Sayonara 2005!!

Sayonara 2005!!

Today's the last day of 2005..and men, did it pass by so quickly! 2005 is practically the year that I slacked the most ever since I started schooling....I barely studied for half a year in NP LITERALLY and the year is about to pass just like that...how amazing can that get?!

Just thought I should post something for today, it's after the last day of 2005. So far just watched finish a dvd, Charlie & the Chocolate Factory...and realised that I've missed out on LOTS and LOADS of movies this year.....I wonder why?! Anyway, it was ok, pretty hilarious and..........weird.

I'm gonna take part in a countdown thing later...held at home...you are seeing anything wrong.....it IS right at my own house...and how do I go about doing so? Well, by watching the TV of course...what else can I be doing at home? Hahaz.....the TV will be officially on from 6.30pm to 1am tml...cool huh? So I'm letting the TV rest for now...*or shouldn't I?!*

I'm just watching the Kua Nian Yan Chang Hui LIVE from Gao Xiong Taiwan on the SCV ch 54..TVBS ASIA...can't believe the concert is *starts counting*.................6 & a half hrs!! GOD!! Help me by keeping me awake later.....there's quite a lot of stars I want to watch..that's why I'm gonna tune into it....basically, there will be Mayday, Fish Leong, Yang Chen Ling, JJ Lin Jun JIe, Wang Lee Hom, Xiao Zhu, Jolin...these are the more big ones....still got others......so it's gonna be quite huge I guess.....and I'm hoping they will sing more songs....afterall it's THAT long........and I don't want to get bored halfway through............

Btw, ZJYB is out tml!! Woo hoo~! Hahaz....can't wait to see how Ya Se will investigate more and find out about Lei Ke Si......hope it really gets interesting....and right....An Qi is back and harassing Da Dong more than ever.....An Qi is also another of Da Dong's small time friend....just like Lei Ke Si...the thing is...An Qi loves Da Dong to death...she will start to stick to Da Dong like glue..BUT! Da Dong only likes their Ban Dao..which is their class' teacher in charge....and...Lei Ke Si likes An Qi.....so you see....the bad blood among Lei Ke Si and Da Dong WILL get worst when An Qi comes....and of course..An Qi has no feelings for Lei Ke Si.....so......there goes the story....for some reason, I'm starting to hate An Qi already....irritating gal.......

Kk...thats it for now, see if I have the time to blog one LAST time later....I mean, that is if the programme ever gets me too bored to watch on....hahaz....If not, then have a great last day of 2005!! and tml will be a new day in a new year, 2006!!


WOAH~! This picture look great huh?! Hahaz...from Hana Yori Dango!! Anyway...let's "kiss" the year 2005 good bye!!

Sweet?

Sweet?

Wanted to upload some pictures onto this blog...so I search through my files and came across these pictures.......take a look and tag me what you think....

Ah.......she look so pretty and he looks so shuai.....*when can I have this xin fu too?*

They very kawaii together right? Hahaz...that's what I thought when I came across this pic..

Very cute right? Hahaz....like diao nan gong zhu & qiao pi wang zi...perfect match....*sigh*

Hahaz....in case you want to know who there are, the girl is Stephy Tong and the guy is Alex Fung.....both from Hong Kong...both singing as well as acting....btw, they aren't lovers in real life...but don't you just think they suit one another? Hahaz....I came across quite a number of such wedding photos too...but I still think this was the best match of all....very sweet right?! Haiz.....

This photo very cool right? Hahaz...blue colour somemore....so dreamy...hahaz...no wonder I fell in love with it when I saw it...heezz.........

Anyway, I've been downloading this show lately...and it's getting more and more excited now...I want Lei Ke Si (the top right one) to pay for what he has done to Ya Se (bottom left)...Humph...it's time that Ya Se is going to get evidence to proof to the whole Zhong Ji Yi Ban class that you are KO.2...damn it...you are really going down soon man....hahaha!! Good thing Xiao Yu (top left) still manages to believe in Ya Se...he at least can assist him in searching more about Lei Ke Si....now that Ya Se has left Zhong Ji Yi Ban, he have the time to tail and find out more....haiz...I don't blame Da Dong (bottom right) for not believing in Ya Se in the first place..after all, he's known Lei Ke Si and played with him since young, and Ya Se has also recently been his good brother...he's after all stuck in the middle...I pity him instead..he's furthermore the leader of the class...what ever he thinks or does, the class will follow suite too....poor Ya Se.....

Anyway, ZJYB is on every sat at night in Taiwan...but it will be out by sunday....hahaz....if you want the site you can tag me.....bye for now!!

Excited?!

Excited?!

Hahaz...yeah!! My dad coming home tonight!! Haha...he'll be arriving home around 7+ close to 8pm..if there isn't any jam at the causeway...which my dad thinks is highly not possible...and he'll be bringing my favourite mee from Malaysia!! Hahaz...so I'll be getting a late dinner..based on his timing of arrival that is...so currently stuffing my mouth with food to keep me alive til bout 8pm...hahaz...

I keep counting down to his arrival..hahaz...but wait, there's another reason behind it....hahaz...and I'm not telling anyone...it's a secret between me and my family...hahaz...anyway, think he wil bring lots of stuff back...I presume...um...maybe 2 full boxes of dried and frozon food? Hahaz...we always bring back lots of stuff from Malaysia...it's like my grandparents have so many things to give away...hahaz...

