Struggle
Struggling between studying and watching shows.
It has always been this way since
I got my laptop in December.
This habit have been with me
since i joined NP.
like never-ending story,
there will always be new shows introduced.
see how the power of the internet today
can make people feel so helpless.
you get stucked in front of your laptop
surfing for anything under the tree.
Then you wounldn't have the mood
to do other more impt things like
studying before the exams.
This habit will continue for generations i guess.
who knows, maybe in the future,
there wouldn't be such thing like exams and tests.
maybe people don't even need to go to school anymore.
they can simply go online and study.
people become lazy to go out,
buying anything necessary online.
really sincerely hope all of you
will cherish whatever you have now.
including going to school and study.
there are still many people out there
without a school to go,
without a shelter over their head,
without proper food and water,
without proper medications.
some don't even have the chance to
open their eyes and see the world.
while others willingly sacriface their lives
to save others.
forget all the past that has brought you down.
forget all the mistakes you made,
and look forward to the future.
remember the good times only,
wipe away the bad ones.
throw away all your bad relationships
you have had before,
and look forward to new ones.
no matter how difficult you find
living in this world to be,
keep smiling and
pick up from where you fall.
when times are bad,
find a friend to confide in,
don't close up yourself from the world
and only think about committing suicide.
life is precious,
even if you don't believe it.
people die everyday,
someday you will too.
why not look forward to everyday,
and live each day to the fullest.
go have fun with friends,
hanging out at shopping centres,
playing at the arcade,
or even inviting friends over
and cook a meal for them.
if you have the resources,
go and explore the world.
don't coop yourself at home,
and do nothing.
don't be afraid to do things,
don't be afraid to explore.
we only have 1 life.
haiz.was supposed to study now.
in the end came up with all this thoughts.
I'm a scorpion.
scorpions are famous for their deep thoughts.
they can think of anything at anytime.
somemore let me listen to this song,
I got even more thoughts coming.
I look at the lyrics everyday,
seems able to discover new things everyday.
everything in life is meaningful,
just that we never stopped and notice.
I seem to sidetrack a lot lately.
never been able to concentrate on studying.
I always ask people online if they were studying,
but in a way I'm getting feedback.
I mentioned before I go with the majority.
I get these feedback,
then decide if I wanted to study or not.
I rely a lot on my friends.
the way they think or act or talk,
I feel like I should be like tat too.
anyway, on a lighter note,
I started a CY world.
(yup, the one like Hangeng's)
It actually originated from Korea,
as a famous Korea blogging world.
then CY of other countries start springing up.
I decided to go with the Taiwan one
and started a CY of my own in chinese.
It was thorugh much difficulty,
the most difficult would be to blog in chinese.
therefore, my posts there are REALLY short.
my chinese is not good anyway.
the website:
do leave a tag when you visit it.
in chinese preferably.
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