Mixed Feelings

Mixed Feelings

As predicted,

didn't have too extreme of feelings just now.

Was totally 'calm?' and collected.

Just couldn't say anything when wp left.

Looking at her back moving further and further,

I didn't really have much of a feeling.

I will probably only feel her departure to China

maybe in a few days time.

Maybe even tml morning.

Feeling a little lost and empty now.

Got no other thoughts other than

the whole lizard situation.

Maybe I can sleep,

maybe I can't.

I might cry myself to sleep if I can't get to sleep.

That was how it has been for the past few days.

Really can't sleep, til I cried out.

Found this new song,

also from Hangeng's CY.

must be those fans give him de.

But, some are really nice.

This current song also hear from there de.

I might change the song soon,

when I feel like it.

5 months is long,

but our friendship will remain strong.