Oh...have I told you all before? My grandparents are damn wonderful...although they live in a rather rural countryside, (it's good enough they have a tv...and the town only has one place with internet connections...the Cybercafe.) but the place is great and people are friendly too...it takes great effort to reach the place though...its separated from the main road by a river...pretty wide one...so whenever we visit them, we have to take a ferry across...and guess how long it took my dad to wait for a ferry? nearly 3 hrs!! Hahaz...that was like the record time ever since I start visiting them...and it was said dunno how many years ago that they will be building a bridge across it...I dunno how long it will take but it seem to be not getting done anytime soon...haiz...but once the bridge is up, I wonder what will happen to the ferry business...I mean, business will be down by a lot of times...are they going to continue it? I kind of miss the ride actually......

Ya..back to my grandparents place...they also have this nice and warm house..made up of 2 levels...the lower level is mainly for guests coming in for a visit...they can also sleep upstairs, where the main household stuff is at...they have 2 extra bedrooms upstairs..1 big enough for 4..and the other is 2...it gets pretty cold and nice during the night..that is if you can keep out the insects..hahaz....I mean, what do you expect from a place where the 4 sides of your house is covered by plants and trees and flowers ALL grown by my grandma and grandad? They are really amazing lor...they have all types of friuts grown there...and are mostly my favourite! Durian, rambutan, mango etc....hahaz....all types of vegetables too...I remember the last time I visited, and all the rambutan trees were bright red in colour....all over the tree were rambutans hung there..going to drop at any moment waiting to be picked up and eaten..and they are pretty tasty and sweet!! Hahaz....and to think my grandpa still manages all these now at the age of about 85....very fit huh?...heez......but now and then they have more visitors...because they are after all 80+ people, who needs care from people...they have 10 children..my dad being the youngest, they each take turns to visit them throughout the year....3 in singapore, 4 in malaysia, 1 in US florida and 2 in the UKs....thats why my family only gets to visit my mum's side during Chinese New Year...cause my mum's family base is in Singapore.. Yup..and my dad is a Malaysian but he is PR...

I haven mention another thing...huge one too...my grandparents also own a fish pond...hahaz....and they keep growing and growing....and my family would go and fish them out...using what as bait you might ask...something fishes will always like...something close to nature...hahaz...yupz...earthworms..freshly dug out from the soil..there's plenty of soil there...hahaz....my dad will dig them out and put onto the hook as bait..then we throw the bait in and wait....FISH ON!! Hahaz...my brother used to have caught many of them...then we always bring it back home....they are very fresh and their meat taste sweet...Ah...I wonder my dad got any of them home...well I guess so...if not he wouldn't have bought new fishing hooks before he went to Malaysia...hahaz....he already got everything prepared!!

so you see? my mum has got the fridge cleared for my grandparents' stuff.....and she will be waiting at home with the scissors and dustbin ready...in the kitchen..HAHAz....

Haiz...I still excited....at what he brings home...AND the extra pounds he will put on after the trip....we always gain a few pounds after the trip from Malaysia....hahaz....this time shall not be any different.....anyway, I'll be waiting for my dad to come home too....hmmm.....he must be in the airport right now...his flight is less than an hour away......heez......

Time past really quickly this year huh? Its so fast that 2005 is about to go bye bye to us...and 2006 will be coming right at us...another year has past, and another year has come...wonder what will be installed for me, my family and my friends...still hope we all have a great year ahead.................

Great Christmas..

Great Christmas..

Haa.......had an absolutely great day yesterday..too great that I didn't want to blog about the sad thing that happen the day before christmas....too great that I was lazy to blog about every part of the day..heez....

Anyway, ytd the 4 of us met at my house to eat the log cake...it was damn delicious...hahaz...eating ice cream log cake to start off the day....then we put on our caps and took a cab down to bugis....(didn't want to take the bus for some reason..heez..) then we walked around and decided to take neoprints.... everything was going quite smoothly....we were even able to get a machine without much queuing then we start to take our pictures...then the most irritating thing happened....

we were taking the pictures then suddenly some guy lifted the covering flap up and look at us...then he put it back down...ok..we were not really annoyed by that..cause some people to lift up the flap to check if there were anybody in there.....the thing is...it happened the second time...with another person...but it is clearly together with the first guy...there's where we started to get annoyed...NVM! we continued without being disturbed......then the flap opened again for the 3RD time!!! and from the same group of people!!! SHIT THEM MEN....!! then it opened again for the 4th, 5th, 6th, 7th, and a lot more to come.....F*CK THEM!! The 4 of us were really pissed lor...hh even said the word "f*ck" out loud...then she said she got stared at one of them then that guy only smiled back..WTH!! And there were only there cause they were waiting for their photos to be printed by the same machine....MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS LAR!!

*WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE?! VERY FUN TO PEEP AT OTHER PEOPLE IS IT?! WHY NEVER LEAVE THE FLAP OPEN WHEN WE ARE TAKING OUR PICTURES?! HUH?! ONLY KNOW HOW TO BE PEEPING TOMS...NO GUTS AT ALL...YESTERDAY NOT APRIL FOOL'S DAY FOR GOD'S SAKE!! GO HOME AND SLEEP LAR..COME OUT FOR WHAT?! ONLY KNOW HOW TO IRRITATE PEOPLE....SICKENING IDIOTS...A TOTAL HUMILIATION TO MAN KIND...F*CK OFF LAR!

