Pissed and sad...

Pissed and sad...

Haiz..
first of all,
woke up late and didn't get to school..
then my throat wasn't feeling so well..
missed the chance of going k box again...
haiz....
then hh gave me a RETURN sms at 1.45pm?!
saying she just woke up...
and I thought she was more into the kbox outing today..

second thing,
left my computer through the night..
and downloaded 2 shows...
GUNG epi 9,
and FINALLY...ZJYB epi 10....
wait til so long, and it only came out yesterday...
it usually come out by sunday or latest monday..
but it took like 3 days to come out..
so sick right?!
haiz...

so spent my time watching the shows..
first up was ZJYB....
cause haven't seen it since the week before CNY..
they stopped one Saturday..
cause of CNY programmes..(sat was NY eve)..
I thought I had lost a little interest in the show..
But then the more I watch, the more exciting it gets..
now I feel that An Qi is quite ok...
cause she is quite poor thing...
Da Dong lar....
can't stand guys who go out with girlfriend and keep toking about another girl..
in this case is the teacher...
it's soooo obvious he likes Melody lor...
it's like in every sentence he talk WILL definitely have "Ban Dao" this 2 words..
no wonder An Qi will quarrel with him...
poor girl..

then Xiao Yu also...
haiz...kana thrown out by his Aunty...
no parents....
where can he go?
well, you will never guess it...
let you all see the show for yourselves...
I cried through that scene lar....
really sad....
first time I cried while watching ZJYB...
haiz...

Next thing is that,
I'm so impressed with Ya Se lor!
He is like...
hahaz....how to say leh?
He is so smart...
and he always manage to find out about things even before others do...
but the only thing is that nobody believes him...
thats very sad lar...
but he can "ren" being teased at..
so impressed!!
Hahaz...

ok...next watched Gung..
and actually the episode wasn't that bad...
cause I watched part of it on the web,
although didn't understand what they were saying,
but actions can tell alot...
and I think Xin is really getting better looking than before...
I will be waiting for the nxt episode...
which I will be able to watch..TML!!!
That's when Xin comes back from Thailand...
Yeah...!!

oh ya...another sad part....
Naruto!!
Hahaz....today's episode is heart-wrenching too..
Huo Ying Da Ren of Ren Zhe Chun died...
then the whole episode shows his past times with the some of the ninjas..
including Naruto...
he was really respected by many...
I just couldn't help it but weep in front of the tv....
hahaz...

Nowadays I cry pretty easily...
or have I always been like that?
I mean when watching drama shows...
not in real life...i think...

anyway, exams are coming so quickly..
and I've got an attachment with NRA this wednesday night..
for S n W...
am quite nervous as we are required to come up with dance moves as a group..
and also suppose to have TRM interview on tuesday V day..
but then the tutor called again and we talked over the phone..
and I wasn't prepared for it lar...
couldn't think of anything to say...
I mean, I was to stumped to say anything...
haiz.....wonder if I can get in....
nevermind...what's done is done....kkz..

AH~~
I'm still quite into Save The Last Dance For Me...
i mean, the songs are really nice and heart warming..
you can actually picture certain scenes together and enjoy them...
be it the sad ones, or the happy moments...
all sumed up into one song...
or the instrumental pieces...
if only love can be so hopeful with miracles....
so as long as you are still in love with a person,
your hopes will be returned with a miracle...

Miracles can happen at anytime,
as long as you believe in one.
Never give up before the person gives up on you.
You may never know what you will get in return.

I've always been waiting for my miracle,
when and where will it appear?