Sunday, March 11, 2007

Restless

Restless

realised haven been blogging for almost a week.
there was practically nothing to blog about.
suddenly find my laptop so boring.
would rather watch TV then surf the net.
suddenly the TV excits me more.
I wonder why.

dling videos has also taken its toll.
I have been trying hard to find something to dl,
or something to watch.
Almost every night come up with nth.
I have also stopped watching many shows halfway,
not really wanting to watch onwards.
Like got no kick out of watching.

Even shows that I once thought was exciting,
it all became dull and boring.
I just didn't have the motivation to carry on.
Sites that I go to every single day
becomes increasingly boring.
Just didn't have it.

sleeping early is also another sign of restless.
since I cut down my number of hrs on my laptop,
I have been sleeping really early and a LOT.
I can get to bed after watching wqyl
which finishes at 11pm.
the next morning I would probably
wake up around 9+ and lay in bed til 11am.

With the recent invasion of mosquitos in my room,
I find it even harder to sleep.
I will always be scratching my way to sleep,
or covering my WHOLE body including my head
with my blanket.
Of course, due to the unbearable heat,
I still couldn't get to sleep.
Luckily, with the help of some spray,
my room was rid of mosquitos,
I would say for the time-being.

finally stepped out of house ytd to East Coast.
Went to cycle for 2 hrs,
shop for another 3hrs,
and was already on the way home.
reach home to realise nobody bought my dinner,
so had to settle with instant noodles.

woke up this morning to double pain.
1st pain was the aches and the terrible fall from biking.
A few spots became blue-black,
while some are beginning to skin-peel.
the other pain, you wouldn't want to know.
It's a girl thing.
Another bad sign was my throat.
Was a little sore since last night,
and now it seems a little better.

Though slept quite a lot last night,
still can't help but to feel restless now.
The pain from everywhere just forces me to go sleep.
I must resist the temptation.
And I will.

I suddenly remembered.
Super Junior is performing later.
I can actually watch them perform online.
I will actually be watching them at the SAME time
as the show being aired in KOREA.
How fun could that be?!

Suddenly got my kick back.
haha.
but I still think I'm about to get sick.

I couldn't help but to look out for you.
Every potential moment
seem to put a spark of hope in me.
Shit.

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