Memories~

Memories~

Im sorry about the late update...its been 1 mth le..hahaz...
feel so bad towards my blog now...
like not getting interesting anymore...
I see my friends like update so regularly de....
Feel even worst now....
Sorry Bloggy!!

Anyway, will TRY to keep this entry short...
its already 1.15am after I came back from ice skating...
so its technically already saturday!!
NVM...

Just wanna say how my mood went down below,
and then come back up!
Hahaz...wasn't too happy with me carrying the stupid laptop around..
(no my lappy aint stupid..it has all my precious SJ videos in it..
will cry if IF i ever loss it..its just the extra thing Im carrying on my hand that bothers me)

Secondly, was feeling terribly sore when skating...
first was I had gastric pains, (got worst as time past)
then the next was feeling inferior to other skaters..
its like Im such a slow learner..
and im not as daring as MOST of the juniors...
just feel so sore knowing that they are learning so much faster than me..
The more inferior I get, the more timid I get too..
I just lack that 'dare' part...
If I was open, I could already do many tricks by now...
But Im just not...
And sometimes I HATE myself for being so closed up..
feel damn shitty now...

Went for a HUGE gathering at the coffee shop..
Practically ALL the seniors were there,
including some juniors...
hahaz...the interesting thing is that,
the seniors are all guys, then the juniors are mostly girls with some guys too..
(that include us) so it kind of equal out...
I didn't count how many tables we put together in a row..
but my estimation says its......8 - 9 tables...
imagine them in one row...hahaz...
super attractive sia...
people walk past will take a second look at us...
hahaz...so kawaii....

Although it was hard to talk,
in the end still sort of manage to know more people..
heez...which is a good thing for us....
It's really the first time we actually have such gathering after skating..
cause normally the seniors will go off first...
then the 4 of us always together eating...hahaz...
once in awhile arrangement such as this really is a good thing..
Then after eating, everyone go their own ways..
like we have really gotten close together all of a sudden..
Like one HUGE HUGE family..hahaz...
I really hope tonights friendships keep up,
I don't want us to return back to original point...

BTW, I really very pei fu an yeong...
he NEVER fails to bring laugther to people around him..
his actions may be lame..
but at least it brought out smiles from even moody people..
he cut his finger and needed 7 stitches..(poor thing)
but he is still so vibrant....so active....hahaz....
always smiling de...
haven't seen him in bad mood before....

hahaz...thinking about what he did just now was....
super funny....
some of us boarded the MRT on the middle track (NS line)
Then he like in those korean dramas,
as the MRT is moving,
he becomes those korean actors running after the actress that boarded the MRT...
hahaz...so you see him running as the MRT moves off...
its really super funny when you actually see his expression and everything..
I just keep wondering where he get the energy from...
He seem to have endless supply of energy...
like don't need to sleep also can...hahaz.....

Overall, I really get to know more people through ISAN.
Characteristics that I have never seen before.
They really open my eyes to many more things.
And I will really take all this as my memories,
which I will keep forever in my heart and mind.

a BIG THANK YOU to all ISAN peeps....!!!!!
WE ROCK MAN~~
hahaz....JIA YOU!!
Must strive to make ISAN the most popular club in NP!!