Hoo~......feel sooooo much better now....haiz....what is the world coming into?! Having such men on the surface of earth is so humiliating....should be ashamed of being men...might as well become monkeys..go circus and play lar...........Humph!! Qi Si Wo Le!!!!!

hai.....let me calm down first...........

okok...lets continue on our journey....then we went to eat at V8...had a great early dinner there...hahaz...the food there is sooo nice......ahh~.......hahaz...then we continued on to bugis village to take a walk...and I must say it was really crowded...but we manage to squeeze our way through...and I bought my ring!! Hahaz...have been eyeing on it for a while le...but didn't have the chance to buy it then...hahaz....so my mood was liftened up again! Heez....

After that we decided to take a slow walk to Esplanade to get to the river....it was just nice..by the time we got there, it was already dark and all the lights were up!! It was quite breath taking..hahaz....can see all the couples sitting by the side...having their little sweet talks.....so sweet.......it made me wonder when I can have that time alone with my loved one...............

we took pictures along the way...even with our cotton candy and our drinks...hahaz...had lots of laugh......then we moved onto over the bridge, the merlion....we also took pictures of the scenery and ourselves of course...the air was fantastic too...hahaz.....everything was so nice....lucky my camera battery was able to last til the last minute....I even brought a spare battery..but it still didn't last long...haiz.........

happy moments pass by quickly...soon it was 9+pm and we headed home...wanted to take the bus...but then we walked our way to Raffles Place MRT so we took the MRT to Marina Bay then back towards Jurong East...just to make sure we had seats..hahaz.....

Upon reaching Bishan, we took a short walk at the basement to look for food...then we headed home....me and yf took bus 54....and she actually forgot to tap her card! Hahaz...there goes $2++...and she just top up her card....hahaz......

overall, it was a great christmas and I enjoyed myself...I've never celebrated christmas with my friends before..cause I'm always out with my family..but my dad ain't around...and I had this opportunity to go out...so why not?!

Bad Day..

Bad Day..

Haiz....today wasn't a great day for me...had the flag day today, and didn't make much for the donation..was practically slacking throughout the time...I realise, I had a "dead spot"....I won't have the guts to ask for donation whenever I meet such "dead spot"...haiz...and it seems to be getting worst...shit...wonder how I'll be able to cope if I ever get into TRM...

Then after the donation thing went to Mos to eat...I didn't ate anything, only drank..so I was crapping throughout the whole eating time with Jean and Evon listening to my lame lame lame crappy stuff....haiz...you wouldn't want to know....damn weird...

Then we took time to walk around cause Jean needed to get a present for her friend...so we both accompanied her...goodness me...Taka was crowded with people...I know its the christmas season but I have never been in such a crowd for a long time le...so....I didn't feel very good..had to squeeze through my way...

Anyway, taking the mrt back wasn't any better either...the whole mrt was packed with people of all age...so sianz....luckily I get down earlier than Jean n Evon...but I do pity them...that was before I got down the mrt...after I got down, I realise the mrt was beginning to empty up already...so 'qiao' right? Haiz...

I head over to take either bus 410, 54 or 52..which ever came first...and it was 54....and my bad day continues with more bad stuff....come on lor, I'm already at the market bus stop le...just one more stop to go.....then you came with the sudden heavy rain...wtf....you couldn't have come at a better time? Like 3 minutes later? 3 minutes is all the bus take to get to my stop and then for me to walk to shelter area....can't you just wait awhile? F*ck.

I was quite pissed...not getting any better when I got home...my show has already started...15 mins through, after the short break...haiz...I was hoping to get home in time during the break so I need not hurry go watch..then I can take my time to dry my umbrella and take my dinner out to the living room...but the tele did not wait for me...you could have at least waited for another 1 min...its all it will take for me to settle down you idiot...damn it....

Anyway, I'm feeling a little better now..I got all my anger out onto this entry..! This blog is getting more and more useful for me eh? Hahaz....in any case, whenever I think about Ya Se, I start to smile to myself...hahaz...omg..he's so cool and such a great friend to Da Dong!! Hahaz...I am getting more and more attracted to him le...haiz....and that stupid idiot Lei Ke Si...damn you..go and bully my Ya Se...you WILL get your just deserts de...shit you...humph. Ting Xiao Yu..you also another idiot..to think you are somehow the closest to Ya Se..and yet you don't trust him...haiz...Damn Lei Ke Si...you shall be cursed for life!!!ARGHHH!!!!!!! *sqeeze all his blood out, then hang to dry like a rotton dead fish*

So you see? I get agitated, irritated, pissed and excited damn easily....I show my emotions very easily too....haiz...

Sorry J n E, if I've made you all worry just now.......

I'll miss you..

I'll Miss You..

Hey hey...guess what? Just send my dad and my aunt off to JB then they will take a flight to Sibu.....humm....can say I got back from school in time to bid them farewell...I mean, I won't see my dad til next thurs night....as I said before, we will be going through Christmas without him...haiz......

