Thursday, August 07, 2008

Heart Flutter Experience

Heart Flutter Experience

People I'm back!!
Electronically.haha!
It's been awhile since I posted
GOOD stuff of my life.
So here is one GOOD experience!
ENJOY~!
(coz I did!!)

Today had classes in the morning,
so went to school as usual.
Everything was kind of boring,
I thought it would be the normal lectures,
then followed by teacher talking cock.
Who knows,
today got presentation,
and its 1 by 1 presentation.
EACH of us was to talk about a personal
exp we have prepared, in front of the class.
Now you would think that's ok,
considering the fact that a NORMAL class
have about 20++ ppl.
Well, NOT!
The class was 60+ strong!!
Imagine standing in front and speaking to these ppl,
more than half the class
you never talked and never knew their names.
Not encouraging at all.

Anyway, I wasn't quite prepared mentally
although I know what to present.
So one by one,
names were called out BY THE TEACHER.
Each of us went up and presented a 3-min talk.
The TEACHER called out the names based on
the attendance signed for today.
I didn't sign the attendance when I came in,
so I know my name wun be called.
But that's not the point.

After about 1++hr of self-presentations,
me and my friend went out of class
for our own toilet break.
Then when we came back,
of course ppl were still presenting.
Then I realised,
that the voice of the 'teacher'
calling out the names became very manly.
So i turned behind and looked,
(i was in the 2nd row from the front,
the teacher was right at the back row.)
This guy was calling out names instead.
I took a closer look,
first impression was: not Asian.
Then 2nd was: since when was he in this class?

I'm serious, really haven't seen him before in this class,
and its like already 1 mth 1 week le.
So I tot he was new,
and a really fresh face.
Coz there were only 3 caucasians in the class,
and they are all ladies.
He is definitely fresh.
Anyway, he started to call names on the teacher's behalf,
and this time, they have collected
the Std card from those going to present,
so its easier to call rather than looking at the attendance.
Coz my friend and I missed out 'so much'
during our toilet break,
so she quickly passed our cards to teacher.
So I got nervous,
coz I'm definitely going to present today.
'thought can push too nxt week if over-time'

Anyway, back to main point.
After the guy calls out the name,
and once the person is out in front presenting,
he will walk to the person's seat
and place the std card on the table.
he will PERSONALLY walk lor!!
Anyway, I started thinking,
so when I present,
he will come to my seat as well~!
Haha.. that got me excited for no reason.
So whenever ppl were going up to present,
I will watch him walk around.
Then my friend told me
the guy was CUTE.
I TOTALLY AGREE!!!

So he called my name,
( I forgot how he calls it!)
so i went up to present,
but i knew he was going to come up to my seat,
so I turned back and look,
and we made eye contact!
He gestured that my card was in his hands,
and it looked like he wanted to give me the card.
But for some apparent reason,
I turned, and walked to e front,
WITHOUT taking the card or whatsoever.
I kind of regretted once I was up there,
coz i feel so bad,
like acknowledging him and the card,
but i paid no attention.
Bad right?!

Then throughout the presentation ar,
I kept looking around the class to find focus points,
so my eyes wun wander around the 60++ ppl.
I found this other guy and his area as 1 focus point,
coz i know that guy will pay attention type.
Then my eyes naturally went all the way to the back row
and found the 'calling names' guy.
And guess what?!
He was looking at me also!!
Meaning I got his attention as well!
And hor, something wrong with my eyes,
i focused on him for quite awhile,
till my mind was blank I didn't know what's my nxt line.
So i looked away,
and got my sentences back,
then I kept focusing on those 2 guys.
The fact that both of them were paying attention to me
kind of scared me off,
so i turned to the teacher instead for the rest of my talk.
My eyes were shifting between the 2 spots lor!
Damn scary.
I didn't even pay attention to ppl sitting in front.

I felt my face burning the more I talked,
so I kept looking away,
coz i thought my face was BRIGHT RED.
But after the talk,
i asked my friend,
she said it wasn't red at all.
So I was quite surprised.
Coz my face ALWAYS burn when I talk
in front of big crowds.
Anyway thats not the point.

My point is, the guy.
Truthfully,
I don't think he is VERY good-looking or CUTE.
I've never seen him smile yet,
even when we had eye-contact just now.
Basically his face was quite expression-less.
But somehow,
you can tell his expression through his eyes.
He really has good eyes.haha!
His eyes have that innocent look in them,
and it sort of brings out his charm.
He is really that kind of 'guy next door',
with an innocent look and feel.
But its probably the eyes that made me
take alot of 2nd and 3rd looks at him.
Eye contact is really impt to me,
when you talk to me,
you have to look at me and nt elsewhere.
If not, it gives me the feeling that
you dun wan to talk to me.
And if I look elsewhere,
likewise too.

So for a guy to have good eyes,
and make loads of eye contacts,
I will give him my attention.
Not the flirty way,
but the sincerity way.
But of course there will be guys
whereby their eye contact is too strong
so i tend to look away from them.haha.

Anyway I'm able to blog about him here,
coz I know we will never know each other,
so he wun drop by here and see this post.
Anyway didn't get his name,
but from what i heard from the teacher,
she was like,
'Can you pronounce the name properly, "Andre".'
(front part may be different,
but the impt thing is the name at the back)
I dunno how to spell,
but think the french way of saying 'Andre'.
I very thick-skinned right?
Haha.. what to do~~!
Only eye candies can motivate me to come school!

END OF STORY!
haha.. lame right?!

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