Thoughts of you

Thoughts of you

Been thinking about you recently,

thought I saw you in sch,

but it was just the backview.

Suddenly thinking,

I suppose you graduate already.

Been wondering,

which sch are you at now?

You seemd to have appeared out of nowhere.

Becoz I dun remember seeing you

back when I was in Whitley.

You only 'appeared' when I

was about to graduate.

Not surprising at all,

considering your HUGE change

from your different years class photos.

Somehow you brought me much joy

everyday in school.

Just by being able to see you,

makes my day complete.

Even managed to get your friendster somehow.

I remember how I plucked up

my courage just to add you as friend.

Until just now,

I couldn't find your friendster account anymore.

It seems to have jus disappeared.

Just like how you disappeared

in my thoughts after I graduated.

When I suddenly turn my head over,

I thought I saw someone familar.

But all I could see was his backview.

For some reason,

I thought of you.

Amazing how a person can disappear

in one's thoughts,

and appear again 2 years later.

I can't help it but to wonder,

afterall you brought me much joy

in my wss days.

How have you been?

What school are you in now?

Is the backview I saw really you?

Or maybe...

I'm just thinking too much.

Shit.

After looking through my friendster account,

I realise, some of my friends have changed ALOT.

Most of them seem to be attached.

They have also grown to be more mature.

So many changes,

yet I'm not able to witness some of it.

Seeing how some grew prettier,

and some grew more and more good looking,

I felt so inferior.

I REALLY missed secondary school life.

It's so much more simple and innocent.