden Smith was awesome too. Not only can he do kunfu or karate, he can do his own stunts, & rap too! (I believe at the credits part he was rapping with Justin Bieber?!) I mean, these are kid actors! I believe most, if not all all the action stunts are done by themselves? My guess is they started out having already learnt kunfu, then being plucked out to act as well? These kids are kick-ass! Even way better action stuff than some adult action movies. And what a brilliant way to do slo-mo in a natural way (i.e on the replay board.)

Jaden is going to be a big star no doubt. Even though he has a famous dad & mum, he does really well in his first starring movie. This is going to help him not only physically, but also mentally. You can only get better with the guidance of his parents. If you stayed behind to watch the picture slides during the credits, you can see that his parents were in a number of them... I just love family bonding!!

The thing about this movie is that kids can watch it & like it too. In fact, the cinema I was in was full of family with kids. Adults get so engrossed in the movie that there were claps when he eventually dealt the winning blow. Im sure is more of in awe and also the stunning somersault made. I just went "Wow." So cool. When audience show such reactions, you know your movie is doing well to keep the attention of audience throughout the movie. And so far reviews have been pretty good too. Would definitely recommend you people to go watch it.

To be honest, I am a little curious about the bad kid leader towards the end of the movie. He is kind of cool too! Haha... won't be surprised if we see more of him in the future... need to do my research now. Haha!

렛츠 스피크 코리안

2010-05-25T16:45:00.000+08:00

렛츠 스피크 코리안 Let's speak Korean!! Haha... that's the direct English translation of let's speak korean. Suddenly want to improve my korean again. I stopped my korean course because I thought I lost interest. After spending much time on Korea entertainment I've found my motivation back!

Watching TV programmes you would want to watch the people talking instead of having to look at the bottom of the screen for sub-titles. People spend more time reading the sub-titles than watching the movie itself. Kind of irritating right?

I guess the only way to start learning is probably speaking and reading more Korean stuff? Seems like the only way I can learn is through reading the news of korean celebrities. I can form interest out of being curious about what the news are trying to say. But most of the time I fall after reading the first sentence. Haha! Don't understand anything~~~

Following SuJu and other Korean celebs on Twitter seemed to help too! I get to read their korean posts, learn abit here and there, and sometimes I actually understand what they are saying!! Those are the times I feel I have improved. Kind of satisfying too!

I've been eyeing the LG Lollipop for awhile, only looking at its exterior. I happen to be able to touch and play with one at a LG store, and found out it can type korean!! I was so excited, I told myself I have to get one. Then I casually brought up to daddy by first asking which of our plans have reached 2 years. In our family, whoever's phone plan reaches 2 years, and if anyone is interested to change phone can change, even if you're not the owner of the plan. So I asked them this question and nearest I got was 1 yr 5 months. Then obviously they will raise the question back to me, "Why? You want to change phone?" So I said I was looking at one. Then I mentioned it was a LG phone, and I want it because it can type Korean. What surprised me was my dad's reply, "Go and get it lor!" I said, "Serious?" Then added that I would be using 2 different phones if I got the LG one. Dad replied "Ya, get it without plan. How much?" So I mentioned around $200-$300++. Throughout the whole conversation he was surprisingly relaxed. Usually if I wanted to get a new phone, I have to convince him for quite some time, talking my sense into him. This time it's so different. I really feel like I've grown up.

So many things I want to do, yet I coop myself at home most of the time. The other thing I can think about is the tattoo. Really want to get 1, but I don't know where to go to. So many planning to do when you reach this age. Planning through them with details like a responsible adult. Can't believe Im reaching 22 already.

Sigh. Lollipop and tattoo 기다려주십시오.

Keep the Faith!

2010-05-12T13:08:00.000+08:00

Oh, and it was a super abrupt end to the 09/10 English Premier League last weekend. All the matches were played at the same time on the same day on Sunday. It's how they started the season too, start and end at the same time. As usual I was watching Arsenal take on Fulham. Chelsea had to win their match if they wanted to claim the title. They won their match 8-0. So much for scoring 103 goals in 38 games. That's a Premier League record. And to think people were banking on Arsenal to break the 100-mark at the start of the season. HaHaHa.

Anyway, it was a weird season many would say. Arsenal were in and out of the race almost every different week! In the end we ran out of fire power towards the last few games and fell. Never really got back up until the last game of the season, which was a rather easy one considering Arsenal were playing at home, Fulham filled a weaker starting-11 due to their Europa League Final coming tonight. They wanted to conserve most of the energy of the first-team players so they will be fresh for tonight. Understandable since they are mid-table save in the League, and have every opportunity to take the Europa League title. In a way, it was an easy match.

By half time Arsenal were already 3-0 up. Kind of like game over for Fulham. It also had an 'end of season' feel as the players began to decrease the game speed, almost strolling around the pitch. The end result was 4-0. What a way to end the season too with Vela's trademark CHIP. Arsenal started the season with Denilson's wonder goal, and ended with Vela's chip. At least it was a good ending. Some movies don't even have an ending at all.

Now the transfer reports are flying. Reports say Marouane Chamakh is on his way to Arsenal. I think that's already a done deal - sooner or later the official website is going to annouce so. I believe there are more players going to come in too. Not sure who, but all the rumours flying around are usually 90% false. Hard to believe them. Anyway, I guess the only thing football to look forward now is the WORLD CUP. Daddy not subscribing to it on cable TV, so it's online for me! Not sure who Im rooting for though, caught between England and Spain. England because I watch EPL, and basically know every English players they have. Spain because I somehow like Spain for no reason. It's the same with Nadal. There's just something about these Spanish sports people. Their passion and quiet-ness? As in they don't boast and always remain humble? I don't know.

If both England and Spain were to reach the Final, I'd probably go 51% Spain. I think they deserve it more than England.

SUJU TIME!

2010-05-12T12:50:00.000+08:00

People it's SUJU time!!! They are finally making their comeback with their 4th album!! Even though there's only gonna be 10 of them, it's still worth looking forward to!

Here is the MV of my favourite Korean boys - 미인아 BONAMANA . They look SUPER awesome, don't they? Haha. Can't wait for their comeback debut this friday. Hopefully they win an award too! These boys totally deserve their status, they've worked so hard to reach where they are now. No matter what happens, Super Junior will always be my babies, and they will always be 13!

Hangeng, Kibum, Kangin... waiting for all 13 to be together.

Emo time~

2010-05-05T00:54:00.001+08:00

Trying to waste a bit of time. Not going into details as to why, as I believe I've done the complaining before. It's all the same situation, no matter who comes. Anyway, there's nothing much I can do about it too, except to complain. Haha...

These are the times where I'd love to leave the house. Either they go out, or I go out. I seem a bit anti-social right? Sometimes I wonder if Im sick. Haha! You know those anti-social illness? Chinese call 'Zhi Bi Zhen'. I watched Brilliant Legacy recently, and the kid brother has that. Im not as serious as his though, but similar?

Im tired. But trying to keep myself awake. Sick right? I think I keep alot of stuff to myself lately. Like the amount I tweet and blog, shows how much thoughts I have on my mind. Like can't find anyone to share also. People may think Im actually talkative in person. Im one of those that literally have 2 different personalities in person, and on msn or twitter etc. Im shy, look like I killed someone when I feel emo, even looking unapproachable. I WANT to be social, want to feel important and stuff, but my stupid mouth wun open. I think I mention before, that sometimes my mind will explode with great questions and stuff to say during a conversation, but they always end up kept shut in my mind, refusing to be said out by my mouth. I also dunno what im afraid of. Is like, I can never find the right moment to say something right.

I think it's partly coz I reflect on people's thoughts and words WAY TOO MUCH. Is like, stuff said during my primary school etc, are remembered so clearly now. Stuff about my appearance, my actions, my whatever, is like what ever people comment on me, I REMEMBER. And I hang onto them for quite some time, maybe never forgetting. I also tend to remember embarassing moments, and hang onto them like forever. And they're mostly the bad stuff I remember, hardly any good ones. Am I too hard on myself? Can I ever be more free? Haha... funny if I put it that way.

Whatever it is, nothing seems to motivate me these days... I think my parents will probably feel im useless. Ok, better stop bashing myself now. Just gonna make me cry any moment. Nitez people.

So Hard...

2010-04-29T23:29:00.000+08:00

Just have this sudden moment to talk about something. I just watched this programme on TV called 'Love Rescue'. It's a korean programme, basically like the Xiao Zhou and Hei Ren show years ago. They girlfriends who are having problems with their boyfriends to come in, they spy on their boyfriends. Most of the time their boyfriends are doing something bad behind their backs.

This episode I saw, this guy, SERIOUSLY the worst you can EVER meet. The moment he gets to know a girl, he gets close to her. The problem is, these girls actually fall for him, because he always act innocent and sweet in front of them. He will sweet-talk them into going out with him and be his girlfriends. Everytime he meets another girl, he pretends that he is single therefore the girl always get cheated. Is like, everytime he meets someone new, he tries to get rid of 1 of his other girlfriends. So it's like a cycle?!

They show sent a spy to 'seduce' him so as to show his true colors in front of hidden cameras. He boldly asks for the spy's number, and they quickly got to be bf/gf. They even made out in front of the cameras. Though I must say, the girlfriend who asks to be on the show to spy on him is kind of stupid and naive. How can you still be bf/gf if you can't even meet your bf for like a month?! They only met for 3 months, yet she's complaining and doesn't know a thing?! I mean, I've never been in a rltp before, but if your bf refuse to see you for a month, won't you suspect something already?! He kept sweet-talking her into staying with him, yet time and time again she buckles and gives in to him. WTH.

She seems to know him very well too, because apparently this guy also seduced her close friend. In the end she found out, cut off ties with her friend, and STILL want to be his girlfriend?! WTH x2. In the end guess what the show did to bust the guy? He called out another girl out, they got into a lift at 15th floor, then at 10th floor, the spy girl came into the lift; at 5th floor, the naive girlfriend walked into the lift. So he is faced by 3 different girls. At 1st floor, the lift door open to reveal the whole crew. Seriously, what is he to do?! He knows he got busted, but is he going to be humiliated right there and then on camera?! Anyway he walked out of the building without saying a word. The producers tried hard to get him to get interviewed, but he didn't want to (obviously, would you?!). In the end all he said was that he hoped the girl would find someone and stay happy etc. What else is he to say?!

The best part of the show actually came from the guy though. I clapped when I heard it. His friend casually asks how he manages to get so many girls to like him, and guess what he said. 'I read a book.' 'The book teaches you about dating. All the way from getting to know the girl to breaking up.' OMFG. Clap please.

Anyway, I think the whole show makes the girl look stupid lor. The guy's face got mosiac throughout the whole show so we can't even see his face. In the end, it's the girl who suffers the most, on and off camera. It's like she becomes the bad girl as well. Haiz.

After watching this programme it kind of make me think about how hard it is to find the right guy. People have so many faces they can choose to put on when they meet other people, sometimes you don't even know the person until you really get to know them. Finding the right partner is even worse. At times like this, I'd gladly stay single forever. Im the soft-hearted kind, and if I ever meet guys like above, I honestly don't know how I'd react. I mean, if I really really love him, would I be able to let him go?

Envious I stay, single I remain.

Alone at home

2010-04-24T11:16:00.000+08:00

Been spending some alone time recently. Parents went to Malaysia since wednesday, be back sunday afternoon; bro as usual always out, can understand since he booking in on Monday!! Wun say I'd miss him, obviously I do, but can't wait to see him bald. Haha!

Being alone at home kind of reminds me what it'll be like if I ever move out to live on my own. You know the taking care of house part, sweep and mop floor, clothes washing and other stuff... at least I know how to take care of myself. Kind of like being alone too. Can laugh as loud as I want, can play music as loud as I want, can do whatever I want. I actually love being alone. Kind of crazy since I used to moan about being alone everytime on the blog. What a change! Am I really getting old?!

More videoing from 2PM, 2AM... I actually love them bunch already. I was really pro-SM Ent and anti-all other company, so never really expect myself to like them too. But I really do. They are totally different bunch of boys. More of the American 'must go gym work out and build on muscles' kind. Haha... they all seem to have great body. Anyway, no harm finding more idols to idolize right? Im single anyway... no bf to get jealous over.. haha!

Waiting for McD Breakfast, HUNGRY!

Youtubing Like Nobody's Business

2010-04-20T22:06:00.000+08:00

Been busy youtubing these days. Seems like there's an infinite number of videos out there... there's NO WAY anyone could see them ALL.

It started with watching Kang Shim Jang awhile ago. I loved Jessica the moment I saw her on the show. Never really followed SNSD, but from Jessica I started knowing the other members as well (Didn't take long to memorise all their names too!) Thanks to years of training since SJ started.. haha! Then somehow it went onto SHINEE, leading to me going crazy over them, possibly watching all subbed videos on Youtube of their variety shows. Also got to know their songs too. As you can already hear, the song featured is by SHINEE called 'JoJo'!

