Breathless

Breathless

The past week was horrible.

Practically chionging projects like crazy.

And is I asked for it de.

Coz holidays was spent playing.

Not much project stuff was done.

So...had to chiong lor.

Finally able to get done with the Aus report

and the PT 1st report.

PT 2nd one just came in.

Sian lor...everytime do project.

Also don't see how I can learn from it.

Everytime do last minute work,

also dunno what I writing about.

For now, its somewhat more relaxed le.

Still got IB to do later,

then SQTR and the 2nd PT reports.

Haiz.actually still quite alot lor.

But still manage to cope,

so not too bad lar.

I got other things to worry for now.

First is my SJ CD!!!!

Damn it de got no time to find lar.

Want to start finding,

then dunno where to start.

HURRY COME OUT WHEREVER YOU ARE!

I miss you~~!

This week gonna be another busy week.

Have to take care of the house AND my brother.

My parents are officially out of house

since 10.30am this morning,

and they will only be back NEXT saturday afternoon.

They going to Malaysia Sibu

to attend my grandparents' 60th wedding aniversary.

HUGE occasion lor!!

Heard got over 50 tables le.

SIAO LIAO!

I also want go lor~~

Then can skip a few days of sch.HAHA!

But my bro cannot go..

(he Sec. 4 this yr)

Then have to take care of him..sian ar!

What am I gonna be busy with?

Well, lots of stuff.

With shows to record,

water to boil,

clothes to wash,

floor to mop,

rubbish to throw,

brother to take care,

food to prepare,

dishes to wash,

projects to do,

homework to finish etc...

HOW HOW?!

Suddenly feel so lost.

I WANT MY MUMMY~~

& daddy...heez!

MISSING

MISSING

A CD has been missing from

Cassandra's house recently.

It is a Super Junior 05 CD.

Their very first album.

Bought during September 2006.

Pictures as follows:

Front view

Back view

Last seen on the Cassandra's room table.

Any news of it,

please contact Cassandra.

PLEASE.

The owner is pretty distressed over it.

Silver Surfer (II)

Silver Surfer (II)

Part 2.

The truth about silver surfer.

haha.lame ar.

http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0427964/

That is the actor of silver surfer.

If you go see the pictures,

he seem to always act the weird creature

type of characters.

You can see his face features clearly,

and another shows his 'surfer' pose.

Confirm it's him le.

But he is kind of old too.

Expecting a more younger guy.haha.

Anyway, been trying to sort the stuff

inside my external drive.

Mainly all the SuJu shows & performances.

I still can't believe the amount of videos

and shows I have on them.

Sub or no sub,

performance, reality shows,news,

even got radio videos.

And I'm trying REAL hard

to sort them out,

and burn into DVDs.

That is where the stack of 50 empty DVDs comes in.

My dad bought the DVD burner,

and the stack of DVDs just for this purpose.

At least is what I know of lar.

I just sorted the performance part

into months, so easier to burn.

Performance itself already stand for 7-8 DVDs.

Next I dunno want to sort what le.

Dunno how to sort also.

PLUS I'm sick now,

eating medicine and feeling drowsy,

it adds on to the burden

of sorting them.

My eyes will fall shut easily,

my hands will work even slowly,

brain won't work as fast etc.

Really like old woman.

Need...to...sort them...

before...before...

I fall...asleeppppppppp....

*zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz*

Silver Surfer

Silver Surfer

For those who have seen Fantastic 4

will know what I mean.

He is a sweet guy,

not to mention tough too.

Though all the while only see silver,

can't even see his real face,

but he shows his emotions well.

HE IS A GOOD GUY!

oopx.

too much spoilers le.

Anyway go watch and you will know what i meant.

People say is better than Pirates,

some say Pirates better etc.

I dunno how you all see from that.

I just know...it's a movie.

I only can remember one movie

that I really don't like at all.

But can't remember the title le.

Really bad.

Watching movie is part of entertaining ourselves.

When we got time to spare,

maybe even $$ to spare,

ppl choose to watch movies.

Critics always say this movie is nice etc,

then ppl flock to see the movie,

in the end come out disappointed.

What is the point?!

Just feel that we customers are getting

very hard to 'serve'.

The truth is,

I don't know how to see if

a movie is good or bad.

I just see what I paid for.

Everytime I come out of the theatres,

become full of thoughts.

Never talk to me straight after a movie.

I kind of get really moody very quickly.

Cause I will keep thinking about the movie.

He looks tough,

but has a kind heart.

Tagboard put there for nothing.

Decorate til so nice also nobody want tag.

WHAT FOR?!

I tag myself become so lonely.haiz.

SHOUT OUT LOUD!

SHOUT OUT LOUD!

If you want people to care for you,

at least tell them the problem,

or how you want them to care.

Living on your own abroad for months

is definitely difficult and tough.

Missing home is almost felt

every single day.

Worst when the days count down

to the day you will be back home.

Through this period,

you would want people to understand

and show concern for you.

You need them to sort of tide over

those 'torture' days.

