Something missing...

Something Missing...

It's just past midnight now...haiz..already Saturday le...so got to refer everything in here to yesterday...which is friday..

As usual ice skating was on and the 4 of us decided to go earlier to skate..I thought that I would enjoy myself like I did last friday but somehow, something was not right..up til now I still can't figure that out...I didn't have the mood to enjoy myself..it became really sianz and boring..and my feet were sore throughout the time....haiz...but there's one thing I realise that day. I could only enjoy myself when my favourite musics are on...hahaz...I didn't know how but I was able to skate really freely..even mouthing out the whole lyrics of the song...I felt calm and relax...........it's like I didn't have anything to worry about..........haha..and right after the song ended.....I was back to my usual moody and sore self.....weird huh? But I believe music really brings all the joy in me and help to relax myself..I tend to go with the rythm and skate accordingly...I was able to have a little more confidence......AH!! I love music!!!!! Haha...............

I'm tired.....Tired of being what I am now...can I have the power and guts to change myself? Sometimes things may not be what it seemed, people too may trick us in many ways through their looks. All that seems well may not be well, all that feels right may not be right either. But then again, different people, different thoughts......

PS: Do I look like I'm not approachable? Or is it something got to do with my communication abilities --- which is a down the drain zero? *pissed and tired*