From SHINEE I went on to watch 2PM as well. Forgot how I got to them, but members get split up that they will always somehow meet in the same show. So watched the 2PM Idol Army as well. Boy, was I blown away by their variety comedian antics too! So, as usual when to search their profiles, learnt their names etc. I followed SHINEE since they debuted, but stopped in the middle till they came onto Hello Baby! Those dorks were cute as ever, (not to forget the baby Yoogoon too!) that's why I got attracted to them again. Then with 2PM, you can never stray away from 2AM too. Though I didn't watch much of 2AM, but from JoKwon's 'marriage' to GaIn I learnt alot about 2AM too... also funny people.

Seems like idols these days can never live without being funny on variety shows. I always seem to like and remember the funny ones better. Those that will make you laugh till you cry... oh boy. I ended today's youtubing of Korean boy bands with BEAST! Also sort of watched them debut last year, they did their own MTV show, but couldn't find any subs on Youtube... shame. Would have luaghed my head off too... also a bunch of funny dorks. All of them are dorks!! And great to watch because most of them are younger than I am. Kind of ironic, but I seem to like younger boys these days... might be their influence. Naturally, guys' names seem easy to remember. I could still take in the occasional odd members in other groups, but they never really stand out like those I mentioned above.

Seriously gone Korean these days, had a long period of 'English songs only' moments, now it's the Korea period?! What's next?

LOVE JongHyun Onew JongHoon Taecyeon Wooyoung Nichkhun Yoseob DooJoon & THE WHOLE 13 OF SUJU

Friday Night Live

2010-04-12T15:10:00.000+08:00

Always get so much thoughts after watching the ArsenalTV Online Friday Night Live. I don't watch it 'LIVE' btw, coz that will mean me waking up at 2am and staying awake till 5am on Saturday morning. If not for the daylight saving time, it will be the usual 8hr difference which puts me awake from 3 to 6am.

The stuff that fans call in to voice their opinions on air always have me either agreeing or disagreeing with them. Somehow I always find myself agreeing with the 3 hosts for that Fans' Forum programme. I understand fans have different opinions about certain things, but I never expected the diversity of their thoughts. That's 1 thing fun about watching Fans' Forum. You hear absolutely everything, all about Arsenal of course. And sometimes it's fun!

Every friday there will always be players singled out for praises, or for criticisms. You either agree or disagree. Then at the same time, you actually form your own opinion after you hear what others have to say. It's like a realisation programme that makes you aware of what others are thinking. You're probably not the only one who thinks differently about a player. Add in the frequent funny statements and you have a rather complete programme. Not to mention the more professional look back and ahead into games at the start of this Fridat Night series - simply known as Friday Live. Basically a host is accompanied by 2 guests - usually ex-players, where they look back as well as ahead to coming fixtures. It's all professional there, talking about tactics, what went right and wrong on the last games, the possible line-up for next game etc. Pretty much on-pitch stuff.

In between you have an interview with a first-team player about on and off pitch stuff. It's more about getting to know the player better. Pretty relaxing and cool interview that players can talk about their slightly private stuff off pitch.

The whole programme just brings laughter and joy to me EVERYTIME. I always look forward to it every saturday and just spend 3hrs listening and watching... really great fun considering I subscribe to the ArsenalTV Online thing. Lovely bonus~

Congrates to Pompey for the great win over Arsenal's rival!

Morning~

2010-04-10T11:42:00.000+08:00

Morning people! I've never blogged in the morning before... haha... took a little hiatus from Arsenal this week, am feeling a little guilty, but I'll get back to them soon definitely. Think about them every single day even if I dun look up on their news - Twitter remains me so much of them and their news even if I dun want to see (I follow quite a number of Arsenal-based Twitter accounts).

I didn't wake up to watch the 2nd leg at Camp Nou, maybe for obvious reasons. I did set my alarm though, checked the line-up on my Wi-Fi enabled phone and just lay in bed, staring at the ceiling. I just didn't feel like watching such an important match. I followed Twitter (once again) for all the updates, coz some people literally update every kick or event. It went like that until half time. Then I told myself, I have to watch the 2nd half no matter what happens. The score was already 3-1 by then, so I thought we had nothing more to loose anyway. So I 'napped' for that 15min break not to waste time waiting. In the end when I woke up, the 2nd half had already ended. Want to check Twitter for updates also cannot, coz Bro switched off the modem downstairs, so no internet connection. Couldn't even check the end result.

Then that night, probably thinking too hard on what the result could be, I had various dreams on what the result was. Stuff like Arsenal going through because they drew etc... they felt so real. Of course the next day I woke up, checked the scores again and realised we lost hard. Haha. I wouldn't say I hoped much, but the dreams made it felt possible. Either way I haven't regreted not watching even until now. Have a little trouble trying to watch the highlights as well. Stopped after B52 scored for Arsenal, then refused to watch Messi's 4 goals. I might in the future, but not now when there are no other matches to look at instead. Maybe when the season ends... haha!

I am a sore loser... I'll sulk the whole day the next day if we get a bad result. I wun throw my temper around or anything, just dun feel like talking to anyone too. I actually feel the disappointment of real fans. I'm proud to say im a real fan now~~ Haha...

Bendtner is the new hero! All hail!

Parachute

2010-04-05T14:29:00.000+08:00

Im all for introducing new songs in my blog here. Haha... found another great one. It's called "Parachute" by Cheryl Cole. Most people wouldn't know who is Cheryl, but if you watch football, you would know her very well.

Anyway she started from Girls Aloud, now going solo in the mean time to release her solo album. I've never heard Girls Aloud songs b4, so was never really interested. I came across this song a few times, but never really caught up with the singer or the song. Until I heard it again last night, my dad had his computer on radio I think, then I fell in love with the song. Went to do a search, and was really surprised Cheryl Cole came up. I was expecting some American singer (no offence), but a British name came up. I've heard her 'Fight For This Love' b4, but this song was better I think.

The MV was even better. One of the best I've seen so far. I don't usually praise the MVs, but this one was nicely filmed. You can watch it here - Parachute. Anyway, they chose to do a ballroom dance theme to fit the song. It totally fits the song, not to mention Cheryl's partner in the MV was hot. Haha... he is also the chereographer for all the dance rountines in the MV. He's Derek Hough, you'd probably know him from Dacing With The Stars show. He appeared in a few seasons, (winning one), the latest season he is partnered with Nicole Scherzinger. Superb danceing skills... I don't see alot of blonde ballroom dancers, he is one of them.

Baby if I've got you, I don't need a parachute. You're gonna catch me, you're gonna catch if I fall.

T-ara

2010-04-03T15:19:00.000+08:00

Got myself a new song!! Ok, it's only been a few days since I put 'Carry Out' on. But, I figure this song fits this blog interface abit better? Anyway this song is called "Like The First Time" or 처음처럼, by T-ara.

After months of advertising on TV, I FINALLY found the channel tvN on Starhub Cable. It's Ch 175 (for now) btw. It's just like MTV and Channel V, basically a music station, but tvN showcases solely korean music. Once again, being a music channel, I find myself having 1 more channel to surf. Usually when there's nothing on TV, I'll switch between the available music channels, hoping to hear and see some music videos.

So one day I switched over to tvN, and they were having a 1-hr special on girl bands in Korea. Basically they will showcase MVs made by current hot girl bands - the likes of SNSD, After School, T-ara, f(x), Brown Eyed Girls etc. I got to see the remaining 45mins of the show fortunately. I don't really follow girl bands, but I took the opportunity to listen to their songs first time. The MVs are a bonus. Korea seem to be at an all time high over girl bands currently, especially some of the catchy songs. I found out who sang what song, as well as the number of members in their band. Haha.

There were a few songs I quite like, but I never made a follow up (usually I'll search for the music online after listening to a song I like). But, it turns out, this 1 song just suddenly appear in my head a few days later. I kept repeating the chorus in my head, rendering it a hit (in my own world). So I decided to look for the song. Again, Youtube is really helpful.

And that's how I end up with this song on my blog! Haha... isn't it catchy?!

Lethargic

2010-04-01T16:15:00.000+08:00

Feeling restless. Not going to dwell too much on how many hrs I slept. Nobody can sleep so well after that match last night. I specially went to bed at 11pm, but it didn't work. Not used to sleeping so early, and the match was all over my brain.

Bro apparently didn't sleep since he came back from work just before 12 midnight. He stayed awake until the kick off at 2.45am. That was when I woke up, not before I checked the line-up through my phone's Wi-Fi of course. Brought my barang barang stuff from bed (blanket and bolster) to the living room, coz I was feeling a little cold (from being nervous I suppose). There we were, sitting side by side on the 3-seater couch.

2 mins into the game and I already I feel bullish. 10 mins, 20mins... Barcelona TOTALLY controled possession! They were playing as if Emirates was their home stadium. Arsenal could only watch them do pass after pass, standing in the way to cut out routes, but can't get near them. Many reports were saying that's how other EPL teams feel when Arsenal play them - they never get a chance to play the ball. Basically its like Arsenal getting a taste of their own medicine.

Loads of chances created, loads of saves made by Almunia. Seriously, apart from his mistake in the 1st goal, he did so well in the 1st half that if not for him, Arsenal would have been down 5-0 even b4 the break. Ultimately, he got beaten, twice in the 2nd half. It was pretty bad after the 2nd goal went in. I was thinking to myself, "That's probably it. How are Arsenal gonna react?"

Theo came on for Sagna, and I wasn't expecting too much really. Theo made a few bright runs straight after he came on. Then, he scored. I wasn't jumping or celebrating or anything. That's because I was too shock to react. All I said was, "Woah." Bendtner had a great chance from a header (which the goalkeeper saved), and for that I had a huge reaction coz I too thought that was going in. But Theo's goal was like - "Did he just score a goal?" I looked at my bro and he had the same reaction too. Haha... so funny. That goal came at such a time that whole Emirates stadium was in roars, and I woke up to the hope that we can still get another goal. Great from Theo too, Capello was in the stands watching, and he needed to play more often with that kind of performance to prove that he can go to South Africa. He was the Super-Sub that night.

The blots of the night were that Cesc became injured. He duly took Arsenal's 2nd goal (a penalty) to keep the tie 2-2. He got booked in the 1st half, therefore he will miss the 2nd leg, which is a huge blow not just for Arsenal, but for him too. He is excited by the prospect of going back to his youth club ground and play, much like Henry coming back and play at Emirates last night. He was really upset. Since he wun be at Barcelona in a week's time, he tried his best to make an impact here. Funny enough, he did so much impact. not only did he take Pique (yellow carded for fouling Cesc) out of the 2nd leg, he also took Puyol out of the 2nd leg with a straight red (which resulted in the penalty taken by Cesc). In the end, he couldn't even put weight on his right leg after the penalty kick. He's just fantastic. Risk his own injury to help Arsenal in such a fashion. Luckily Barcelona were down to 10 ten men, so Cesc could afford to hobble around the pitch till full time. He was still up there waiting for goal scoring opportunities towards the end. He is the type that just wants to play all the time, even if he wasn't 100% fit. Great player, great captain. Hope he doesn't get punished too hard for leading the team on, hope he recovers soon.

Nasri was really great in the 1st half too. He made runs into defence and created a few chances. Bendtner may not have gotten too much on the ball, but his assist to Theo's goal, and header to Cesc which set up the penalty was important too. A pity Arshavin and Gallas came off in 1st half due to injuries. Made the boss sweat over the 1 remaining substitute. He couldn't bring Cesc off because he subbed Theo in as the 3rd and last substitute. There goes our injury list again. New worries to worry about too. Haiz.

On a side note, Nadal played really well against Tsonga. He played his game and waited for Tsonga to 'self-destruct' and falter, which he did. All Nadal had to do is hold his serve and wait for opportunities to attack on Tsonga's serves. Basically forcing errors out of Tsonga towards the end. He won in straight sets and under 2hrs too. He faces Roddick next, another great server as well. It's going to be a very interesting match. Can't wait!

New Song

2010-03-30T21:28:00.000+08:00

Ok, uploaded a new song today. It might ease up on the loading of my blog, no? People seem to have some problems loading my blog properly and fast. I guess once again my blog is written for my own purpose. Haha.

Anyway, this song, which does not really match with my blog interface, is great. Haha... I just love how Justin Timberlake sang in this song... totally soulful and SEXY. Omg... gotta see the MV as well. It's from Timbaland's new album, and it's kind of normal for him to get people to collaborate on his songs. It's the way he does his music! And I must admit I love his style! Abit like Lil' Wayne, whoever he collaborates with, the song will mostly be a hit. Well, at least it hits me.

This song called "Carry Out", just sound so sexy overall. Haven't seen the lyrics yet though, but Im sure it wun make too much difference. Still love it. Been loving this kind of music lately, 50 Cent ft Ne-Yo "Baby By Me"; Timbaland ft Katy Perry "If We Ever Meet Again"; Taio Cruz "Break Your Heart" and the list goes on... they are pretty techno, pretty fast beat too. They definitely have that "make you remember the lines" part, probably that's why Im so addicted to them. Music just lifts my mood everytime!

