Aftershow feelings..

Aftershow feelings..

I always have this after show feelings everytime after a movie, or a drama episode...
it's either I would cry when I think bout the sad parts..
or I would think if I were the girl inside the show, what would I do?

Haha...a bit weird right? Sometimes I would just stare blankly on my bed and just think...
If not somehow I wouldn't be able to sleep...
It also happens when I watch horror movies...
thats why I hate watching them....
I would just stay up and think...
even if I feel sleepy...once I close my eyes...
the scenes start getting back at me...haiz.....
let's not talk bout it anymore...

for example today!!
after watching Chinese Paladin...
heez...today was a funny episode...
I can tell you you will hardly see all six of them together after this reunion...
that is if you have watched today's episode...
I think today's episode will be the final happy one...
after this will all come the sad ones.....
So I do have a lot more feelings for this episode....
The background music also blends in nicely..
heez...I feel like some critic.....writing on the show....haiz...

I'm getting more and more emotional....
don't know if I can control it or not....

Is it really better to understand each other than to love each other?
Wouldn't it be more difficult to change?
Wouldn't you feel unbarable to leave each other?
Just because both of you don't belong in the same world?
Can't love overpower everything else?
What is there to keep away if you truely love each other?

Questions floating in my mind..waiting for answers....