Had to go to school for make up SnW..the meeting time that our hip hop dance instructor said was 9am...but by the time I got there, the 8am people are all at the field already...and they are all in position...for what? ......For human domino...yupz....one by one they fall onto the one behind...thus forming like a continious wave....but of course is not fall...they just merely sit in front of a person then they just lean back to make it seem like its "Falling" domino...hahaz...but quite cool....

The thing is, by the time I got there, it was already 9am...so...that was what I saw...practically ALL the SnW for year 1s this semester are ALL on the field....so why is mine at 9am? I've got no idea too....I think all the Hip Hop people are all told of 9am instead of the rest, 8am...by the time I got there, they are already about to start....haiz...so I was there just to sit at the sheltered spectators watching the rest on the field, sun tanning....hahaz....oops....

But still very stupid lor...I don't mean the whole activity...If I could choose, I would definitely want to join in the fun...the stupid thing is...I take half an hour to get to school, and then I reach there, just to take a seat and watch...(although I must admit, watching it from afar and at the top, it was really very nice.) then we took our attendance then we left...so funny right? And only the HH people were around with me..all different classes de...hahaz....I wonder why....

So of course I went home after watching...went to look for my classmates who came at 8AM...then we walked and talk our way to the bus stop...hahaz...then we went our ways..and I got onto bus 52! By the time I got home, it was exactly 2hrs after I left my house this morning...and my dad and aunt were still around!! Quite embarassing lar...Cause I sort of told them before I went to school that I won't be back to send them off...so...I bid ny aunt good bye and HUGGED my dad before I step out of the house...

Then I came home and found them still in the house...so...hahaz...haiz....then we waited for the JB man to come and fetch them to JB airport....so in the end still have about 30mins to spend with them before they really left...

I almost cried my way home....I was listening to a particular music and it made me think...think that my dad won't be back til the following thurs...after Christmas..... I felt like crying... but I held back my tears... til the song ended.........................

Zhong Ji Yi Ban!!

Zhong Ji Yi Ban!!

Heya! Back with another entry...is it late? Hahaz....I thought so...

Anyway, my aunt from London is here to stay for a few days til saturday, then she and my dad will head to Malaysia to see my grandparents...so in other words, my dad would not be around for Christmas...isn't it great? NOT!! Haiz..he will be away til the 29th Dec...my break will end by then lor...so sad....will miss him!!

Next, went to sch just now for the TRM thing...some little activity...I thought was something compulsory and important..and guess what? Was in the class for not more than 1 hr and it ended!! I mean I already know its about 45 mins long..but...how to explain? Hahaz...maybe cause our group got only 7 people..then our activity is "Entagled" as in we all stand in a circle then we stretch out our hands and hold onto the opposite person's hands...then we try to shift til we are back to a circle...it was quite lame..cause only got 7 ppl, but then the other group only got 6 ppl so we combined..so it was more fun..hahaz...btw, I found out that I was sitting the exact same bus when I came to np AND when I went home cause I saw the plate no. and they were the exact same....hahaz...cool huh...!

Haiz, Hana Yori Dango going to end le...this saturday last episode...haiz....so fast right? Time always pass by so quickly whenever you enjoy watching a drama or show..hahaz...I just saw the last episode of the 9pm show on SCV Ch55....man...the ending is so sad lor....imagine this....
The show you are watching is so nice and interesting because it is sort of a comedy and detective work summed together...right from the beginning, you start laughing your way to the end..therefore you expect a funny, if not, a happy ending....but you will never guess...the show I just watched...is a comedy but it had a sad ending...I mean...wtf....I really never thought it would end like that lor...haiz....made me cry at the last minute....nice try lor...haiz.....damn it.....the front is really really enjoyable and cute lor...then the ending.....haiz...I dunno what to say le...furthermore, that show got the highest rating in HK for 2004...funny right? It shows its really a good show lor....haiz......

And ya..back to the Hana Yori Dango thing...hahaz...its going to end!! Hahaz...but lucky got another show to take over...Zong Ji Yi Ban!! Hahaz....its a taiwan show...also a comedy...and its damn funny lor...its actually more towards the lame side lar...its about this class, Zhong Ji Yi Ban, and its students are all very gangster like...thats cause they parents are all rich ppl..either got companies or gang leaders...all have de...so they are more rebellious...thats why no teacher want to stay close to them..or even teach them...and this class is situated in a relatively good school...why? Because....the principal...only thinks about money...having that class in his school means more money will come into his pocket...so he keep keeping all those rich students into Zhong Ji Yi Ban...those that other schools don't accept...he will accept cause of $$....hahaz...so he of course don't care how rebellious there are.....and in this class, there's has to be a leader..and he is none other than...Da Dong!!! Hahaz....damn cool and shuai de.....actually can read more bout the show in this website....

http://www.gtv.com.tw/Program/S051420051126P/index.htm

Heez...this time never forget...cause the story too long to crap le....hahaz...go and have a look!! very interesting.......now already into 3rd episode le....this sun is epi 4....long way to go!!Good...hahaz..can take over the time after Hana Yori Dango....Yesh!!!
And right, I also want to watch Er Zhuo Ju Zhi Wen!! Hahaz..shall wait til the vcd comes out then borrow from someone...heez...its ending soon also...taiwan drama...follow the japanese one.....
Hana Yori Dango also...its originality is the japanese manga..but then since the taiwan version came first (Liu Xing Hua Yuan), I shall put it as jap drama, follow taiwan de....so you see? Got two types! Between jap and taiwan...hahaz...cool huh.....