What will happen when I go clubbing?

Love

2010-03-25T22:07:00.001+08:00

Here to share some amazing pics I found at DeviantArt. The topic speaks for itself I think.

Cute right? Lovely.

Doctor Who?

2010-03-24T12:48:00.001+08:00

Been crazily following the series of Doctor Who. Youtube is such a powerful tool. I watched Jack and Ianto's clips months ago after following Ollie/Christian story. So I already know them and the show. Somehow wasn't interested to watch the show back then, but decided to watch the first 2 episodes of Torchwood on Monday night.

I watched Torchwood because of Captain Jack so I wanted to know how he became immortal, so had to go back to Doctor Who. Afterall, Torchwood spin-off from Doctor Who. So went to watch his first episode on Doctor Who, the 9th Doctor. In the end after his 5 episode appearance on the 1st series, went on to watch the 10th Doctor's series as well.

This Doctor Who series is a sci-fi series based in Britian. Partly why I'd love to watch it coz everyone is speaking in the British accent! Haha... anyway it has been going on for decades! Al lthe way from the 1st Doctor. It's a series about The Doctor, (doesn't know his own name, just calls himself The Doctor), and his adventures in TARDIS, his so-called spaceship. Basically he is a Time Lord and travels all over the world through different timeline as well. Kind of like time travel. His main purpose is to travel and defeat alien forms that try to destroy the Earth. Basically each episode is about facing different types of alien matter.

He has humans as travel companion to help him along the way. And about the different Doctors? Well, that's the most fascinating part. Time Lords have the ability to regenerate into a new form whenever their old form suffers fatal wounds or something. Basically instead of dying, they get to regenerate. But the downside is that their whole appearance will change. Kind of great for the series if they want to change the actor eh? Haha... brilliant. The latest Doctor is the 11th, and his series start in April. All the Doctors have this similar trait that they can remember their past in the other Doctors' forms, and obviously they are very smart. I think they have a very quirkly personality too. The way they speak makes sense, yet not something you will hear as a human. I dun think I make sense there, haha!

Anyway if you're interested in sci-fi stuff, do catch Doctor Who! You could start from the 9th Doctor like I did, because there was a filming haitus between the 8th Doctor and the 9th. The 9th Doctor will be great to start off I think. The rest b4 that would be a little 'old'. I dun think I was even born yet when they filmed them! Utube is a great source and how I spent the past 2 days and ytd the FULL day watching. Spent the whole of Monday afternoon looking through wikipedia as well. And boy are there a WHOLE LOT of info there. 9th Doctor only has 1 series, thats Series 1, 10th Doctor is series 2-4. In the middle of those there are special episodes like Christmas Special etc to tie in the series as well.

Overall, I just love the British humor. So different from the American and other kind of humor. Love it!

Shiseido

2010-03-22T15:28:00.000+08:00

Daddy came back from China last night after spending 1 week in 2 different parts of China. Not the usual Beijing or Shanghai type, but also other modern cities. As usual there are always goodies from people who travel abroad! Im glad though he didn't get me anything coz I did give him my list of skin care to buy at the airport. He freely accepted to pay for them when I said I will return him the $$!! That's about $50++ worth of skincare... daddy is the best!!

Having now possessed the Shiseido Pureness skincare range, I'd like to try and see if it works for me. If it does, it may be my new skincare range! Not too exp too... I was expecting a $70 figure for both on the receipt but in the end it was in the mid $20s for each item. It's like at least $10 cheaper than outside? If it does work out Im gonna befriend someone who travels alot heavily. Haha... of course I can do the traveling too ~v~

Just went through the box of goodies I packed when I came back from Korea. Inside are all the freebies that the individual cosmetic/skincare shops gave when we bought so much stuff from them. They are great for traveling but there are so many and I can never travel that much in the next few years. Gonna figure out the purpose of each tiny bottle b4 I start using them. Mind you most of them are in korean!

19 HRS

2010-03-21T14:32:00.000+08:00

19 Hours was the total time I stayed awake ytd. Woke up early for some tennis and basketball (both live), then watched the replay of ArsenalTV Friday Night. Didn't manage to finish the session though coz too much distraction. Haha! Only got to the first 10mins of the Fans Forum and was taken away to Soccer AM. That took me 3hrs alone, so pretty much the whole afternoon. 8pm was the when it ended, and that was also the time of the preview show for the EPL matches at Football Ch on Starhub. The first game was at 8.45pm. Went through a haul of 3 consecutive matches which ended with ARSENAL WINNING 2-0 OVER WEST HAM b4 switching over to Nadal's Semi Final match. All those Live. Phew.

Back to the ARSENAL game. Another difficult win too. Who said the run-ins would be easy?! Why can't Arsenal just get one easy game to handle and just score for fun? One is all I asked. West Ham went into the game thinking about their next game against Wolves, so pretty much its Arsenal there to win it comfortably. Had the best start when Denilson scored in the 5th minute of the game, but they didn't follow it up with more goals. They were on the back foot until Vermaelen got sent off for straight red. It was harsh in my opinion and my only worry was he will miss the next 3 games! For some reason I wasn't worried with this game at all. It would go either way. Either we lose the game or keep it 1-0 and win it. It helped ALOT when Almunia saved the penalty. His only job for the night as goalkeeper and he did very well with was that save. It proved vital.

Arsenal came out alot stronger and committed. They were 1 man down but they played really well. Zola, West Ham manager, brought on attacking players and really played for a win. For awhile West Ham held possession and kept Arsenal under pressure. You could sense the tension in the room as me and bro watched on. We didn't say a word during that period. Fortunately they held well and were able to create a few chances too. None resulted in goals though, but up came Cesc when he won a penalty for Arsenal. He was so cool and calm throughout the whole penalty procedure. I could barely watch. He shot left as Robert Green dived to his left. 2-0. you could sense the relieve in the stadium too! I was definitely relieved and the tension was gone. ANOTHER hard fought and well deserved victory indeed.

Throughout the 2nd half I was worried about Vermaelen's suspension. Some people say its 3 match ban, some say 1 match ban. I went to The FA website rules and saw it was a 1 match ban. Hopefully it stays 1 match. Playing away at Birmingham is not easy though. They have 1 of the best home record so far in this season. Arsenal fans also worry about the Barcelona CL match 4 days later. Vermaelen will be able to play that game but the problem is Sol Campbell. Obviously if both fit, he will be picked ahead of Silvestre. The problem us Sol may not be able to paly 2 games in 1 week. If he plays at Birmingham, he may not recover in time for Barcelona. I wun be surprise if Song plays alongside Sol at Birmingham. I'd rather have him along Sol then Silvestre. You need at least 1 quick defender in the pairing.

Whatever it is, I suppose Arsene Wenger will take 1 game at a time and he probably knows best at who to pick. Birmingham is going to be tough, just hope Arsenal can start well and maintain that level throughout. The team did well in the 2nd half and special mention goes to Clichy with his hard-working and solid display at left-back both offensive and defensive, Eboue too always look a threat whenever he ran at oppositions, Song who did so well in his defensive midfield position in 1st half and filled in well with Sol from the 2nd half onwards, Denilson for the goal and interception of ball from opposition when needed, Almunia definitely for the penalty save, Captain Cesc for the composure from spot kick and his leadership in creating plays up front. Even Sol did well to cope with Carlton Cole and the other West Ham players... Hopefully the players can carry this huge momentum and finish off the remaining 7 games in style, by hook or by crook.

Finished off with Nadal's match who seemed to be in cruise control after winning 1st set, but he completely lost his concentration and lost 1 game with too many errors. Third set was close with neither side able to break. As the games in 3rd set began to accumulate on both sides, I had a growing feeling that Nadal would lose, especially if it went to a tie-break. Somehow that woman's 6th sense kicked in and as soon as it went into tie-break, I knew he was gonna lose. And indeed, he deflated in that tie-break and totally lost the plot. Ljubicic did well to hold until 6-6 for tie breaker and he probably sensed that he could win it. He was the more calmer player and played so well for those crucial points. Nadal had a chance to finish the game in 2nd set but it was too late. This was his best chance at winning a trophy with most of the top seeds now gone out. If he had won, he would have faced Roddick in the Finals. Still a good opportunity to win. It didn't happen for him though. Fortunately he had another final to take care of, and that's the Doubles Final. He and partner Marc Lopez were facing the World No. 1 pairing of Nestor and Zimonjic! No one expected Nadal and Lopez this far because they came in as Wild Card. They don't even have a solid ranking to boast of!

Naturally the pressure is on the no. 1 to win, but woah did the spanish pairing took them by surprise! Nadal was so solid in his serves, Lopez also did well in serve despite losing 1 game point in first set. The crowd were on Nadal's side too! Fortunately for him, being so famous in his Singles career had helped him gain more recognition than even the World no. 1 doubles pair. The whole crowd were cheering and rooting for Nadal and Lopez the whole time!! Of course when you have people like Nadal on the other side of court, you have to worry. Nestor/Zimonjic weren't able to contain Nadal's power shots and lost in 2 straight sets. What a way to comeback for Nadal! He has won Doubles trophy before so its not new to him. somehow good Singles players always seem to do well in Doubles too. Kudos and congrats to him and Lopez!!

DollieCrave

2010-03-20T14:46:00.000+08:00

Feel in love with photography kind of pictures montaged like the background of this blog. Its simple looking yet feels so warm and meaningful. Found quite alot of these kind of design on DollieCrave (http://www.dolliecrave.com/). Quite alot of other designs found on the website too. Designs there are more for MySpace, but you can still make use of the individual pictures to create backgrounds. Really fun.

Test test...

2010-03-19T22:10:00.002+08:00

Test test...
And so Im here with the newest interface.
Not sure if this font would work though,
shall give it a try till someone can't see it.

Anyway I'll have to keep my posts short now.
If not will make my blog super long.
Been attracted to montages and photography lately
that's how I found my background pic.
Nice right?
May change over time if I find new ones too.
Just to keep my blog abit more updated. Haha!

The color scheme still abit off though,
way too many colors to choose from...
I'll probably find out more when I post more,
as the newer posts will overtake the old ones.
By then I should be able to tell if
this color and font fits the blog or not.

Just found out ARSENAL is facing Barcelona in CL.
Of all teams (bar Man Utd) we had to play against
defending champion Barcelona.
Geez... that's the hardest draw anyone can get!
ARSENAL will definitely be more outsiders to
qualify pass Quater-Finals now.
Barcelona are a very strong team,
with World Player of the Year Messi in there,
boy it's going to be THE match.
Will still fancy our chances though.
We wun know till we play them!

NADAL has been playing REALLY well in tennis too!
Service improved, he even became more aggressive.
Good on him to get to Semis too!
Plays Ljubicic on Saturday... good luck Rafa!

Songs~~

2010-03-05T17:53:00.001+08:00

Songs~~

Ah... finally got the widget up.

Thanks to zSHARE and mixpod of course.

Anyway a little intro into the 3 songs.

First of all...

I WANT V BACK!!!

They were THE boyband of 2004/2005.

Sadly disbanded due to mismanagement(?!).

Honestly, had they stayed till now,

they would still be a hit.

Their first album was done up really nicely,

the songs they sang,

the voices they had,

they can even dance!

Not many sing and dance boy group,

good example would be JLS.

Basically V is the name of the band,

a band of 5 members - hence the roman number V.

A little bit cheesy but anyway.

The songs I posted is my 2 fav songs.

Fools and Stop The Tears.

Not much videos on utube about them too.

Prob too long ago...

anyway managed to find some videos of them.

They were HOT.

And really HOT HOT.

See for yourself.

V - BLOOD SWEAT AND TEARS

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=leX1kd60GlU

That's their first ever music video & 1st single.

V - You Stood Up

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0AuoBc1E8bQ

They are British btw,

and for me that's an EXTRA plus.

Woohoo~~

V - Can You Feel It

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CiarPvfkjWI

Yup... pretty much as much as

you can see those guys...

So you know, I already figured out who is who.

Haha... amazed at myself.

Through them I also realised

there's bound to be at least one

openly gay member in those boy bands.

Boyzone, Westlife, N'Sync and now V.

Definitely not discriminating here -

I love them boys AS MUCH AS anyone else.

In fact, I prob love them slightly more.

Haha... love is love,

no matter with who you love...

I got to know more about this through

some soap opera I've been following,

and really come to understand their lives...

lovely people as well too!

I have total support for all of them!

So, here to congratulate Mark (Westlife)

& Kevin (V) for their engagement!!

Lovely couple too~~

Ok, back to the other song.

Hoppipolla sounds weird,

but i believe its in Icelandic language.

Yup, the band Sigur Ros is from Iceland,

and they sing in Icelandic too.

the music video of the song is here -

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WkP_NaMsrMM

The lyrics in english are by the side too.

