Friday, July 11, 2008

Sucky Life

Sucky Life

I lead a sucky life.
I hate school,
and I hate work too.
What am I going to do with my life?!

Its been 2 weeks since I first started.
1st week was alright,
alot of introductions.
I thought I would do fine.
Considering I had NO friends,
or NO one I knew from before.
I was in it ALONE.
As much as I hate it,
I needed to find friends.
NEW friends.
It really sucks at times,
coz there are so many ppl you dun know,
and its so damn hard to break
into their circle of clique.

Because Im new,
and i have half exemptions,
most of my classmates are seniors to me.
Im actually taking lvl 3 subjects,
coz of all those exemptions.
so definitely,
those who do not have exemptions,
start at Lvl 1.
When they reach lvl 3,
they are like seniors already.
AND they have their OWN circle of friends.
Having to break into them
is difficult enough.

I have different classes for every of my 4 subjects.
Meaning, my classmates are NOT fixed.
I may have 2 or 3 subjects in common with some of them,
but the rest are like 'meet-one-time'.
Its even harder to make friends.
I'd probably have different ppl in my class nxt sem lor!
So sad..haiz.

Finding lunch partner also got difficulty.
lucky I only need to find once per week.
At least now got yf can go luch with.
But when I move to new campus?
Sniff.. who to find?!
Or maybe can ask mummy prepare food for me~

All I can say is,
DUN EVER STUDY IN AN INTERNATIONAL SCHOOL!
It may sound interesting,
but PLS!
DONT!
Its sometimes hard to understand them,
and they understanding you!
Got very little topics to talk about also.
AND!
They always have their own
'same-country' ppl as good friends,
where they blast away with their own language.
Even singapore students also have their own circle.
and further more,
JCU sucks.

I talk so negatively bout my sch,
but what to do?
Its that bad lor!
I must make sure I pass everything
so can get my degree in 1 yr
and get the HELL out of there.
Dun even think bout getting masters ar!
Will faint half-way.

seriously dunno wat to update le.

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