2 weeks gone~

2 weeks gone~

PEOPLE!!

2 weeks of attachment finally over~!

Left with 20 weeks,

but it was a good start, REALLY!

I don't mean I love it,

but at least I didn't hate it.

People were fun to be with,

work was rather easier than I thought.

I thought I wasn't going to enjoy it you know?!

Who knows...

I actually had some fun!

I actually enjoyed serving passengers.

People who know me will understand that

I'm an extreme introvert,

meaning I wun talk to you til you approach me.

But somehow,

I found that courage to approach passengers

when they needed help.

I think I actuall forced myself to think,

"since we dun know each other,

and may not meet again in future,

might as well go all out,

even if I were to say something wrong?"

So yup, went ahead.

But sometimes really cannot.

I still haven got all the courage lar,haha.

Sometimes I see weird or angry-looking pax,

I will get nervous and pretend to look away.

It's bad lar, but you can't help it lar.

I'm still learning~~~!

Didn't have alot of time to catch up with friends,

unlike some who work together with their group.

Sometimes I actually feel I can NEVER fit in,

actually feeling lonely at times.

Sometimes I really hate myself for not blending in.

Is like, I'm not making much effort to do so.

I always like to keep myself away,

and let people approach me instead.

How can I change that?!

It gets tough hearing stuff I don't understand,

but still had to go along with the flow

like I really understood.

But I will try my best,

so I wun disappoint myself too much.

Really want to see you guys SOO badly,

must meet up okay?!

If not I will die of loneliness.

My story how?!