All I can say is,

this song seems pretty heavy,

yet also carefree and light.

some get multiple thoughts from this song,

others just listen and feel light.

The music video tells alot too...

enjoy!

Music is such an international language.

Forget about English man.

LTNB!

2010-03-05T17:01:00.001+08:00

LTNB!

LTNB simply means

LONG TIME NO BLOG!

Boy, its going to reach a year

since I last blogged...

Better do something now.

Like the last time,

im actually here to blog coz

I've got new songs to share.

Hopefully I get the playlist uploaded here.

Hard to get decent widget...

Anyway, alot has been happening since I last blogged.

As you know im officially a graduate!

Like not much hype over it though,

I dun feel like a grad for once.

1 year IS short and easy to forget.

Kind of question myself why did I choose

to study for 1 year only...

But that's gone and done.

Dun wanna talk about it.

And funny enough or predictably,

im still jobless~~

I mean, I didn't make an effort to find one,

so I can't be unemployed right?

Its just,

Im not in the work mood yet,

or maybe I dun want to EVER.

What's so good about working anyway?

Other than getting the money...

I just LOVE being at home,

getting at my own pace,

doing stuff I love.

sometimes I wonder if I chose Tourism

coz I just love travelling.

Do I have an interest in it?

Do I have interest in it as much as

let say, sports?

Haha... been a sport freak lately.

I dun know why either... just SO sudden.

I though I would stick to just Football,

but i've been following other sports since I grad.

They seem to have occupied a good year of my life.

Probably why I love so much to stay at home.

Basically, you just cant get enough of it.

Football is from August to May,

sometimes international matches in June and July;

and all this EVERY YEAR?!

No wonder fans stay as football fans so long.

Tennis too, their season is literally non-stop.

The season starts in Jan and end in Dec.

Players just choose which tournament they want to play.

Basketball or NBA is Oct to June

if you include play-offs.

Also pretty much the most of the year.

So basically, as the season ends,

just as you forget about it,

the new season begins!

So much for a break...

That's why I foresee myself staying

an Arsenal fan as long as I live.

It's not those 1 time fling thing...

this time it seems to be real.

Tennis too...

im a huge fan of Nadal,

but there are also hundred other players

that are worth watching...

even if Nadal isn't playing,

I still look for live streamings of other players.

I watch tennis for the thrill of

having to witness amazing shots;

for the thrill of upsets and passion from the players.

Same gomes for Football and Basketball.

Im a sore loser;

i'd hate for my team to lose.

But having to witness all that satisfy me already.

I wun say im a hard-core fan yet,

but I do scream and fight for my team

if I had to...

im a great audience too if none

of my team were playing.

im great with my facts and figures

and proud of it too!

Maybe I should find a job along

the sports line... who knows?

Side note:

my bro got his results for A Lvl back today.

I wun post it here though,

should let him decide if he wants

the whole world to know.

Am still proud of him no matter what.

Im jealous of course,

he is a HELL LOT smarter than I am.

The stuff he speak sometimes

just blow the whole family away.

Even my dad would concede defeat.

(My dad holds a degree from Australia,

I consider him VERY knowledgeable.)

I feel inferior at times,

but am still proud of my lesser known Degree.

Anyway enough of my ranting...

will post the songs up soon!!!

Get well soon Rambo!

JLS

2009-07-31T21:26:00.001+08:00

JLS

Can you believe Im editing my prev post

coz somehow the settings tab did not appear?

Im seeing the whole chunk of codes

trying to edit the correct parts..

sorry if the sentences dun make sense.

Anyway, the more impt thing now is,

the new song I uploaded!

Got fed-up with the playlist that only airs 30sec of each song.

Changed to this new song called

'Beat Again' by JLS.

There are the runner-ups to X-Factor(UK) S5.

There are REALLY good.. love them!

I LOVE this song too...

Can check out the MV on utube.

HAHA! I almost lost the cursor among the codes!

Anyway, Im done here. Seriously irritating.

Shall come back another time,

hope the settings will FINALLY come out.

New gadget member

2009-06-23T20:23:00.000+08:00

New gadget member

Official welcome to my new laptop!

Haha...

Anyway don't think you can tell

I'm typing from the new laptop

I did promise that I will blog when I get it,

but right now,

I must admit...

I've got so much stuff in my old laptop

that I don't really know

where to start transfering stuff.

Somemore I've got tonnes of stuff to dl

on the new laptop as well?

Honestly need ppl like daddy

to help with this kind of stuff.

Still a newbie.

Anyway, I'll talk more on my Ritz trip soon.

Right now it's clueless Cass back to

getting used to my new baby.

Lollipop

2009-06-06T16:22:00.000+08:00

Lollipop

No, not the tw boy group this time.

I'm referring to the song!!

Damn catchy and I SO chose the wrong time

to get addicted to it...

in the midst of my exams!?!

But then again,

good music pumps me up for the day~~!

When I'm down or bored,

just sing this song~~!

haha... will just make you happy again.

Im loading utube video,

taking so long...

that's why im here to blog in the mean time.

My laptop is dying...

it's yelling it cant process much longer.

Sending signals all over my laptop shouting:

'GO GET A NEW LAPTOP!'

Going to get one this weekend at PC show I think.

Daddy asking me to check out the models

before I go there,

coz sure crowded like SHIT.

Find the models I want see,

then just go there and find straight away,

don't need waste time.

Anyway,

can't wait for the new Transformer 2!

Dled the theme song by Linkin Park,

heard it on utube,

but I preferred the instrumental type.

Same song, but I still prefer it as background music.

The original song I shall listen to it again

once their album comes out.

My dad is sure to buy if it's good.

Linkin Park songs are always good ain't it?

Bro's friends are at our home,

gaming on our PS3...

Showing no signs of studying for 'A' Lvls yet.

(I guess still too early, no motivation...

I should know better.. haha!)

Anyway so fast bro need go NS next year le,

Can still remember a few years back

still counting down to a matter of years,

now its months?!

Time... haiz... past so fast...

Me will soon need to find job,

actually people already saying I need to start now.

As usual, I know my own character.

So far, my parents haven't really shoo me

go find jobs yet,

maybe waiting for my results to get back or something?

Anyway, soon working life wil start,

and as I see all my friends who are working,

sadly, they are blogging less often.

So I guess this will be another ghost town too.

Well, at least now got International football

to keep me company,

along wit the occasional tennis matches,

OH! and the NBA Finals!

That would probably end by next week earliest?

Anyway, watching these sports

seem to keep me busy for awhile,

at least wun feel like drifting to space

everytime I got nothing to do at home.

Hmmm... let's see...

I've done football, tennis, basketball,

even baseball during the Olympics,

what's next?

Maybe cricket, golf seems boring.. HAHA!

Rugby? Neh... can't see nice faces..HAHA!

Shall keep this post short,

since I'm only here coz of the utube dl...

OMG. still not full yet... haiz..

shall stop here though.

see ya~~!!

Officially a Graduate in August/September.

It's not over yet!

Heartless

2009-05-11T09:55:00.000+08:00

Heartless

I don't get it.

Once again, they lost at home.

Once again,

critics are all over them.

And once again,

about spending more $$.

As someone kindly mentioned,

sports is a game.

There is bound to be winners AND losers.

But the fans of big clubs are rather spoilt.

They take win as a must,

a loss as a disgrace.

Will there be any fun,

if they kept winning forever?

Great teams falter on the way to success.

It's the way they bounce back

that makes them so great.

True, they may not seem to have

any more strength to bounce back,

but let's look on a bright side.

They still managed a 4th,

which really isn't bad,

considering they lost 5 of their first 14 games.

Now its a 6th lost and everyone,

even their own fans are condemning them.

I'm frustrated as well,

but, can't we put more faith into them?

Frustation

2009-05-07T16:26:00.000+08:00

Frustation

I don't understand.

Why do people criticise when they falter?

Why start raining criticism

when they got kicked out of the competition?

In the 1st place,

why even complement them before all this?!

Seriously, the media ppl are fickle-minded.

1 day they can say:

'He has proven they can make it',

'He has proven everyone wrong',

'His young side is brlliant' etc...

and once they lose?

'He better change his philosophy

or risk getting sacked',

'He should stop being stubborn

and bring in stars',

'They need to change manager soon' etc...

What the hell.

As a fan,

it saddens me that they failed to go to the finals.

I have no regrets or doubts.

Man Utd WERE better than my Arsenal.

That's something I can agree on.

What I can't,

is people, OUTSIDERS,

criticising them for not getting through.

It's like, once they get through,

they receive endless praises.

They fail,

the OUTSIDERS condemn them like no tml.

I also understand journalists have to be

objective to do their job well.

They need stuff to interest people.

But it pains me to learn they keep

testing the faith of the players,

kept asking them if they are going to stay or not.

I tell you,

if some of them DO leave, (touch wood)

I blame the MEDIA.

How many times must they come

out and say "I'm STAYING!"?

How many times do you want to hear

before you are satisfied?

Yet, players say this,

but media reports otherwise.

Damn F*ck.

Even 'die-hard' fans become so negative.

They are frustrated,

but aren't they 'die-hard fans'?

Saying things like terminating memebership

in front of all to see...

make the hosts feel so 'uneasy'.

This is the time to show support!!

I'm a new fan,

and I seem to know what to do better.

I may not have much right to

say who is right or wrong,

but I know I should support

the club I love.

Send me to London &

I'd love to pay to watch their matches.

Send me to the shop &

I'd probably buy till I'm broke.

I'm doing my best to watch their matches on TV,

to see their news everyday,

to make sure I'm updated.

I dunno what to say le.

Anyway someone around me has found love.

So envious, yet happy for her~!

Good luck and be happy~~!!

Love you~!

FOOTBALL!!

2009-05-04T17:26:00.000+08:00

FOOTBALL!!

It's been so long since I blogged!

But then dun think anybody reads here anymore.

Blogging becomes irritating when you are busy,

but becomes essiential when you can't

find anyone to talk to (esp something interesting)

Anyway, just for awhile,

I dun really want to defame JCU or anything,

(my prev post was pretty negative)

Would like to apologize,

(but that doesn't take away how I feel about it).

Either way,

it's not really right for me to post such stuff, I think.

I was just too upset not to post it, haha!

Back to the headlines of today,

(man got so much stuff to say since I last blogged!)

Its someone's bdae today.

A very special someone indeed.

He kind of introduced me to the world of

FOOTBALL

Some call it soccer, but I prefer FOOTBALL.

I never really supported any 1 team,

coz I only sat there for 90mins to enjoy

in the company of my dad,

and whoever was watching the matches.

One must note:

there seems to be lesser and lesser TV programmes

esp on the weekends.

In our house,

the weekends is about football.

( Although not as much before,

but since I got hooked,

the TV is practically used for football matches

EVERY SINGLE day, even repeat matches)

My dad supports Liverpool,

my bro used to watch alot of his team ARSENAL,

but nowadays couldn't be bothered to watch.

(He found new love in his laptop)

Sometimes I find it a little annoyed that

when my dad and bro speak football terms,

I dun get anything.

Somehow, I manage to watch a few games,

really watch how the game is played,

(ball-watching, not MAN-watching,

but still do so sometimes...)

the skills, the football terms,

started to work out who is who as well.

Oh, forgot to mention,

I secretly supported Arsenal even before all this,

might be due to the fact my bro supports them too,

but I was never open with it till recently.

My dad will ask who I supported,

but I never really gave an 'Arsenal' answer,

all I said was ''depend on each match,

I don't really have 1 team etc"

Not till I got so caught up in it

that I finally was able to tell everyone:

I SUPPORT ARSENAL.

I didn't know when exactly did I snap,

but I'm sure the topic of this article helped in some way.

It was probably the Arsenal vs Man Utd match

back last year that kick started everything.

I watched that 'epic' match,

was so hyper that Arsenal had won.

Soon after, I started watching out for them,

in news, their website,

started to know who is playing where etc.

But that one person made me committed.

It's CESC FABREGAS 22nd birthday today.

Needless to say how much I like him,

not only as, well, a man,

but also as an ARSENAL player.

The moment he got the captaincy,

I was totally 'enchanted'.

I really followed their every details everyday,

Watched his interviews on utube,

watched other players' ones as well.

Then I realise,

they are, afterall human just like us.

They laugh at jokes, they make jokes,

they have fun, even on the pitch.

They are ordinary humans,

probably with 'extra-ordinary' football skills.

They are normal humans,

not as high-profile as celebrities who sing and dance,

yet every football fans 'worship' them.

It's really amazing.

Anyway Cesc's good captaincy days were short-lived

when he got injured in the Liverpool game.

He was out like forever,

before he came back with a bang.

Assists here and there, even scoring 2 goals himself.

There were some negative stuff though,

but I choose not to let that define

whether I support him or not.

He is clearly not affected by it,

so why should I?

He played part in letting me

subscribe to the Arsenal TV Online

that costs 3.99 pounds per month (about S$9),

He (or Arsenal) made me not to be lazy

to go down to buy my lunch etc.

