heart-warming

heart-warming

suddenly thought of this title.

Dun ask me why either.

my relatives just left my house.

Heard more is coming in 2 wks time.

Then expecting another one in Oct.

My mum will be super busy.

Hope she can take it.

Having butterflies in my tummy now.

For some reason,

everytime I think about something,

I get excited.

Really thinking alot lately.

Good or bad.

Everything just come.

Some came and went,

others remained in my mind.

It's also good and bad.

Anyway, will be waiting for next week to come.

Then come the following week.

How is it going to be like?

Feel like I got 2 personalities.

One at home,

and 1 outside with friends.

Starting to hate the difference.

Why like that leh?!

Dreaming alot lately too.

And is those day-dream type.

Alot of imaginations going on.

Especially at home or on the bus.

Throat is getting more irritating too.

Want to sing along,

but it hurts so much.

To the point I even dread drinking water.

It really hurts.

Man.The word 'hurts' really hit me hard.

Making me think of those sad things again.

I better stop 'hurting'.

Listening to Cao Ge 'Bei Pan'

isn't helping either.

Waiting for my album.

Doesn't want to come.

Now thinking of getting another one.

Really want to hear him sing so badly.

SJ just performed another new song.

Wonder Boy.

Theme song fro their movie.

Really proud of Kibum.

He really did it well.

I will be waiting for the day

he really becomes an idol.

Im guessing that will be around my 21st bdae.

Jia You Kibum!!

I want to hear you so badly,

waiting day by day.

I want to see you so badly,

but I have to control myself.

All I want is for you to be happy,

and smiling everyday.