So Sick

So Sick

I'm just going to cut straight to the point.

I'm EXTREMELY fed-up with my hair.

I SERIOUSLY need help in that area.

I DESPARATELY need a NEW hairstyle.

REALLY SICK of the current one now.

People have been suggesting getting new style,

I hear till I'm getting sick of them.

You can say it in front of me or behind my back

how my hair is 'unique' and 'wavy' and 'alot',

I'm not giving a damn shit about any of them.

Waking up everyday having to make sure my

hair is ok and ready to meet people is irritating.

Now I finally know how hair is so impt to us girls.

To me, its like half of my confidence.

I loose confidence if I don't get the right hair,

or basically a bad hair day.

It's tiring having to straighten my hair every single day

and making sure it stays to my head

instead of flying all over the place.

I really really care alot how my hair looks on me.

You can say I'm over-paraniod over it,

but as I said,

half my confidence come from there.

I HATE it when EVERYIME I go for a hair cut,

the hair stylist there will 100% WITHOUT FAIL

ask me if I want to do a rebonding.

That is 1 thing why you don't see me going

for hair cuts that often.

I listen till I really very angry.

Not at them, but at my hair.

I'm not blaming anyone,

just myself.

I can't seem to find a good hairstyle.

Some people don't understand,

when I say my hair is not suitable

for alot of hairstyles because of its thickness and wavyness.

You can ask me to cut my fringe

but you wun understand how it will look.

I envy people with 'obedient' hair.

Those that stick to you as and when you like.

Mine is definitely not obedient.

For now I wun understand the 'uniqueness' of it,

I'm sure I will in the future,

but not now.

I don't mind cutting my long hair away

for a short hair style.

If you think I should go for a rebonding before

getting a new style, I dont mind either.

JUST, get me a new hairstyle!!

I'm super introvert,

thats why I don't know how to open my mouth

and ask "Any new suitable hairstyles for me?"

And there's where I need help.

I want to ask,

but I'm afraid.

Afraid that if I open my mouth,

in the end I would still be talked over by the hair stylist.

I need HELP!!

I type till I missed my BBT show.

FUCK.

Edited:

Even Blogger is making fun of me.

Double FUCK.