(I used to hate going out to buy lunch/dinner,

probably due to my laziness)

When I do go down to buy something,

its 100% for the newpaper.

I would GLADLY go down and buy the newpaper myself,

even if I had nothing else to buy.

Because the first thing I will see,

is the sports section.

I would look for any Arsenal articles,

If I do, I would be happy,

if I dun, I still see the other sports news.

It sort of motivated me to go down and buy.

My parents weren't around for quite a few times

in the past months,

so I had to take care of the house and everything.

If it was the past me,

I would rather eat maggie for 3 days straight

then go down and buy food.

But now,

I'm even willingly to go all the way to J8,

just to buy KFC,

and at the same time, the newpaper.

How powerful is that?!

Recently my mum forgot to buy 1 edition of the newpaper,

I panicked, and smsed every close friends

if they had bought that edition.

(Amazingly, NONE of them do buy Newpaper,

starting to wonder if I really should

have friends who reads newspaper...haha!)

I later found it at my Aunt's place

(we happen to go there for lunch,

I did not go there to find the newpaper!)

read through it,

and luckily there wasn't anything much in it.

If not I would have asked for permission to bring home the paper.

Long post, I can keep going on forever,

but the important thing is,

Cesc keeps me up with all things Arsenal.

I did thought about what would happen if he left,

would I still be as enthusiastic?

I know the whole support thing will continue,

coz Arsenal and the EPL will never fold.

It continues every single year,

thus the excitment is always there.

Unlike when you support a singing group,

if they do not have any activities,

you tend to forget about them.

(haven't been too loyal to SJ!!)

But football never dies in Britain.

Or even in any other countries.

Sure, some players may have retired 10 years down the road,

but the clubs will still be there,

the cups still left to be won each year,

the excitment never really dies.

Not when you are an avid football fan.

I really envisage myself to continue to be a fan

in 10, 20 years, or even till I die.

I know it sounds weird coming from me,

but believe me,

it feels SOOO good when your dad asks you

football questions,

and you can give him a direct answer,

because you did your 'research'.

Its like I can speak footballing terms

anywhere, anytime with my dad.

Hey, when you have an extra topic to talk with your parents,

why wouldn't you take it?

PS: Im low on supply on EVERYTHING!

Handphone pouch (yup, my hp is NAKED.),

iPod pouch (my iPod is shedding its cover away),

even my bags are wearing out.

I keep wearing the same clothes

(no complaints here, I only chose to wear those few,

when I have a closet full of clothes),

even platform shoes.

(Both my white and black covered shoes

allows water in somewhere, no kidding.)

I need a new laptop

(my 1st laptop is lasting 4 yrs 5 months,

seems to be getting slower by 1 second everyday,

imagine that accumulated over 4 years!)

oh, this is something not high on the list YET,

but surely needed at a point of time -

someone to love, a companion.

(me getting too bold le, haha!)

Other than that,

Im pretty fine.

Cesc, Happy Birthday~~!!

I wish you help Arsenal lift MANY trophies~!

GOOD LUCK!

You Found Me

2009-01-28T18:05:00.000+08:00

You Found Me

New year calls for new goals.

But I haven't exactly came up with anything.

Everything is hanging.

My last semester in JCUS hang by a thread,

I haven't enrolled in any subjects

since before the exam.

Talked to the Dean,

but it takes FOREVER for a reply by Australia.

By the time they reply,

I might not even make it for the semester.

At least I got the Dean's words to lay on,

if anything goes wrong,

I'll bring out the 'Dean proof'.

So sickening lar.

Seriously regretting signing on JCUS,

just for the sake of graduating early.

What was I thinking sia?!

Finish so early also need come out work.

Brainless. Super brainless girl.

Everything about Australia just irks me now.

I had wanted to follow my parents to Melbourne nxt month,

but APPARENTLY, they wouldn't allow,

probably due to the fact that my bro will be alone at home.

But what the heck,

he is already 17+ & can take care of himself.

Nowadays they make decisions on their own lor,

not even wanting to consult their kids of ANYTHING.

'Oh! We are going to the airport now,

going to XXX, won't be back till XXXX! Take care!'

Fuck. That's not I want to hear.

They book all their flights already,

then come tell us they going.

Feb - Melbourne

April - Malaysia

WTF lor, like we invisible.

However, my dad did offer me to go to London in June,

after I grad from sickening JCUS.

As usual, there was an offer,

so he was keen to at least ask me

if I had wanted to go there ALONE.

I meant go there alone & stay at my aunt's house.

I'm still thinking about it,

but the offer expires on 2nd Feb. How?!

The other day got an 'offer' to go Brisbane

after I grad to work at Conrad Hotel.

My Uncle works there as a Chef,

he 'invited' me over to work,

and also can stay at his house.

I wasn't very keen to go there,

after the fucking experience I had during the TRM trip.

I just don't feel I can survive on my own.

(I meant survive on my own as in dealing with

all the work and stuff 'alone', as well as living 'alone',

excluding my Uncle's family)

I was initially keen to work in a Hotel,

as receptionist or something,

but that interest decreased after working in some hotels.

All my relatives were like JOing me to go Aust.,

say what go there for experience,

go le won't want to come back,

go there and settle there,

get out of Singapore etc.

I feel like if I didn't go,

I would have let them down.

I have a problem with opening up,

especially to such a new place,

mind you I have not started working FULL-TIME.

So everything is like,

an imagination.

Can say I'm not exactly prepared to OFFICIALLY

enter the work force.

Something is holding me back,

which explains why I'd rather stay at home

and rot than to go look for jobs.

It's not about the $$, nor being lazy.

I'm probably more afraid of setbacks.

I tried working,

but it didn't work out well.

I always seem to take 1 step out of my comfort zone,

then after 1 setback,

I take a whole leap back into my comfort zone.

After so much education of being open and active,

I don't think I have changed abit.

For once,

I CANNOT imagine myself going to a foreign country

and working/staying by myself.

I mean I 'LOVE' being alone,

but alone in a foreign country? - NO way.

I know I have support from relatives,

but it's different.

I understand why people go overseas for jobs,

Singapore kind of sucks,

being small and kind of compressed.

I don't mean the job opportunity sucks,

but its not as big a place as overseas.

Seriously, I have always wanted to work overseas,

like in ang mo places,

find an ang mo husband and possibly settle there.

But I'm afraid to take that step ahead.

It feels like once I step out,

I got no comfort zone to leap back into.

Maybe I shouldn't think so negatively.

Maybe there is greener grass over the wall.

Maybe I will find my lucky star abroad.

But who knows?!

I can't predict my future,

but I believe I create them, with the help of fate.

If I can convince myself to step abroad,

I'm sure the rest will come slowly.

If I can convince myself to open up,

I'm sure I'll get better luck with work & rltp.

If I can convince myself to stop worrying so much,

I might see a bright future in me~

But first I need to convince myself to

convince all these things onto myself.

I got to start somewhere right?

If I can't even take that step ahead,

I will forever be stuck in my shell.

The problem is,

when & where should I take my first step out?

OMG

2009-01-03T11:36:00.001+08:00

OMG

Seriously, what are the odds?!

I was listening to MUSE

'Supermassive Black Hole'

and as they are going to sing a part,

someone's MSN pop up,

and I read the nick to find out who it was.

And HELL!

As I read, the song was singing

EXACTLY what the nick wrote.

Tell me,

is that scary or what?!

Apparently that person

had THAT part of the lyrics

as her nickname.

The second I realised its the same,

I went OMG!

What are the odds right?!

Millions of songs,

even more millions of nicknames.

HAD to be at the RIGHT time also.

OMG OMG OMG!

SCARY~~!!

Oh, first significant death of the year,

John Travolta's son Jett died at the age of 16.

That's, really poor thing.

16 is an age where you go out and party,

but he had to die at such a young age.

I know John Travolta isn't my fav actor and all,

but its significant enough right?

~RIP Jett Travolta~

Anything else will be posted~

Happy 2009~

2008 past damn fast hor?

It's Official

2008-12-31T16:29:00.000+08:00

It's Official

People!

Breaking news!!

I'm official a fan of...

ARSENAL FOOTBALL CLUB!

Can you believe it?!

I'm so SUCKED into football right now,

that I finally admit I'm

in LOVE with ARSENAL.

I don't know if it has anything to do

with the fact that it's a GUYS game.

(where girls see the player instead of the ball)

But nevertheless, I still love them~!

I have SOOOO much to talk about Arsenal,

that I don't know where to start.

My friends may have noticed

I doodle alot on my notes,

and when they asked what I was writing,

I told them 'its nothing.'

Obviously its not nothing,

but I just want to save myself from explaining.

I won't touch on what EXACTLY I was doodling,

but all I can say is...

I'm TOTALLY hooked onto them.

I watch EVERY single of their match,

even waking up middle of night to do so.

I've even watched their match till 2+am,

when I have to wake up next morning for classes.

I have gone to their official website

EVERYDAY at least once without fail,

even got the chance to WAP on my HP,

which I've never done before.

I'm ALWAYS updated by their news,

when they loose games,

I feel like weaping and will blame the other team.

When they win,

I jumped out from the couch and celebrate.

When my favourite players score,

I go bubbly and feel like I'm on cloud 9.

When my favourite player got injured,

I was depressed for a few days.

Not just Arsenal,

but the whole EPL (English Premier League)

has got me over my seat everytime.

Even when I'm rushing for reports,

I will STILL do it in front of the TV

with whatever match that was going on.

Doesn't have to be Arsenal playing,

so long as there was a LIVE match going on.

Somehow, there is an element of motivation

admist all the football action.

Haha. I sound weird,

but I kind of think watching football

is really very fun!

Especially when you see someone you know play,

you will be more sucked into the whole game.

I get sucked so badly,

that I will react in how fanatic fans would.

You will constantly hear me say,

'Get the ball out!!'

or 'Shit you!!' etc.

You will only get what I'm saying

if you were watching the match as well.

It's a wonder how I can still comment

and work on my report at the same time.

Oh, and before I forget,

one of the songs in the playlist,

CANDY PAINT

I got to know this song in courtesy of

CARLOS VELA (shirt 12) of Arsenal.

I was searching through youtube

for Arsenal goals scored by each of the players,

and came across his video done by someone.

The background song used for the video was CANDY PAINT.

You hear the song le,

you will know the impact it does to watching his goals.

My hair really stood throughout lor!

Guys you all really should see his goals.

He is only 19 and already scored hat-tricks twice

(3 goals in 1 game).

He is fast, witty, and has high accuracy.

My favourite player,

no surprise if you saw my nick on msn:

FRANCESC FABREGAS

Shirt no: 04

Age: 21

Captain of Arsenal since mid-November '08.

What more can I say about him?

He has won countless personal awards himself.

He is young, fast, strong in every aspect.

Tackle, passing, free kicks, corner kicks,

you name it, he got them all!

Arsenal really can't do without him,

and yet he got injured recently.

He won't be playing for 4 months!

That's how I got my momentarily depression.

I didn't had the mood to listen in class the next day.

I was watching the full match

and having to watch him wobble out of the pitch

after half-time really hurt.

I hoped so much that he would return 2nd-half,

but in the end he never appeared.

Then I knew its going to be bad.

Arsenal is famous for its 'Young Guns'

(Arsenal is aka 'Gunners',

like how Manchester United is 'Red Devils')

Their players (first-team) can have average age of 19,

where other clubs are around 25+.

It shows these 'Young Guns' have talent,

but then again lack experience.

But I believe they can do well,

being young is definitely an advantage.

I will gladly list down all the first-team players here,

but then this post will bore quite alot of ppl.

I've been scribbling their names all over my notes,

and I don't think I will stop anytime soon.

I can memorise more than half of the players AND their NO.

(I've got a thing for numbers,

when I see numbers,

I tend to want to remember them.

Dates as well,

especially BIRTHDATES.

That's why my HP is FULL of people's birthdates.

Ranging from friends to celebrities,

now of course to sports ppl also.)

I made it a point to understand how each

of the Arsenal players play through Youtube.

It's quite fun watching all the goals,

coz Youtube ppl are kind to plot everything into 1 video,

making watching them alot easier.

It's 1 of those days that I will

love Youtube as long as can be.

Think better stop here.haha.

Too bad this weekend no EPL,

but got FA Cup de matches.

Don't know TV will show or not.

HOPEFULLY!!

And I hope I see Cesc play soon,

I'm missing all the action and threats

he pose to the other team in play.

Get well soon, CESC!

Oh ya.. forgot!

HAPPY LAST DAY 2008~!

Let's give a warm welcome to 2009

and possibly all its happiness to all~!

I hope 2009 will be a good year for me,

in ALL aspects.haha.!

I hope 2009 be great to Arsenal and all its players~!

Haven't thought about my new year resolution,

I probably won't post them here also.

Put them in my mind can le.haha.

Anyway, once again

HAPPY NEW YEAR to all~

BYE BYE 2008.

Start all over?!

