Friday, July 27, 2007

Choices

Choices

So many choices to make.
All come at once.
Should I be doing hw,
or watching bbt?
Should I be switching the Ch,
to avoid seeing some things?
Did we make a wrong choice?
Did it all happen like this
because of us?
Did I have a choice of what to eat?
Is a bowl of soup so hard to make?
Is it that difficult to compromise?
Did I have a choice to fall sick?
Did it occur that the medicine was of no use?
Do I have a choice to continue to be sick?
Do I have a choice of
which parcel came first?
Do I have to make things clear
in order for people to care about me?
Do I have a choice to cry now
while listening to my blog song?
Do I need to watch a movie
that involves me crying
so discretely?
Do I have a choice if my bro
doesn't want to have a good chat with me?
Do I have a choice to get envious
of friends getting along well with their siblings?
Is life really THAT fragile?

Feeling SUPER hopeless and breathless now.
No idea what's going tru my mind now.
But I had a good cry.
I think.

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