Anyway, this entry is pretty long...shall not bore you ppl any further....hahaz....oh ya...last but not least....

JR Cute!
Da Dong Cool!
Xiao Chun Shuai!
Hanazawa Rui Kawaii!

Bleah.

YOZ!

Yoz!!

Heya!! I'm blogging during my CIP tutorial..very bad right? Hahaz...but the tut only left our class ppl..cause today is PBL presentation..then those who presented le can go off...so all the TB28 ppl all go off le...only left our class...heez...so easier to present bah..hahaz...

Anyway, yeah!! finally finish our presentation for this term!! woohoo....hahaz...but still got individual assignment to do..haiz..by next monday...so my whole weekend is booked!! but nvm...got shows to download..so ok...hahaz...then next week can see le!! Bleah...i crazy le....got no Dang Oh to save me......dotz......

so...i shall stop here and "concentrate" on the presentations...hahaz...bye!

PS: This entry very short hor? first time right? hahaz...nvm..shall crap more next time..

My Apologies!!

My Apologies!!

Haiz..I would just like to take this opportunity to say sorry to Tim. This blog is for me to thrash out my feelings and everything else that is kept in me...So it is a good way to express my feelings...and right now I feel very bad and uncomfortable lor....Haven't said a single "sorry" to him...Haiz....like that how to service others leh?

Anyway, if you happen to see it, then it will be great...I'm really sorry!! Um..don't mind tagging after looking through hor? hahaz....bleah....

Btw, the test just now was like....written com to me..hahaz...about customers complaining to managers and stuff, then how are you going to handle the situation if you were the manager? Haiz...got 2 senarios...then basically I wrote about the same for both lor...haiz...my brain not working...no juice leh....then halfway through Senario 1, thought of Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa...thought of how Jun Hao would settle the situation...haiz...but so sad, nothing came out...so crap lor....heez...anyway, I'm considered REALLY lucky to be in the same grp as Jean lor...hahaz...and I know why...I think they place us in order of when we submit the forms...thats why me and jean are 1 after the other....whereas Evon n XP are quite the back..both alone in their grp.....so poor thing....

Haiz...I up til now still don't know if I have made the right choice...What if I can't do well in TRM? haiz....serving customers and receiving complaints from them not easy leh....haha.....I don't even know where my interest is at lor....how?!

Dotz.

Dotz.

Haiz, I getting old le...I actually forgot to post the website for the "Hana Yori Dango"..I was getting so excited when I was blogging about it that I FORGOT to post the webby....very dotz right? Haiz....I make sure I post it in this entry...hahaz...or I'll really go mad lar...

Heez, slept at about 2am this morning after I posted the last entry, and guess what time I woke up? Hahaz...12pm......but, I kind of laze on my bed lar...not really sleeping...just day dreaming...hahaz..........so shuang lor....heez....

Then woke up to take lunch and watch tv..my mum recorded 5 hrs of shows yesterday for me..but I only managed to watch 3 hrs of it only....(they are all of different shows, different channels somemore...lucky is different times..hahaz.)still left 2 hrs more...haiz...but my eyes are getting soo tired le....decided to rest...but here I am, blogging on my laptop...hahaz....so ironic huh?

Shit.....you see lar...it happened again...I forgot all about the website I was suppose to post...damn it...I'm really old le....Mummy must take care of me le...not the other way round...hahaz....haiz......mummy, xin ku le!!!

Okok...enough crap..here's the link...(later I crap til I forget again...hahaz) :
http://www.tbs.co.jp/hanayoridango/

Must go see kk? At least go click on the link lor....then open the page...then surf through..won't take up too much time de...cause you also won't understand the japanese...hahaz....Bleah....

Afraid of...

Afraid of...

Heya...just got back from Skate Night just now, and well, our expectation of the no. of people coming was quite good, but in the end..almost only half came...hahaz...so......but its still ok lar...at least we were able to skate at ease without worrying if we would bang or get in the way of other people..its really very freaky...hahaz...

Today's skating was surprisingly very smooth...as in the ice seem to be very smooth and nice to skate just now..somehow..i wonder why..Hmm.....

Ya, A and A..(hahaz...double As) came down to skate too...but then not the whole class come, so a bit not so fun le...btw, we were "forced" to play this game in the middle of the rink..(hahaz...sorry lar, its not really force lar, is more like "I need volunteers" then we happen to be hanging around that area...haiz..)anyway, so we split up into 3 groups..then we went through "obstacle courses" to complete the game..as in the first group for all the members to complete the obstacle course wins...

And its very unfair lor..hahaz...group 3 got the help from some of the seniors lor..thats why for both the 2 rounds they won...hahaz..."Jean!! your grp play cheat!!!" *Bleah!

But the game was quite fun lar...hahaz...we practically frozed while playing the game..it was damn freezing cold for some reason...hahaz....probably due to the no. of people there bah...heez...but time past really fast..we came late and reached only at about 8pm..then the Night ends at 11pm...3 hrs...and the 4 of usd were so tired lor...after the walking and shopping..our legs were so tired, and our wallets seem to have been slimmer after our shop...hahaz........