You need all the support you can get

to remind yourself,

how much you are loved.

Sometimes, it is difficult to voice out

some personal feelings even

to really close friends.

But just know that,

no matter what happens,

best friends will ALWAYS

stay as best friends.

no matter how far you may be,

just know tat our friendship will

NEVER EVER change.

It may be a little different then before,

but at least,

we still do care for you.

Having to see all the hateful posts

you made at your blog,

it made us angry too.

When we see emo posts,

it makes us feel emo with you too.

But sometimes,

it is even difficult for us to

show our concern.

We do not know exactly how bad it is there,

all we know is through the blog.

All we can do is try to understand,

and pray you will return home soon.

We got our own faults too.

But hopefully,

all the unhappiness can be written over

by all the surprises you will recieve.

Really take care,

and really hope to see you soon!

World of SuJu

World of SuJu

Almost everything in the world happen

as a coincidence & FATE.

I was born in my warm and cute family,

I have a great mum & dad,

I have a rascal brother

to balance it off.

I have chance to study in school,

meeting even more people, called friends.

We play together, eat together,

go home together etc.

As I grow up,

more and more friends enter my life.

There came the thing about 'love'.

Chance upon it,

felt it was right,

but lost it.

Losing in confidence at one point,

I turn to Super Junior.

It's like,

they become my support for life.

My secondary support I meant.

Primary support still goes to family & friends.

I can practically stay at home

and watch them all day long.

There will always be laughter heard

from my house,

some tears occasionally.

I find myself doing exactly what they are doing.

When they sing, I sing,

they dance, sometimes I dance too,

they cry together, I cry with them.

It means so much to me,

that I'm supporting these group of people.

These group of strangers

that become so popular almost everywhere they go.

They chose this road,

and I dare say they are a success.

Different people may have different impression on them,

but I don't care.

As long as in my eyes,

I see them doing their best.

Even if they falter,

I won't blame them.

I mean, which celebrity hasn't falter to become more famous?!

They have gone through much hardship

and loads of finger-pointing,

but they are still standing strong.

Because they know their fans will fall

if they ever fall.

That was what has gotten them standing til now.

Like all the other celebrities,

without their fans,

they can never go anywhere higher.

When you know you have support at the back,

thats when you know you can aim higher.

Incredible how they improve til now.

Me got alot of emotions now too.haha.

Just feel so great to be able to support them.

Life really couldn't get better than that.

The high-ness that I get when I see them,

just feel so...high!

Anyway, like quite a boring post,

so I'll add their performance link here.

The one at 18th Golden Melody Award show.

TRULY AMAZING.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lhXi9ab2S-I

I had the previlege to watch it on TV 3 times!

I managed to catch the LIVE one,

and the other 2 as repeat shows.

cool right?!

Seriously won't get bored by their performance de.

so ENJOY~!

SJ LIVE~~

SJ LIVE~~

People!

I got an announcement to make!

I will be....

hogging the TV from 2pm to 11.30pm!!!

Isn't that wonderful?!

As 'published' on my msn messege,

I will be watching the Ch V le party concert

(featuring 18 artists like Wilber Pan,

Wu Ke Qun, Jolin, Elva, Fan Fan,

BBT etc etc etc)

from 2pm to 5.30pm,

(it is suppose to last til 7pm)

but the 18th Golden Melody Award's

red carpet is at 5.30pm.

So of course I can't miss my SJ

striding down the red carpet!!

The real Award show does not start til 7.30pm.

I am freaking excited now.

Though only 11 of them will be in TW,

(heechul busy with his drama,

kyuhyun resting from accident injury)

they will be performing LIVE

in front of my eyes!!

Miracle & U (mite be the chinese version)

What more could I ask for?!

I am going to scream once they come out

til they end everything man..haha.

Countdown to my 9 and half hrs of TV madness:

1 hr 38min XXsec

and counting down....

I still prefer SJ over BBT.

Sian-ness

Sian-ness

So sian and bored,

til I customise my laptop with 'Super Junior'.

Want to know how it looks?

Come take a look for yourself.

Lazy to take picture.

Anyway my laptop de timing almost up le.

Bought it in mid-December 2004,

so its about 2 & half years le.

Scared it won't last til I graduate.

'SUPER JUNIOR' fighting~!

Been playing GE for the past few days,

getting a little bored le,

coz can't get through the quest.

Idiot Dilos.

No success of quest,

no passage further on.

So kind of stuck at the same places.

My screencaps all in the main com,

haven't got the chance (or actually keep forgetting)

to pass the pictures to my laptop.

(I do all my stuff on my laptop,

only play GE on the main com,

coz laptop will be too lag to play GE.)

Currently eating 'Muah Chee' now.

Bought from the Pasa Malang downstairs.

Quite surprising,

the pasa malang lasts for a week.

Today is suppose to be the last day.

But lately, see like nobody go le.

Recently, have been dreaming alot of dreams.

Good ones! Not those lizards de ok!

Anyway, been dreaming about...

guys protecting the girls.

