Afraid of...

Afraid of...

Heya...just got back from Skate Night just now, and well, our expectation of the no. of people coming was quite good, but in the end..almost only half came...hahaz...so......but its still ok lar...at least we were able to skate at ease without worrying if we would bang or get in the way of other people..its really very freaky...hahaz...

Today's skating was surprisingly very smooth...as in the ice seem to be very smooth and nice to skate just now..somehow..i wonder why..Hmm.....

Ya, A and A..(hahaz...double As) came down to skate too...but then not the whole class come, so a bit not so fun le...btw, we were "forced" to play this game in the middle of the rink..(hahaz...sorry lar, its not really force lar, is more like "I need volunteers" then we happen to be hanging around that area...haiz..)anyway, so we split up into 3 groups..then we went through "obstacle courses" to complete the game..as in the first group for all the members to complete the obstacle course wins...

And its very unfair lor..hahaz...group 3 got the help from some of the seniors lor..thats why for both the 2 rounds they won...hahaz..."Jean!! your grp play cheat!!!" *Bleah!

But the game was quite fun lar...hahaz...we practically frozed while playing the game..it was damn freezing cold for some reason...hahaz....probably due to the no. of people there bah...heez...but time past really fast..we came late and reached only at about 8pm..then the Night ends at 11pm...3 hrs...and the 4 of usd were so tired lor...after the walking and shopping..our legs were so tired, and our wallets seem to have been slimmer after our shop...hahaz........

How do you guys like the song? Heez...its the second theme song of "Hana Yori Dango" aka "Liu Xing Hua Yuan"...except that the "Hana Yori Dango" is the japanese version...that just came out not long ago...yesh!! later at about 1pm, (that is after I wake up from my sleep later) I can start to download the 7th episode!! the sad thing is that the japanese show is damn short, only 9 episodes....haiz...3 more only...very wasted right? Actually they cut out a lot lar...and the japanese version is a lot funnier...hahaz....jap shows are always like that lar..hahaz.....but very nice!!! Hanazawa Rui (Hua Zhe Lei) very cute!! hahaz.....he really so cool lor...ice cold...hahaz...I got the picture of him in the show on the right...in between of JR and Ren Fu...cute right? hahaz...bleah....

Here's the webby of "Hana Yori Dango"..go check it out!! If you are interested in watching, can tag me and I will somehow find a way to let you see...hahaz..........hopefully.....

I'm afraid I will not be able to cope if I ever get into the Dip in Tourism and Retail Management...I'm afraid of something...and this something is affecting me...I WON'T be able to cope if I can't take over that fear...why am I stopped by this fear? What can help me cope with it? Nobody can help me...unless I conquer it with lots of effort....but will I be able to do it? Why do I feel so empty inside? I have had this feeling since I joined ISAN...how can I get rid of this emptyness?

I don't think I'll cope well, not now, not any time soon...............................