How do you guys like the song? Heez...its the second theme song of "Hana Yori Dango" aka "Liu Xing Hua Yuan"...except that the "Hana Yori Dango" is the japanese version...that just came out not long ago...yesh!! later at about 1pm, (that is after I wake up from my sleep later) I can start to download the 7th episode!! the sad thing is that the japanese show is damn short, only 9 episodes....haiz...3 more only...very wasted right? Actually they cut out a lot lar...and the japanese version is a lot funnier...hahaz....jap shows are always like that lar..hahaz.....but very nice!!! Hanazawa Rui (Hua Zhe Lei) very cute!! hahaz.....he really so cool lor...ice cold...hahaz...I got the picture of him in the show on the right...in between of JR and Ren Fu...cute right? hahaz...bleah....

Here's the webby of "Hana Yori Dango"..go check it out!! If you are interested in watching, can tag me and I will somehow find a way to let you see...hahaz..........hopefully.....

I'm afraid I will not be able to cope if I ever get into the Dip in Tourism and Retail Management...I'm afraid of something...and this something is affecting me...I WON'T be able to cope if I can't take over that fear...why am I stopped by this fear? What can help me cope with it? Nobody can help me...unless I conquer it with lots of effort....but will I be able to do it? Why do I feel so empty inside? I have had this feeling since I joined ISAN...how can I get rid of this emptyness?

I don't think I'll cope well, not now, not any time soon...............................

CIP blog

CIP Blog

Heya, first time I'm blogging during lecture..hahaz...cause nvr print the notes out..so using laptop to see...anyway, lectures have been really boring these days...copy here and there....haiz..

And need to go get formal clothes for monday's presentation..hahaz...guess what? Next week, I'll be presenting for 3 times...Monday OCOM, Tuesday STATS, and Thursday CIP...great huh?

Heez, and I changed a bit of the appearance of my desktop..and I just love the font that I changed to...hahaz....looking at it really made my day!! Bleah!!

If you people are free, can go check out my CIP blog..hahaz...can go tag after looking at it..hahaz...thanx!!!

Lonesome day...

Lonesome Day...

Today is my lonesome day..I'm practically alone at the Medal Collection Booth...and I had to get up by 5.30AM in the morning to get ready...reach Fuji Ice Palace by 7.30am and guess what? It only starts at bout 8.45am...haiz...so much for waking up so damn early...nvm...thats the small part....

The second thing is..I'm alone by myself at the booth!! Isn't it great? Got no one to talk to...staring into space almost every other time...(I don't even get to see performances..got blocked by all the papers stuck to the glass..) I'm practically living in my own world, with little girls coming to my booth asking..."Where's the results?" or "Is it out yet?" But I seriously don't know when it will be out!! It's my first day HELLO!! And what do I get in return? "Don't ask her...ask the judge...she's brainless!" What can I do?! Sianz...get scolded for nothing..ok...but I'm not mad at them...they are just too...too proud? Haiz...they are too pampered by their parents lar...you see those girls sitting on the chair...then their mums are like..."servants"? They help them put on their shoes...or help them untie...I can understand lar...some are quite small...so they need help...but...some are like...so "annoying"...they come to your booth and ask "can I have a piece of paper?" I ask for what...then they say they want to draw... and I ask myself draw what? And what they did was, signatures!! Goodness me...they are so....haiz...dunno how to explain also...I'm quite pissed at some of them lar...

So you see? Although I'm alone, I get to "talk" to these "sweet" girls...so good huh? Haiz....but some of them are really cute...hahaz...there's this particular boy...he keeps coming to the booth to "steal" away the medals on display...the first place one of course....he keeps holding the medal and want to walk off...but then he will come back with all smiles and put it back...but then he comes back again!! Hahaz...but its cute lar...at least got him to entertian me...if not really sianz...people I know walk past and always ask "You look very bored" ...indeed I looked VERY bored and sian.....Then some of the seniors will at least talk to me awhile...then walk away...some will take a sit beside me and talk to me...they can tell I very sian...anyway they themsleves also very bored lar...can tell by seeing them walking here and there...like really got nothing for them to do....hahaz...quite funny lar...and somemore they staying til 8pm lor...is like 12 hrs....poor things...hahaz....no wonder so sian....

at first it was really bad...I didn't have anyone to talk to...but I find the medal distribution thing very nice to do...especially when there's this big crowd waiting to sign and get their medals, at least I got something to do...if not will sleep de....then luckily we ended at bout 2pm....heez...the uncle in charge of the Medal Collection booth very nice...give me chewing gum to eat and coffee to drink...but I didn't take the chewing gum...I don't like them...but the coffee was great...hahaz...pipping hot somemore...so shiok...hahaz......

on the way back home was so tiring yet relaxing...me and hh sat through the journey without realising we already reached our destination...only when hh saw the view then realise we reach le...it was like..."huh?" so fast...hahaz...I guess it was because we were talking and laughing away we forgot bout the stops....and now, I'm back home...blogging away...hahaz....but overall, can I say it was "enjoyable"? I don't know also...anyway, will be going again tml...bout only from 8am to 12nn..so should be ok lar hor? Hahaz....

