Birthdates....

Birthdates....

Why do people have birthdates? Why cant we live without knowing when we were born? One can be quite joyiest but at the same time another can be gloomy on their birthdays...joy to know that everyone knows your birthday, gloom to know that everyone keep asking you when is your birthday..are birthdays that hard to remember?

Well, I do make an attempt to jot down people's birthdays in my hp calendar..if you flip through and see, you will find birthdays of my 1E2 cum 2E2, and 3E3 cum 4E3 classmates..every single one of them are inside..even though I hardly speak to some of them..but I just feel great having to know when someone's birthday is coming..I even have a silent alarm on that day in the morning either 7am or 9am...times when I can sleep, my hp will vibrate and tell me whose birthday is it today..even if I have to crawl away from my bed to stop the vibration..I didn't mind at all..I just feel the sense of "acheivement"..having to know when someone's birthday is..I even have stars' exact birthdates...just to remind myself...you may think I'm crazy, but that's partly who I am....

Still remember the first time ever, I received an email from a person 2 days before my birthday..the mail read "Do Not Open Til Monday" which was my birthday..I immediately know what was inside the mail..but you know what? I waited for my birthday to come then I open the mail...I was still quite shocked and happy...I didn't know this email would come...and it actually came from this guy...well, all I can say now is, I still kept that email..its been coming to 2 yrs le..I also have another mail sent to me last yr by my friend..and I still kept it intact in my email...I can't bare to delete them...

Up til now, I still can't forget about the past...whenever I start to think about them, I either get frustrated or I start to cry...There are some things which up til now I still don't understand... but whats the point explaining it now? Haiz...I rather not know than having someone to explain it to me...who knows? I may end up in regrets after knowing it.......

Haiz....this friday also got no ISAN, if not I can truely enjoy myself there...furthermore very long never skate le...and I haven't been improving either....haiz......I wonder if they still have the ISAN rate on that day? If have I sure go de!! It will become my first time spending that day on ice...hahaz.....

I want my pair of blue gloves!!! All I want on my birthday is just a pair of gloves, I'm not asking too much right? haiz...........it's going to be a loooooong day............