Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Frequent Bad Days

Frequent Bad Days

Been experiencing bad days recently,
basically I start swearing and cursing
the infamous 4 letter word.

Anyway,
shall start on a lighter note first.
My london cousin came into SG
with his friends,
but they all left b4 him,
coz he wanted to stay in SG for a few more days.
His dad called my dad,
who called my mum
and told her that he is coming tat night.
My whole family was shocked lar!
Normally, whoever staying at our place
will tell us in advance so we can prepare.
anyway he arrived that nite (last wednesday)
and we all thought tat he grew darker and skinner.

a funny thing bout him is,
he is suppose to settle his tickets asap,
but he woke up late on thurs,
went out and watched WANTED.
he came back and say there was some problem.
the nxt day he went out again,
and watched RED CLIFF.
THAT is the funny part.
he say he couldn't get any other timeslots,
so he just watched anything.
RED CLIFF is in chinese rite?!
haha.. he is so funny.
he left on sat nite,
and all he did was watch 2 movies,
go settle his ticket problem,
go funan IT mall on sat wif my dad n bro,
and left tat night.

now i know why my aunt say
she is always worried for my uncle and my cousin.
everytime they travel,
its my aunt who will take care
of those nitty gritty stuff.
those 2 males will FORGET stuff.
once my uncle n my cousin came over
to stay a few days, w/o my aunt.
my uncle said that they almost forgot some stuff
even when at the airport!
I guess they are not xi xin enough,
only my aunt will take note,
so they leave it to her to take care.
so if nobody remind them on things,
they will forget.
cute family rite?!

ok.nxt topic.
recently, all the buses i take
all seem to come VERY non-frequent.
I had to wait like 20-30mins for 1 to come.
what does that mean?
I will be late for classes.
damn f**k rite?
I kept swearing lar.
When you see ppl come after you
and leaving on a bus b4 you,
and when u are the only one left at the bus stop,
you will want to mutter out something rite?
I kept going f**k, f**k...
afterall, I'M ALONE!

getting so pissed now.
actually today driving not bad de,
met the driver that got my motivation back,
for the 2nd time today.
And guess what?
I did so much better today.
I was quite happy bout it,
and him being my instructor.
And, so funny,
think he took naps
whenever the car not moving.
Probably after heavy lunch,
so will want to fall asleep.
Everytime i stop at traffic light,
I look at the mirror and can see his head
bobbing left n right,
you know like you wan control ur head
from 'bouncing' when u fall asleep?
so funny lar,
i will look e other side and laugh silently.
But strange,
everytime we start moving,
he will be awake and start to instruct.
cute right?

after the driving,
i was waiting for the bus as usual,
but it took me almost 30mins to get onto it.
Got one double deck bus drove in,
but he has got no signs showing wat bus it is,
BUT! there were ppl on board!
like only 1/3 of the bus is full lar!
the bus also lets ppl alight also.
I got a feeling its my bus,
but wat to do,
it does not want to let ppl board.
after that,
my bus finally came,
but it was single decked and FULL.
almost couldn't get onto the bus lor!
Then I hear the driver talking
to the control centre I think,
saying he can't handle the load,
his bus is single-decked etc.
So that further cfmed that
the double-decked bus with no numbers
might be my bus afterall.
So sick rite?!
Why cant let ppl alight the freaking bus?!
I see ppl board n alight from their bus,
but mine so long den turn up.

while waiting i got an unknown call.
I answered, and realised its from JCU.
Apparently,
the lady claim she can't find my attendance for last sem.
I was thinking in my mind,
"Duh, I just started, how to have
attendance in last sem?!"
I told her I was new,
and its my FIRST semester.
She replied with 'oh is it?
coz i cant find any records.'
She like so shocked lar.
What am I suppose to do?!
'oh i lied! I did study last sem,
erm, does a dream count?
I dreamt of studying there last sem u know?
Maybe thats why no attendance. SORRY!'
I kept repeating im new, im new!
But anyway she said the
Associate Dean wants to meet me tml.
Know what all this means?!
THEY DONT EVEN KNOW
IF THEIR STUDENTS ARE NEW OR NOT.
F**KING SYSTEM RIGHT?!
I mean, HELLO!
IS IT THAT HARD TO SEPARATE
THE NEW AND THE OLD?!
IF YOU HAVE MY HP NO.,
YOU CAN DOUBLE CHECK MY INFO
AND REALISE I JUST
GRADUATED FROM NP RIGHT?!
YOU CALL PPL JUST COZ YOU CANT FIND ANY RECORDS.
DOES IT EVEN OCCUR TO YOU THAT
NO ATTENDANCE MAY MEAN
I NEVER ENROLLED YET?!
FUCK THEM LAR.
PLEASE PPL!
DON'T DON'T DON'T DON'T
EVER ENROL IN JCU.
I MADE A BAD CHOICE,
AND I DON'T WANT TO
RECOMMEND TO ANYONE.
They say they will improve,
but I doubt that will happen anytime soon.
haiz.lucky I only need to study 1 yr!
About 11 more mths and I'm free~!

School sucks.

Friday, July 11, 2008

Sucky Life

Sucky Life

I lead a sucky life.
I hate school,
and I hate work too.
What am I going to do with my life?!

Its been 2 weeks since I first started.
1st week was alright,
alot of introductions.
I thought I would do fine.
Considering I had NO friends,
or NO one I knew from before.
I was in it ALONE.
As much as I hate it,
I needed to find friends.
NEW friends.
It really sucks at times,
coz there are so many ppl you dun know,
and its so damn hard to break
into their circle of clique.

Because Im new,
and i have half exemptions,
most of my classmates are seniors to me.
Im actually taking lvl 3 subjects,
coz of all those exemptions.
so definitely,
those who do not have exemptions,
start at Lvl 1.
When they reach lvl 3,
they are like seniors already.
AND they have their OWN circle of friends.
Having to break into them
is difficult enough.

I have different classes for every of my 4 subjects.
Meaning, my classmates are NOT fixed.
I may have 2 or 3 subjects in common with some of them,
but the rest are like 'meet-one-time'.
Its even harder to make friends.
I'd probably have different ppl in my class nxt sem lor!
So sad..haiz.

Finding lunch partner also got difficulty.
lucky I only need to find once per week.
At least now got yf can go luch with.
But when I move to new campus?
Sniff.. who to find?!
Or maybe can ask mummy prepare food for me~

All I can say is,
DUN EVER STUDY IN AN INTERNATIONAL SCHOOL!
It may sound interesting,
but PLS!
DONT!
Its sometimes hard to understand them,
and they understanding you!
Got very little topics to talk about also.
AND!
They always have their own
'same-country' ppl as good friends,
where they blast away with their own language.
Even singapore students also have their own circle.
and further more,
JCU sucks.

I talk so negatively bout my sch,
but what to do?
Its that bad lor!
I must make sure I pass everything
so can get my degree in 1 yr
and get the HELL out of there.
Dun even think bout getting masters ar!
Will faint half-way.

seriously dunno wat to update le.