2008-12-19T20:40:00.000+08:00

Start all over?!

Hmm... looks like it starts all over

EVERY SINGLE DAY.

Not that I'm blaming on anyone,

(actually blaming myself only.)

I find myself once again,

out of bound of my OWN room.

(Irony huh?)

Once again, I can't find a room

that will accomodate me and my privacy.

No point fighting with my Bro over his own room,

no point staying in my parent's room

when clearly it's nt private at all,

Dining room (where I used to place my laptop)

is also out of bound of all electronics, except food.

The Famliy lounge is basically not a conducive place

to use a laptop either. (no table and definitely privacy)

All I have that has proper air ventilation is the Living room.

Yup, I'm going to be stuck here

doing reports, projects, surfing the net etc..

ALL on the COLD HARD FLOOR.

I don't know if I got to this on my own,

but I'm sure, Nth seems to fit in well now.

I have to put up in my brother's room

for the next 1 month?!

And just let u know,

my brothers room is twice smaller than mine,

in terms of WALKING space.

And add my mattress on the floor?!

That makes only a few steps possible.

My room is CLEARLY better for 2 person,

but somehow I'm stuck in his room.

Oh ya, forgot to add.

My grandpa has come to stay at our house,

so out of respect etc,

he is going to put up in my room.

No problem with that,

I'm absolutely fine with it.

But just to think that,

I won't have the privacy I can go to,

like if I'm deep in thoughts,

I will close myself in my room and think.

Now I can't..

RIGHT NOW?

My bro is in his room,

my mum is in her room,

my dad is in the family lounge using computer,

I'm stuck in the living room with grandpa and aunty

and they are watching TV (China Ch)

And you ppl will know how VERY MUCH I 'HATE' C***A stuff.

Doesn't make anything better

when the volume is extra high at the moment.

Anyway, as I said,

got nothing to blame it on except myself.

I don't seem to be able to adapt well.

I thought I could.

But everytime I need to get clothes in my bro's closet,

(I had to make up space for my clothes in his closet,

and clearly his closet was quite FULL already)

I can only manage 1 tiny corner,

and EVERYTIME I had to dig for my clothes.

(and I mean tip-toe and DIG.)

Just the thought of it makes everything so PATHETIC.

I feel VERY PATHETIC.

I hate it when ppl have to question me on

something that has ALREADY happen.

What do you want me to do?!

Go back in time and undo everything?!

All the questioning just make me sick,

I just found a solution to it.

JUST SMILE and 'pretend' you agree.

What the FUCK do you want me to say?!

'Aiya I wished I had done it also',

'I feel like an idiot' etc.

FUCK it all.

Doesn't make anything better that

I'm listening to a rather sad song now.

But the song is GREAT!

Got it while watching a German drama

about gay love and couple.

I find it fascinating in fact,

AND PLEASE!

don't ever ask me why I watched it.

Kind of fed up with explaining.

Btw, interested in watching forbidden love,

but sick of watching the normal opposite sex love,

do check out the gay couples.

As The World Turns (American Soap Opera):

Luke and Noah.

Verbotene Liebe (German Soap Opera,

German for 'Forbidden Love':

Christian and Oliver.

(and yup, they speak German,

but youtube got english subbed version)

Both the 2 come from soap operas,

which normally spans for over 10 years type.

but people in love with these 2 couples

have took the liberty to specially cut out

ONLY their parts n post on utube.

Their scenes span more than 1 year on TV,

but you could see it on utube in 1 - 2 days.

(That's how soap operas work,

you sometimes get only a few mintues

in a whole week of airing.)

And, ya, German guys look SOOO much better.

They somehow cheered me up

for the last couple of days.

I like watching those heart-wrenching love stories,

like forbidden love,

and how they fight the right to love each other,

DESPITE what others say behind their back.

You know what?

I'm starting to show respect to those same sex couple.

So long as they are happy with each other?

Why talk about them?

You won't know, someday you will be 1 of them!

Movie week?!

2008-12-11T21:15:00.000+08:00

Movie week?!

I know its been TOOOOO long since i last blogged.

Have been really busy like right now,

but i still managed to spend time

watching some old movies.

WTH right?!

Suppose to do HW, and here i am,

blogging after watching some movies.

But i really want you ppl SOOOO badly

to go watch these movies I just watched.

First of all,

JUNO.

familar, ya i know.

But coz i nvr go see in the theatres,

suddenly got the urge to watch it online,

so I searched and watched.

Dunno how I got the urge suddenly also.

Anyway, in brief,

Juno got pregnant by her BFF Paul,

where they both tot is a casual fling.

The thing bout this movie that excits me the most,

is the chemistry between Juno & Paul.

They both started as Best friends,

and was still in denial of their feelings

till the very last part of the movie,

and of course they got together in e end.

They are both 16,

so they have that element of 'innocence'

attached to them.

everything is so naive and very sweet.

The thing bout them is that,

though they are 16,

they are ALOT more mature than most couples.

Little gestures will signify how much they love each other.

Especially when she gave birth and lying on the bed,

he came in and comfort her.

They don't have to say anything,

and I know what the guy is trying to tell her.

Just that whole silent scene brings

a lot of emotions to me.

Love should be that simple,

sometimes when you go too fast,

you miss out all these things.

Always stop to take a breath,

and look back at the memories.

Love is suppose to be sweet and 'innocent'

but things always make it so complicated.

I finally know why women always say

the courtship part is the best part of a relationship.

After that, things get complicated,

you get married etc,

sometimes you will nvr get back that courtship feeling.

The first time your heart skipped a few beats

when you see him,

the first kiss you both share etc.

You will want to always remember that,

no matter in which part of your relationship.

The other movie that I just saw was

THE BLUE LAGOON.

It's a 1980 movie, very very long ago.

I wasn't even born yet.

Anyway I got to know this movie

THANKS to Starhub,

(they trying to get viewers to buy the movie to watch,

so keep having that commercial,

the more i say, the more i want to watch it.)

Anyway its also another innocent sweet love story.

I don't want to give out too much, so in brief,

Richard and Emmeline are both non-related,

but they grow up together with Richard's father.

(some say they are cousins, some say they are non-related,

coz Emme's parents died already)

They were on a ship traveling with Richard's father

when the ship cap-sized and Emme, Richard,

and Paddy (ship crew) were stranded away from the rest.

They end up on an island,

and had to try to survive on their own.

(note: both the 2 are about 7 0r 8 yrs old,

Paddy was pretty old)

Time past and Paddy died unexpectedly,

leaving both Emme and Richard on their own.

(They were both still 7 or 8 yrs old)

They had to learn whatever Paddy tot them,

and soon they survived well,

and grew up.

Since they were kids b4 they got stranded,

so they know NOTHING about adult stuff,

including their growing body,

and raging hormones issues. (haha.)

Anyway, they start questioning ALMOST everything,

from why they grow 'out of shape'

or why the girl will suddenly 'bleed',

or why they have heart racing issues.

All sorts you can tink of during puberty,

we got the previlage to learn bout them,

but they both don't.

Although all these issues,

they still think like 7, 8 yr old kids.

The way they speak and stuff.

They basically spend so much time together,

becoz they only got each other on the island.

Therefore, when their hormones start adding,

they suddenly have that heart-beating feeling

when they saw each other.

They always kiss when they were small,

like siblings showing affection.

But this time the kiss was different,

they felt something,

and thus one kiss lead to another,

and so on...........

Don't want to tell you all too much,

or will spoil e fun.

Anyway, its another sweet and innocent love,

that courtship stage.

You start getting butterflies in your tummy,

you cant help but to keep staring at the other person.

Even if you dun say anything,

the feeling can be expressed through the eyes.

Love is so much innocent when you are 15 or 16,

and have nothing much to worry about.

The other movie I watched has got nth to do with love.

The Forbidden Kingdom.

Movie by Jet Li, Jackie Chan AND *drum roll*

MICHAEL ANGARANO

He is the MAN!!

I watched the show becoz of him.

Wanna know why?

Not only is he the lead guy in SKY HIGH,

(I totally love that movie,

all the superhero and high school theme thing)

HE is also the boyfriend of *another drum roll*

KRISTEN STEWART.

Okay, not familar?

She is non other than Bella, from Twilight.

Know the movie Twilight,

Bella is the lead actress, the human gal.

I didn't know she was attached,

till i searched wikipedia about Twilight characters.

I've been following Twilight since last month,

and I even knew who were the other characters already.

Just waiting for December 18th to come~~

Wanted to know more about Kristen's BF,

so I went to his wiki page also.

After I found out it was that Sky High guy,

I went 'OMG OMG OMG OMG!'

he is someone i watched before and actually knew and like!!

So cooooool lar~~

As much as i love Robert Pattinson

and his and Bella's chemistry in the movie,

Michael and Bella are a SWEEEET couple!!

They started out as best friends

after they worked together on a film 'Speak' in 2004.

They were casted to have a little chemistry among them,

but nothing happened i think.

Since then, they became best friends,

and officially got together in Jan 2007.

(Think thats earlier than Zac and Vanessa)

So they've been together for coming 2 years,

and still strong!!!

Go check out their pictures man,

they look so sweet beside each other~~~

Michael was a kid actor,

now he grew up to be more manly.

He is 1987, and she is 1990.

Now other than Zanessa,

my other favourite couple is Michael and Kristen~

hope they stay together long long~~

btw, if you wan watch any of the movie i mentioned,

feel free to ask me about the links etc.

Take care~~!

Quicky~

2008-09-17T16:49:00.002+08:00

Quicky~

quick update!

currently eating a mango cake

which I licked from my bro's plate.

HAHA... oopx!!

tml last day of this semester,

which also means the start of exam period.

Pretty much slacked my way through since last night

when I finally finished the last report on my list.

I basically lied wherever i found sofa

and watched TV till there wasn't anything nice showing.

I'm planning to start studying next week,

like spend 3 days for each subject.

you know wat?

I'm actually waiting for a show to start at 5pm,

then too bored till I forced to update my blog,

with of course a short post,

I can't possibly write a 5-pg post in 10mins right?

Or can I?!

Jonas Brothers really damn cute lor!

That day i see MTV news ar,

Posh Beckham want her 3 sons to form

a BOY BAND to rival Jonas Brothers.

I was like, "Are you kidding me?!"

Not only are they tooooooo young to form a group,

JBros are tooooooo good le.

How to fight leh?!

But this kind of news appear once in a while

also quite fun to look.

If not everyday so boring, right?

Rihanna's Disturba damn catchy lor.

I kept repeating the song for 1 day,

and its stuck in my head le.

JBros de songs also not that catchy.

Hmm... 4 more mins.. what to write?!

Life is boring.

MY life is monotonous.

Think got more downs than ups.

I'm starting to think,

what if when I'm 30

and still single?!

I'm trying hard not to compare with others,

but somethings, you need references right?

I see BBT every night ar,

most of the didis already have a few GFs

and they are what? only 17!!

I'm turning 20,

and kind of missing something.

I have a few friends who seem to have the same prob too.

You know what?

MOST of my friends have NOT had

their first relationship.

COOL right?!

Ok... times up!!

Time to watch TV!!

cya ppl!!

The Man Who Can't Be Moved

2008-08-23T16:19:00.000+08:00

The Man Who Can't Be Moved

New song I got,

sung by THE SCRIPT.

They are Irish, from Ireland of course.

I love this song when I heard it on

MTV Asia Awards LIVE.

The guy really did it DAMN well,

I heard the song before this,

but didn't really took a liking to it.

But when I hear him sing,

I immediately went to look for the song.

I TOTALLY LOVE the lyrics too.

THE MAN WHO CAN'T BE MOVED

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,

Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move.

Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,

Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am.

Some try to hand me money they don't understand,

I'm not... broke I'm just a broken hearted man.

I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,

How can I move on when I've been in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,

Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,

And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,

I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,

Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,

If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,

Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,

And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.

I'm not moving... I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy

Whos waiting on a girl...

There are no holes in his shoes

But a big hole in his world...

Maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,

And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,

And you'll come running to the corner...

Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved

I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,

Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,

And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.

I'm not moving... I'm not moving.

Sweet right?!

If you want it, let me know~

Bad Day?

2008-08-23T16:08:00.000+08:00

Bad Day?

The bad day continued today as well,

so should be bad dayS.

Im currently being kicked out by my bro & his friends,

first they say they were going to STUDY.

Right, like it will work at my house.

Not even 1 hr through,

they are all now sitting in front of PS3, playing.

So much for studying eh?!

I had to retire from one place to another,

till I finally reside in my room,

my EMPTY room to be exact.

There is practically nothing to do in my room,

if you know me well & come to my house b4,

you will know my room is only for sleeping and changing.

Anyway, now I'm in my room,

I'm bored till Im forced to blog.

So lucky you guys,

unlucky coz i have LOADS to talk bout.

Let's start off fast.

Thursday was what everything began

to turn for the worst.

Olympics: MAJOR setback for olympics team USA

for BOTH 4x100m MEN AND WOMEN.

