World of Idols

World of Idols

Well, I know its a bit late,

but I just realise,

I live in a world FULL of idols.

I mean those you see on tv?

Either MCing, dancing, singing etc.

Ok. I just came to realise that.

I think I'm beginning to drift further away from the REAL world.

Day by day,

I seem to be living in my OWN world.

To no surprise, world of IDOLS.

They seem to be in every part of my mind.

Even when I eat or do homework,

they seem to be there.

There to keep me at peace.

There to keep me occupied in something,

rather than thinking of unnecessary things.

The idea of me meeting my fav idol

keeps getting deeper and deeper day by day.

Am I losing contact with the REAL world?

I'm sick of the REAL world.

So much to face everyday.

Does a NORMAL teen go through all this everyday?

Thinking of problems,

and making them worse.

How I REALLY wish,

I was out of this world.

To somewhere,

somewhere where I can find comfort in.

No Worries, no sadness, no anger.

No Happiness, no joyness, no hope.

Just plain me,

and probably with my IDOLS?

HAHA.

I'm dreaming.

Everyone knows that can never happen.

Everybody wishes so.

But nobody was ever granted their wish.

Why?

Unfair right?

Kwon Ji Yong.

Another idol noted on my list of IDOLS.

All I can say is,

the list WILL go on.

There is no way I can stop myself from 'picking' up anymore.

I guess it is a way to numb my other thoughts.

People simply enter my life,

and then just leave without a trace.

They leave a HUGE hole in my heart,

but were never there to mend it.

How I wish I was in Korea.

Able to speak korean.

Not having to worry about friends.

Just there to do pure visitation.

If I have the money,

I would REALLY want to stay in Korea

as much as I can.

Not having to worry about getting a job for money,

not having to worry about accommodations.

Not having to worry about how the people will think about me,

coz they DON'T know you at all.

Stay all by myself,

visit places by myself,

shop and eat by myself.

Not having to worry about meeting Korean friends.

My problems will only start from there.

You think I should go into poetry?!