Anyway, maybe blogging tml also...see first...hahaz..so bye for now!!

Haiz..

Haiz..

Life for today was suppose to be fun and enjoyable, cause I had hip hop this morning...a great way to start my day..had lots of fun, learnt new moves, (was told to forget the old ones) but cant seem to forget them..but i really enjoyed myself..didn't want to go for CATS after hip hop...just want to stay in the room and practice....haiz...

Then, after CATS, went to hand up the Dip in Tourism and Resort Mgt form...I'm applying for it..thats partly why I'm in BS..coz i want to do a bit of tourism/leisure mgt at yr 3..(we can choose from 5 types of mgt to study) But now, they have taken out the leisure mgt part to make it stand alone..so we have a new Dip by next poly year...then had a little chat with J while waiting for E...then went home.....

when I reach home, had the "pain" (if you understand what I mean, if you don't, then nvm..) anyway, watched WQYL like I used to, and it picked up my mood from the time I danced this morning...I practice a little, then I got bored....keep switching from MTV Asia to MTV Mandarin and back to MTV Asia..wanted to listen to more new songs...then I felt so restless..I just lay on the comfy sofa and watch tv...then my eyes got tired....I decided to give the tv a rest...went to look for my mum for some entertainment..

Guess what? She was watching the tv upstairs...so I joined her....(so much for resting my eyes) Then it was back to square one...but my brother was home by then, so had a little play with him...hahaz....then my mum came in and started nagging...so there goes the fun again....and the next thing I was doing was...surfing the net...first stop, my hotmail..

I realise I had a few freindster emails, so I decided to surf my friendster...which I have not been doing since mths ago...anyway, I searched through every of my friendster friend, looking at their nice webpages, I felt so inferior...then looked at pictures..and well, my mood went bottom rock...there just some things I don't understand, and well, now I understand some things... and here I am, blogging about it....

I too naive....and I definitely have been thinking too much...But how can I stop myself from thinking so much?

Ye Tian Yu is so fortunate, she has Shan Jun Hao aka Dang Oh.
Shan Jun Hao is also very fortunate, he has Ye Tian Yu.
Is life going to be so fortunate for me as well? I wonder...
But its too early to tell right? Nevermind, I will wait...
Wait til the day I can have this equal fortune,
Just like Shan Jun Hao and Ye Tian Yu.

Happy Birthday!!

Happy Birthday!!

Heez....would like to say a huge happy birthday to.....................................................ME! Hahaz.....I'm finally officially 17! Anyway I'd like to thank those that wished me happy birthday, you people are great!! You people really brighten up my day!! Heez.....

Btw, I wasn't really in a good mood the last time...I don't want to talk bout it now...I should at least be happy for the remaining 1 and a half hr!! Time pass so fast when you are enjoying it...so true....hahaz....

Anyway, got myself to buy something today..went to Skate from 2pm to bout 4pm...no ISAN but I really feel like skating..especially on this sepcial day..thought it was going to be fun...but guess what? There were way too many people there le...haiz...very hard to skate..then when we were bout to leave, S came in to skate..I guess he skipped classes again...hahaz...anyway, we went to Jurong Point later, and I bought $50 worth of goods...hahaz...hmmmm....that's a good thing..I haven't been buying anything nice for the past few weeks le.....and guess what? My dad suggested yesterday night that we should do something crazy for the night today. He initially wanted to go catch a movie close to midnight..but my mum and brother won't be able to take it...haha..(too late) So I thought of something today after looking at the dry ice that came together with my ice cream cake....that is.............I shall try and swtich on the aircon to the lowest temperature and sleep through tonight...haha...very crazy right? Haha....hopefully I don't catch a flu tml morning..heez....

I told myself yesterday not to do anything today that has got to do with project works...I'm just going to enjoy myself through the night today...haha...btw, just had a huge bowl of Shark Fin Soup (my fav, must have for my birthdays), a little of left -over curry, and ice cream cake from Swensen's!! Haha.....oh...forgot the slice of chocolate cake from hh and yf...thanx! The only thing missing is.......my breaded prawns!!!! Haiz....I told my mum that I may not be able to confirm if I'm coming back for dinner today or not, then she didn't make my prawns!! AHH!!! nvm..can have it another day!! Today too full to eat le...hahaz......

I sound like a small kid, must have this and that...but...this will be the only time I'm going to do so...hahaz....don't want to remain a small kid forever!! I'm already 17 le...must be more mature! Heez.........

AH~!! Still have speech haven't finish typing...die le....tml must hurry do le....Going to sleep soon...hahaz...so tired....Happy happy birthday to Cassandra!!

Birthdates....

Birthdates....

Why do people have birthdates? Why cant we live without knowing when we were born? One can be quite joyiest but at the same time another can be gloomy on their birthdays...joy to know that everyone knows your birthday, gloom to know that everyone keep asking you when is your birthday..are birthdays that hard to remember?

Well, I do make an attempt to jot down people's birthdays in my hp calendar..if you flip through and see, you will find birthdays of my 1E2 cum 2E2, and 3E3 cum 4E3 classmates..every single one of them are inside..even though I hardly speak to some of them..but I just feel great having to know when someone's birthday is coming..I even have a silent alarm on that day in the morning either 7am or 9am...times when I can sleep, my hp will vibrate and tell me whose birthday is it today..even if I have to crawl away from my bed to stop the vibration..I didn't mind at all..I just feel the sense of "acheivement"..having to know when someone's birthday is..I even have stars' exact birthdates...just to remind myself...you may think I'm crazy, but that's partly who I am....