BOTH teams did not qualify COZ

they dropped the baton at the anchor person.

Secondly, USA team

lost 2 finals aka 2 GOLD medals in

Water Polo women & softball women.

Freaking hell day for USA.

JCU: (sucks as usual)

Of all days,

he had to be present on the days

I had to go up and present.

First was the indiv talk I mentioned b4,

and now, he was again here for the role plays.

He seemed to have selected the classes well,

he appeared for the first time in weeks

during the self-talk lesson,

and then he went MIA the following week,

and now this week,

he re-appeared,

when all of us had role plays to do.

Not too into him now,

(though he still gives me the fresh look)

But something tells me he smokes.

Anyway, skip topic!

HUGE MAJOR setback for me.

I was watching the last episode of

STRONGEST CHILWOO with subs

on thurdays morning.

The ending didn't really impressed me,

but the thought that my assassin

actually appeared out of nowhere & helped them,

just brightened my day for awhile!

After watching the episode which aired

on tuesday night in Korea,

(subs only came out on thurs)

I thought it was a good overall end to the whole show and crew.

Little did I know,

one of the main character of the show,

got into a motorcycle accident and died.

My mum showed me the article online,

and I was shocked.

I kept telling myself I just watched finished the last epi only!

Why so... sudden?!

He was on his motorbike on the highway

going home from the party they had

to celebrate the end of the show.

He crashed into the guardrail

and sort of broke his neck.

Almost like immediate death.

If you dunno who im toking bout,

he became famous after acting in

COFFEE PRINCE.

The guy who acted as a very big sized waiter,

who like the sister of the lead actress.

His name is Park Sang Min aka Eon.

Very surprising and sad for the korean entertainment.

He was getting famous and everything,

somemore he is the only child in his family.

May he rest in peace in God's hands.

Another major setback.

I was watching BBT as usual on TV,

after 10+ minutes into the show,

I realised, all those boys will be leaving BBT.

I thought they were going through some gift exchange thing,

didn't actually realise the reason behind it,

till the boys kept talking about last time this and that.

Some of them started crying even b4

going into the main part of the show.

They talked bout each other,

thanked each other and hugging each other in tears.

I didn't cry on thursday coz

the thought of them leaving

haven't sunk into my head yet.

Only friday's part 2 of the show

brought me to tears.

I was expecting them to leave someday,

but didn't expect it would happen so soon.

Just when Im getting used to all of them

goofing around in the show,

now they are leaving already.

Ao Quan cried the most,

considering he don't usually cry on show.

Xiao Yu reached his breaking point

when he described his own difficulties and dreams,

and reached a further breaking point

when he took out his most prized possession

of basketball trading cards he collected for 10 years

to exchange as a gift.

He held onto it very tightly,

the boys were telling him not to give it away

coz he will come to regret it later.

He is so sweet.

somehow, I find similarities between him and me.

Sometimes, he wants ppl to know his difficulties,

but he will still reserve abit of the info to himself.

I could tell he was still holding something back,

even though he poured out most of his burden.

I sometimes want ppl to know something,

but i wun tell them everything.

Either Im afraid of telling the whole truth,

or I tink its not right to say yet.

So it becomes not complete.

Neither here nor there.

We are both Men1 Sao1 ppl.

Bad day continued today,

my iPod hung up while i was shifting

my laptop from one palce to another.

I had my iPod connected to my laptop,

but had it disconnected

with the 'Do not disconnect' sign on.

So, it hung up at that screen.

I tried resetting,

but nothing happened.

I reconnected and tried all sorts of things,

still stuck there.

I remember the time was stuck at 12.40pm,

the time I moved and disconnected it.

It was stuck there till close to 2pm lor.

I finally went to take my 3-pin adaptor charger,

and switched it on.

The screen remain stuck.

I held onto the buttons to reset it,

and FINALLY, it resetted!

I was like 'OMG! Finally!!!'

coz, if that didn't work,

I really dunno wat to do bout it le.

Damn sian,

somemore my IE and laptop weren't working properly

since I started it this morning,

so everything wasn't going my way.

Lucky it got fixed while I switched off my laptop

to let it rest for awhile.

But after my iPod got fixed,

I switched on my laptop again.haha.

It didn't have time to cool down also.

But everything is fine now.

IE going well also.

Just one thing, i have only 500+MB left of space.

I need to get some stuff out asap!

Song of the week:

'WHAT YOU GOT'

by Colby O'Donis ft. AKON

-love the tune and the beat and everything.

-anyway the boy is young and NEW.

-go utube and search to see the MV.

Heart Flutter Experience

2008-08-07T13:57:00.000+08:00

Heart Flutter Experience

People I'm back!!

Electronically.haha!

It's been awhile since I posted

GOOD stuff of my life.

So here is one GOOD experience!

ENJOY~!

(coz I did!!)

Today had classes in the morning,

so went to school as usual.

Everything was kind of boring,

I thought it would be the normal lectures,

then followed by teacher talking cock.

Who knows,

today got presentation,

and its 1 by 1 presentation.

EACH of us was to talk about a personal

exp we have prepared, in front of the class.

Now you would think that's ok,

considering the fact that a NORMAL class

have about 20++ ppl.

Well, NOT!

The class was 60+ strong!!

Imagine standing in front and speaking to these ppl,

more than half the class

you never talked and never knew their names.

Not encouraging at all.

Anyway, I wasn't quite prepared mentally

although I know what to present.

So one by one,

names were called out BY THE TEACHER.

Each of us went up and presented a 3-min talk.

The TEACHER called out the names based on

the attendance signed for today.

I didn't sign the attendance when I came in,

so I know my name wun be called.

But that's not the point.

After about 1++hr of self-presentations,

me and my friend went out of class

for our own toilet break.

Then when we came back,

of course ppl were still presenting.

Then I realised,

that the voice of the 'teacher'

calling out the names became very manly.

So i turned behind and looked,

(i was in the 2nd row from the front,

the teacher was right at the back row.)

This guy was calling out names instead.

I took a closer look,

first impression was: not Asian.

Then 2nd was: since when was he in this class?

I'm serious, really haven't seen him before in this class,

and its like already 1 mth 1 week le.

So I tot he was new,

and a really fresh face.

Coz there were only 3 caucasians in the class,

and they are all ladies.

He is definitely fresh.

Anyway, he started to call names on the teacher's behalf,

and this time, they have collected

the Std card from those going to present,

so its easier to call rather than looking at the attendance.

Coz my friend and I missed out 'so much'

during our toilet break,

so she quickly passed our cards to teacher.

So I got nervous,

coz I'm definitely going to present today.

'thought can push too nxt week if over-time'

Anyway, back to main point.

After the guy calls out the name,

and once the person is out in front presenting,

he will walk to the person's seat

and place the std card on the table.

he will PERSONALLY walk lor!!

Anyway, I started thinking,

so when I present,

he will come to my seat as well~!

Haha.. that got me excited for no reason.

So whenever ppl were going up to present,

I will watch him walk around.

Then my friend told me

the guy was CUTE.

I TOTALLY AGREE!!!

So he called my name,

( I forgot how he calls it!)

so i went up to present,

but i knew he was going to come up to my seat,

so I turned back and look,

and we made eye contact!

He gestured that my card was in his hands,

and it looked like he wanted to give me the card.

But for some apparent reason,

I turned, and walked to e front,

WITHOUT taking the card or whatsoever.

I kind of regretted once I was up there,

coz i feel so bad,

like acknowledging him and the card,

but i paid no attention.

Bad right?!

Then throughout the presentation ar,

I kept looking around the class to find focus points,

so my eyes wun wander around the 60++ ppl.

I found this other guy and his area as 1 focus point,

coz i know that guy will pay attention type.

Then my eyes naturally went all the way to the back row

and found the 'calling names' guy.

And guess what?!

He was looking at me also!!

Meaning I got his attention as well!

And hor, something wrong with my eyes,

i focused on him for quite awhile,

till my mind was blank I didn't know what's my nxt line.

So i looked away,

and got my sentences back,

then I kept focusing on those 2 guys.

The fact that both of them were paying attention to me

kind of scared me off,

so i turned to the teacher instead for the rest of my talk.

My eyes were shifting between the 2 spots lor!

Damn scary.

I didn't even pay attention to ppl sitting in front.

I felt my face burning the more I talked,

so I kept looking away,

coz i thought my face was BRIGHT RED.

But after the talk,

i asked my friend,

she said it wasn't red at all.

So I was quite surprised.

Coz my face ALWAYS burn when I talk

in front of big crowds.

Anyway thats not the point.

My point is, the guy.

Truthfully,

I don't think he is VERY good-looking or CUTE.

I've never seen him smile yet,

even when we had eye-contact just now.

Basically his face was quite expression-less.

But somehow,

you can tell his expression through his eyes.

He really has good eyes.haha!

His eyes have that innocent look in them,

and it sort of brings out his charm.

He is really that kind of 'guy next door',

with an innocent look and feel.

But its probably the eyes that made me

take alot of 2nd and 3rd looks at him.

Eye contact is really impt to me,

when you talk to me,

you have to look at me and nt elsewhere.

If not, it gives me the feeling that

you dun wan to talk to me.

And if I look elsewhere,

likewise too.

So for a guy to have good eyes,

and make loads of eye contacts,

I will give him my attention.

Not the flirty way,

but the sincerity way.

But of course there will be guys

whereby their eye contact is too strong

so i tend to look away from them.haha.

Anyway I'm able to blog about him here,

coz I know we will never know each other,

so he wun drop by here and see this post.

Anyway didn't get his name,

but from what i heard from the teacher,

she was like,

'Can you pronounce the name properly, "Andre".'

(front part may be different,

but the impt thing is the name at the back)

I dunno how to spell,

but think the french way of saying 'Andre'.

I very thick-skinned right?

Haha.. what to do~~!

Only eye candies can motivate me to come school!

END OF STORY!

haha.. lame right?!

Frequent Bad Days

2008-07-15T17:35:00.000+08:00

Frequent Bad Days

Been experiencing bad days recently,

basically I start swearing and cursing

the infamous 4 letter word.

Anyway,

shall start on a lighter note first.

My london cousin came into SG

with his friends,

but they all left b4 him,

coz he wanted to stay in SG for a few more days.

His dad called my dad,

who called my mum

and told her that he is coming tat night.

My whole family was shocked lar!

Normally, whoever staying at our place

will tell us in advance so we can prepare.

anyway he arrived that nite (last wednesday)

and we all thought tat he grew darker and skinner.

a funny thing bout him is,

he is suppose to settle his tickets asap,

but he woke up late on thurs,

went out and watched WANTED.

he came back and say there was some problem.

the nxt day he went out again,

and watched RED CLIFF.

THAT is the funny part.

he say he couldn't get any other timeslots,

so he just watched anything.

RED CLIFF is in chinese rite?!

haha.. he is so funny.

he left on sat nite,

and all he did was watch 2 movies,

go settle his ticket problem,

go funan IT mall on sat wif my dad n bro,

and left tat night.

now i know why my aunt say

she is always worried for my uncle and my cousin.

everytime they travel,

its my aunt who will take care

of those nitty gritty stuff.

those 2 males will FORGET stuff.

once my uncle n my cousin came over

to stay a few days, w/o my aunt.

my uncle said that they almost forgot some stuff

even when at the airport!

I guess they are not xi xin enough,

only my aunt will take note,

so they leave it to her to take care.

so if nobody remind them on things,

they will forget.

cute family rite?!

ok.nxt topic.

recently, all the buses i take

all seem to come VERY non-frequent.

I had to wait like 20-30mins for 1 to come.

what does that mean?

I will be late for classes.

damn f**k rite?

I kept swearing lar.

When you see ppl come after you

and leaving on a bus b4 you,

and when u are the only one left at the bus stop,

you will want to mutter out something rite?

I kept going f**k, f**k...

afterall, I'M ALONE!

getting so pissed now.

actually today driving not bad de,

met the driver that got my motivation back,

for the 2nd time today.

And guess what?

I did so much better today.

I was quite happy bout it,

and him being my instructor.

And, so funny,

think he took naps

whenever the car not moving.

Probably after heavy lunch,

so will want to fall asleep.

Everytime i stop at traffic light,

I look at the mirror and can see his head

bobbing left n right,

you know like you wan control ur head

from 'bouncing' when u fall asleep?

so funny lar,

i will look e other side and laugh silently.

But strange,

everytime we start moving,

he will be awake and start to instruct.

cute right?

after the driving,

i was waiting for the bus as usual,

but it took me almost 30mins to get onto it.

Got one double deck bus drove in,

but he has got no signs showing wat bus it is,

BUT! there were ppl on board!

like only 1/3 of the bus is full lar!

the bus also lets ppl alight also.

I got a feeling its my bus,

but wat to do,

it does not want to let ppl board.

after that,

my bus finally came,

but it was single decked and FULL.

almost couldn't get onto the bus lor!

