Looking at you

Looking at you

I just realise,

how powerful it is just by

looking at you.

I'm able to forget everything

just by watching you.

You seem to have the attractive

yet mysterious look.

I realise I can't help myself but to keep staring at you.

everytime our eyes meet,

I seem to always look at another direction.

Fearing that I would stare

even longer at your eyes.

Even if I could only see your hair,

I will still look at you helplessly.

I'm beginning to look out for you,

even if I happen to cross the road,

my eyes were still sharp enough to locate you.

I know there isn't any love between us,

but I feel relaxed.

I know you will always be there,

even in times where I needed comfort.

You may not have notice my existence,

but I have noticed yours.

don't know is it just me or,

I find that you remind me of Kibum.

It kept me wondering,

what if I actually met Kibum

on the streets one day?

Would I act calmly,

or like just any other fans,

screaming for his autograph and picture?

Would he too give me that

sense of relaxness when I look into his eyes?

We will probably never meet as friends,

so let me continue to watch you quietly

without you knowing my existence ok?

I'm afraid that once I get to know you,
I will be disappointed.

So let's just stay this way ok?

At least there is someone out there,

who can help release my emotions.

lately, its hard to find anyone.