I have had 3 dreams about that.

Basically, there is a guy and a girl,

(2 of it myself)

the guy is 'suppose' to be protecting the girl,

or at least seem to be protecting.

The girl is those kind of active and bubbly type.

Then the guy is obviously interested in the girl,

but seems to play the cool cool 'bodyguard' type.

It's like he is refusing for some reason.

1 of the dream I saw myself,

escaping a room by jumping on the high cupboards

all the way to a super small window super high up from the ground.

Dunno what I escaping also,

but eventually I did it & climbed out of the window.

The problem came.

Getting down to the ground outside.

Suddenly my 'prince charming' came,

and pass me some rope I tink.

Then manage to climb down.

His sports car appeared out of nowhere,

and we got into his car & drove away.

I remember telling him I don't want to go home,

say can drive to anywhere.

Then he ok with it & drove me around~

Then I woke up.

2nd one was quite weird & short.

I dreamt of Yu Chi from the HK drama show,

and Gong Sun Ce from Bao Qing Tian drama.

(yes, its the 'gu dai' days era,

but no link between the characters lo!)

Yu Chi found Gong Sun Ce in a room studying,

then she want him to play with her.

Then Gong Sun Ce never bother to look at her.

Yu Chi abit angry & sad,

but she sort of know Gong Sun Ce will come out,

so she tests him,

she slowly walk away,

then Gong Sun Che finally came out of the room

and sort of agree to play with her le.

Then I woke up.haha.

3rd dream was...also short.

I saw myself again,

kind of moving into a house,

where there is alot of rooms.

(kind of look like my Uncle's house in Malaysia)

I went into all the rooms,

trying to find my room.

Finally I opened one door,

but saw a guy inside tidying the place.

At first I thought is not my room,

but eventually it was.

Went in & look around,

the guy already went out.

Then I opened the door and looked outside,

saw another guy open his door also,

I go ask for his name,

he never replied and closed the door.

I thought to myself 'so weird'.

Then I saw my mum coming out from the bathroom.

Then saw my auntie also.

Either I was talking to my mum or auntie,

she keep mentioning the guy's name.

The one who was in my room b4 I came in,

She keep mentioning 'David',

but I remember it was another name instead.

But I can tell the 'me' inside like that guy.

After that I woke up le.

Weird right?!

I see what else I can dream of tonight.haha.

Chalet~

Chalet~

Phew.Came back from class chalet

about 6hrs ago.

And what to say leh?

IT WAS FUN!

Spent 3 days & 2 night there,

(at first was planning to spend only 2 days there)

in the end stayed throughout,

coz too lazy to go home le.

It was pretty far from my house ok...

We had our chalet free-of-charge at a condo house.

Thanks to Ade, we lived really comfortably in there.

There were 4 rooms, (with beds)

4 toilets, 1 huge living room,

1 kitchen, small balcony etc.

What more could you ask for?!

we each split up and slept in each of the rooms,

so MUCH better than the previous chalet.

Some of them played mahjong til 4+am,

then ordered Mcdonald's for breakfast,

while the rest of us, including me,

were sleeping VERY soundly.haha.

We had BBQ food straight for 2 nights,

eating the same food as well.

The first night we had 5 teachers who came,

3 female, & 2 male.

One of the male teacher even stayed behind

to play the board games he brought.

He is really like a small boy,

can't imagine he already 30+.

His actions and looks and everything,

is so...small boy.

Currently waiting for the main com,

so I can play my GE.

Have been having withdrawal symptoms

since I went for the chalet.

But not only me had it,

Evon also.haha.

Finally can play it after 3 days.

Tml can't play from 8 - 6pm,

doing some updates I think,

so Must play til I die later.haha.

Song of the week:

Fall Out Boys

"Thanks For The Memories"

Start of Holidays?

Start of Holidays?

Is it actually the start of holidays,

or the start of project nightmares?

It will only be known when the time comes.

So for now,

let's put it as holidays.

Considered lucky,

didn't have ANY common test

to begin or end with.

So my holidays officially starts today~!

But ytd night,

have been spending hours on games.

A website that Bev introduced,

I went to search for all e games,

and played most of them once.

Some were pretty lame,

some were entertaining.

Just what I needed to go tru the holidays,

for NOW.

Think the starting of next week,

we will have all the project stuff.

Won't have time to play I guess.

Btw, let me intro a game,

though I haven't really started playing it,

but guess you ppl can give it a try.

That is, if you are willing to dl

or buy the installation files first.

The whole dl is 3.5GB.

But I heard you can buy the dl CD

from Comics Connection (heard from Evon)

for a price of $1.

If you are interested,

I suggest you buy from there.

You will waste almost 1 week dling the file at home.

The game is called 'Granado Espada'.

I was interested to this game

mainly becoz of the graphics.

(this game was also intro by EVON.)

The characters are interesting too.

The official website is as follows:

http://ge.iahgames.com/en/

Check out the website to learn more,

then decide whether you want play or nt.

Holidays are here,

though for a short while,

but can spend some time playing right?