Then I hear the driver talking

to the control centre I think,

saying he can't handle the load,

his bus is single-decked etc.

So that further cfmed that

the double-decked bus with no numbers

might be my bus afterall.

So sick rite?!

Why cant let ppl alight the freaking bus?!

I see ppl board n alight from their bus,

but mine so long den turn up.

while waiting i got an unknown call.

I answered, and realised its from JCU.

Apparently,

the lady claim she can't find my attendance for last sem.

I was thinking in my mind,

"Duh, I just started, how to have

attendance in last sem?!"

I told her I was new,

and its my FIRST semester.

She replied with 'oh is it?

coz i cant find any records.'

She like so shocked lar.

What am I suppose to do?!

'oh i lied! I did study last sem,

erm, does a dream count?

I dreamt of studying there last sem u know?

Maybe thats why no attendance. SORRY!'

I kept repeating im new, im new!

But anyway she said the

Associate Dean wants to meet me tml.

Know what all this means?!

THEY DONT EVEN KNOW

IF THEIR STUDENTS ARE NEW OR NOT.

F**KING SYSTEM RIGHT?!

I mean, HELLO!

IS IT THAT HARD TO SEPARATE

THE NEW AND THE OLD?!

IF YOU HAVE MY HP NO.,

YOU CAN DOUBLE CHECK MY INFO

AND REALISE I JUST

GRADUATED FROM NP RIGHT?!

YOU CALL PPL JUST COZ YOU CANT FIND ANY RECORDS.

DOES IT EVEN OCCUR TO YOU THAT

NO ATTENDANCE MAY MEAN

I NEVER ENROLLED YET?!

FUCK THEM LAR.

PLEASE PPL!

DON'T DON'T DON'T DON'T

EVER ENROL IN JCU.

I MADE A BAD CHOICE,

AND I DON'T WANT TO

RECOMMEND TO ANYONE.

They say they will improve,

but I doubt that will happen anytime soon.

haiz.lucky I only need to study 1 yr!

About 11 more mths and I'm free~!

School sucks.

Sucky Life

2008-07-11T13:30:00.000+08:00

Sucky Life

I lead a sucky life.

I hate school,

and I hate work too.

What am I going to do with my life?!

Its been 2 weeks since I first started.

1st week was alright,

alot of introductions.

I thought I would do fine.

Considering I had NO friends,

or NO one I knew from before.

I was in it ALONE.

As much as I hate it,

I needed to find friends.

NEW friends.

It really sucks at times,

coz there are so many ppl you dun know,

and its so damn hard to break

into their circle of clique.

Because Im new,

and i have half exemptions,

most of my classmates are seniors to me.

Im actually taking lvl 3 subjects,

coz of all those exemptions.

so definitely,

those who do not have exemptions,

start at Lvl 1.

When they reach lvl 3,

they are like seniors already.

AND they have their OWN circle of friends.

Having to break into them

is difficult enough.

I have different classes for every of my 4 subjects.

Meaning, my classmates are NOT fixed.

I may have 2 or 3 subjects in common with some of them,

but the rest are like 'meet-one-time'.

Its even harder to make friends.

I'd probably have different ppl in my class nxt sem lor!

So sad..haiz.

Finding lunch partner also got difficulty.

lucky I only need to find once per week.

At least now got yf can go luch with.

But when I move to new campus?

Sniff.. who to find?!

Or maybe can ask mummy prepare food for me~

All I can say is,

DUN EVER STUDY IN AN INTERNATIONAL SCHOOL!

It may sound interesting,

but PLS!

DONT!

Its sometimes hard to understand them,

and they understanding you!

Got very little topics to talk about also.

AND!

They always have their own

'same-country' ppl as good friends,

where they blast away with their own language.

Even singapore students also have their own circle.

and further more,

JCU sucks.

I talk so negatively bout my sch,

but what to do?

Its that bad lor!

I must make sure I pass everything

so can get my degree in 1 yr

and get the HELL out of there.

Dun even think bout getting masters ar!

Will faint half-way.

seriously dunno wat to update le.

Frequent Blogger?

2008-06-22T13:37:00.000+08:00

Frequent Blogger?

Ok.. Im starting a trend of

only blogging once per month.

Thats not good rite?

I'm starting my JCU on June 30th.

Which is 1 week's time!!

Tats fast!

But I don't want to start yet!

I haven't enjoyed enough yet!!

New school with new people

bring new challenges.

Challenges as simple as finding a friend,

and difficult to passing exams.

1 year can be short or long to anyone.

Too me,

it's a little short to find true friends,

and short because after i grad nxt yr,

I HAVE to find job le.

SIAN!

I want to avoid working as much as possible,

but its so damn hard.

I mean, I want to work!

But find myself uncomfortable with

anything I work.

I know I have to step into the workforce

sooner or later,

but just don't want to right now.

I still want to study~~

Anyway,

recently got ALOT of SuJu videos

to download...

I mean, FINALLY!

I waited so long for their SUBBED videos,

I got fed up and totally ditched SuJu sites

for almost a week.

But when I realise suddenly ppl started

to upload subbed videos,

I realised I had ALOT to catch up with.

Especially on soompi!

I had to read like 50+pages

from where i stopped e other time!

And I just finished reading them.

It's hard to read ALL 50+pgs at once,

so i split between these few days.

Jong Hyun wally~

2008-05-24T12:11:00.000+08:00

Jong Hyun wally~

MY wallpaper since ytd~

Cool right?!

Got this picture from their official website.

Actually is the picture page,

then is click on the thumbnails

then the picture will enlarge as above.

Then I enlarged Jong Hyun's pic

then Print Screen.

Coz I like the background also.haha.

Nice right?!

Replay

2008-05-24T12:05:00.000+08:00

Replay

Replay Replay Replay~

So fun!!

Must listen to the song okay?!

It's nice lor!!

HAHA..

The song you are hearing now

is by SHINee.

Pronounced as 'Shiny'.

It's SM Entertainment

NEWEST boyband/boygroup.

A group of 5 YOUNG lads.

And I MEANT it.

YOUNG.

How young you ask?

Well, even younger than my lil bro.

The oldest is 1989,

the youngest is 1993.

Only 2 of them are older than my bro.haha.

They are a dancing/singing group.

More towards Big Bang that area,

and its considered a new thing to SM.

SM produced grps like

DongBangShinKi,

SUPER JUNIOR!,

SoNeonShiDae,

CSJH The Grace etc.

This kind of boy grp is considered

a new area to work in.

SHINee,

these guys are talented.

They dance well and sing live well.

They debuted on May 22,

my bro's bdae,

on MNET M! Countdown.

Their performance,

basically surprised everybody!

Ppl were saying they

sang really good on LIVE!

Ok, the MV is below:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xVQGCUGe-eY

The one with cap is leader Onew.

The one with yellow jacket at e beginning

is the youngest 1993er, Taemin.

My favourite is Jonghyun,

the one right at the beginning.

The guy with e earphones over his neck.

Also the guy in the picture of this music.

So far nobody uploaded their debut

performance on utube,

only got fancam, so not clear.

But once they come out with it,

will let u all see~~haha..

Oh ya, the song in the MV

and the song on my blog may differ abit.

The background beat and extra music

is the difference.

The original version of the song

is as the MV.

The bonus track is the one

playing on this blog.

I prefer the extra beat and stuff,

thats y i uploaded this song

instead of the original one.

My style~~ haha..

Singers are getting younger and younger sia,

or am I getting older le?

So sad lor...

Can only think of them as my lil bros.

Btw, the title of this song,

is called NOONA IS SO PRETTY.

Basically saying,

older woman is so pretty.

haha.

Everytime hear this song,

like they really singing to me.

Coz I older than them mah..

Then so happy~~

This post is all bout them sia,

where did I put my SuJu?!

haha.they are always in my pocket.

OOPX!! haha. er xin!

Anyway too excited with the song

so made me wanna post and share with you all.

Oh, and 3 Dads 1 Mom already played its last episode

last thursday in Korea.

I got the subbed version already,

but going to watch it over lunch later.

Omg, I wonder who she will end up with sia...

I hope its not Mr.Button!

He like did nothing compared

to the 3 guys..haha..!

I envy the girl also,

having all the guys like her sooo much.

Haiz, like will never happen in real life hor?

wat to update?!

2008-05-16T21:38:00.000+08:00

wat to update?!

Erm...

upon quite a number of ppl de request,

Im finally back.

actually, quite alot of stuff happened,

but i'm too lazy to list them all.

Some good, and some bad stuff.

So for the meantime,

I'll just briefly state the stuff

and leave out the details.

I'll bring out the details again,

in time to come.

That is if I even bother to explain.

OK, I just realised I blogged so much

bout my electronic babies the prev post.

Quite a weird entry right?!

man, Im losing the spirit of blogging.

Like talking nonsense throughout.

By the way,

I still like BIG BANG's LIES~~!

Somehow this song on my blog

don't really play well.

Like sometimes work,

sometimes don't.

Ok, tat is not the point of this post.

Sorry.

Anyway, for the month of April,

Many things happened.

I was away in HK from 10th-15th.

I was away in TW from 23rd-30th.

My grandma passed away while I was in TW.

What a way to spend my holiday right?

I really felt guilty,

how am I suppose to enjoy myself,

when my relatives are preparing for her funeral?!

Actually,

other than on that day itself when I heard the news,

I had wanted to cry alot of other times during the trip.

But I had to hold my tears.

I didn't want my friends to know.

Didn't want to ruin their trip with my tears.

I really enjoyed BOTH the trips.

We had good times & bad times.

Everything from who to sleep on which bed/sofa,

to what do we eat for lunch/dinner.

From seeing S.H.E to Zhang Dong Liang.

From Women's Street to Xi Men Ding.

I LOVED every part of it!

Oh! And the 'what to buy for family' question.

Everytime holiday overseas need think

of this question.

Afterall, my dad sponsored everything except expenses.

Had to get something good for him n my family.

After the holidays,

I realise how much I need to plan my future.

Like whether to continue study or work.

Which university to choose from,

which course to take up.

Most of my close friends choose to work for now,

some of my classmates already got into

universities of their choice.

Some even going overseas.

I really envy them alot.

If only I had studied harder in NP.

Then I wouldn't worry if I can make it to

unis I want to get into.

Slacking at home everyday

seems to be spent the most out of these few months.

Luckily I finally managed to

take up driving course.

If not sure die at home of boredom.

At least I can go out and breathe fresh air

instead of breathing laptop air everyday.

Even if nvr breathe much,

eyes also will 'breathe' til become blind.

Oh, I got to mention that I bought

Wu Ke Qun's CD in TW.

And I really didn't regret it at all.

His latest album is really to my liking.

I LOVE most of the songs.

Especially one that talks bout his life,

from dreaming to be a singer

to coming out with 3 albums.

Though not all were successful,

but he didn't give up.

Everytime I listen to this particular song,

I will smile to myself.

Really sincerely want to share this song with everyone.

LOVE it alot!!

I SHOULD be posting the HK n TW pics soon.

Just hope I'm not lazy to post them.haha.

Another thing!

Currently watching so many shows till

its so hard to keep track!

Got TW de Ming Zhong Zhu Ding Wo Ai Ni,

prev got HK de, now finish watching le.

Then got JP de Zettai Karashi (Absolute Boyfriend)

and Gokusen 3,

now also got KR de 'Appa Seh, Omma Hana'

'3 DADS 1 MOM'.

HOOT~!

I sooooo love my laptop~~!

Bring me soooo much entertainment.

I can like sit in front of my laptop

for YEARS just staring at the screen.

I wanna introduce 3 dads 1 mom this show.

Just like the title says:

3 male lead with 1 female lead.

Come on man,

where can u find a show with only 1 female lead

and 3, yup 3 MALE leads?!

Even if got other ladies also

appear less than 5 mins per episode.

Anyway the show basically is,

the girl got married to this guy,

and this guy has that 3 VERY good friends.

The guy got some illness

and can't make his wife pregnant.

The guy asked for help from his 3 friends

and well, shouldn't explain much here.

Finally the girl got pregnant,

but the guy passed away in accident.

The 3 friends dunno who is the father

of the baby,

so they all 3 took great care of the baby.

The show is really funny.

You gotta see how these 3 guys,

who live together under 1 roof,

take care of the baby who could be their daughter.

They got their own lives,

but had to put them aside for the sake of the baby.

This show will tell you

how guys can get so uptight and helpless

over taking care of 1 little baby.

They may push responsiblity to each other at first,

but after time past,

they really got together and took care of the baby.

This show also tells you alot on

how to take care of babies.

They are soooo not easy to raise!!

If interested,

go to this website.

So far got episode 1 - 5 with english subtitles.

http://www.mysoju.com/three-dads-one-mom/

Currently in KR showing on wed and thurs,

left with 2 last episodes 15 and 16 nxt week.

If you wan to watch further with subtitles can come find me.

Coz I got the episodes in my laptop le~!

So go check it out ok?

I won't anyhow intro shows

if it's not nice or funny.haha.