Still remember the first time ever, I received an email from a person 2 days before my birthday..the mail read "Do Not Open Til Monday" which was my birthday..I immediately know what was inside the mail..but you know what? I waited for my birthday to come then I open the mail...I was still quite shocked and happy...I didn't know this email would come...and it actually came from this guy...well, all I can say now is, I still kept that email..its been coming to 2 yrs le..I also have another mail sent to me last yr by my friend..and I still kept it intact in my email...I can't bare to delete them...

Up til now, I still can't forget about the past...whenever I start to think about them, I either get frustrated or I start to cry...There are some things which up til now I still don't understand... but whats the point explaining it now? Haiz...I rather not know than having someone to explain it to me...who knows? I may end up in regrets after knowing it.......

Haiz....this friday also got no ISAN, if not I can truely enjoy myself there...furthermore very long never skate le...and I haven't been improving either....haiz......I wonder if they still have the ISAN rate on that day? If have I sure go de!! It will become my first time spending that day on ice...hahaz.....

I want my pair of blue gloves!!! All I want on my birthday is just a pair of gloves, I'm not asking too much right? haiz...........it's going to be a loooooong day............

Sad...

Sad..

Haiz..haven't been updating my blog for quite some time..

Classes have not been too good so far...haiz...all the weird teachers start tutoring us...so......scary....I'm scared I may not be able to survive this semester..how?!

Had the skate-a-ton last sunday, and it was quite a success...that's a good thing..phew..manage to sell our test tubes well..at least we gain the amount of about 3 times higher than what we had spent on the stuffs..had lots of fun..althought it was really tiring..sitting on the steps for nearly 6 hrs with not a chance to eat my lunch..haiz..(I only took about 5 mouths before I had to start again.)hahaz......

Anyway, I just finished watching a TVB show call "Twin Brother" or "Da Tang Shuang Long Zhuan"...and...well, what can I say? The ending was kind of...sad? Okok...it was really sad!! haiz..Kou Zhong actually sacrificed all his internal energy and inpart them to Zi Ling in order for him to survive again..the part where he made me cry was...Yu Zhi..in the end he chose Yu Zhi..he had a chose between a grass ring (representing Xiu Ning, his first love) and a pair of rabbit shoes (representing Yu Zhi, his long-time arguement partner) to bring with him when he dies..he actually chose the shoes!! I was so happy...but then Yu Zhi was so sad and happy...mixed feelings..cause he already die but in the end he made a choice..haiz...then came the very sad part...Kou Zhong suddenly "woke up" and spoke to Yu Zhi..then Kou Zhong held onto Yu Zhi's hand...and said some really sad stuff...I thought he really came back alive but then the next scene I saw was he started to vanish from the bottom to top...slowly....

This is the part that made me cry the most..Kou Zhong wanted to lean in and plant a kiss on Yu Zhi's lips.....but........he totally vanished before he actually touched Yu Zhi...then you see Yu Zhi crying her heart out.....poor thing right? Only at the last moment, when he dies, that she finally know he actually chose her over another girl who happen to be her best friend (like sisters)...very sad right? Haiz.....why like that?

And the next most infurating thing is that I still can't find the background music played throughout the show...damn it....can someone help me? But if you have not watched the show then don't bother...haiz....you also won't understand........

I try to find clips from the last episode to show you guys....hopefully can find some...Kou Zhong really very good to Zi Ling...he rather he die alone than drag Zi Ling down with him...haiz.....amazing brotherhood sia?

Strike!!

Hehe...haven't updated my blog since the last episode of Pride...

Basically everything is as per normal..other than staying at home and watching tv, I'm outside with either my friends or my family....very boring person right? I'm used to it already...now I really don't feel like going back to school...

It's going to be like a routine..go to school. study. eat. study. go home. watch tv. do homework. bath. eat. sleep. So "interesting" har?

Anyway, as usual, went for ice-skating yesterday..there was a meeting at 6pm..so we went early..didn't expect the rink to be crowded with ppl at that timing..usually not many ppl are around from 7pm onwards..and the time was 6pm then..so......

yesterdays meeting was rather pathetic for us..Year 1..there were only 5 of us girls present at the meeting..the rest are all guys from year 2...so...pathetic huh....

the "skate-a-ton" is next sunday.....the year 1s are in charge of the planning and everything else..so we are currently making sure all that is planned for that day will work well..we need to start gathering all the stuff needed for that day...the meeting lasted til about 7.30pm..the 5 of us didn't get to skate until then...

ok..but when we started to really skate, all of us were so tired..4 of us met up earlier in the afternoon as we went searching for instant cameras....ppl nowadays really don't go for these type of cameras anymore...digital cameras are everywhere...haiz...so we kind of left our "thought may have that camera" place empty handed...so much for taking our time and searching for it...haiz.....

we walked about the whole afternoon searching for it..so naturally, we are tired...we just didn't have the mood to skate....me and hh even thought of leaving when its not even past 9pm yet...haha...I just wanted to watch my Wang Zi show...! (Heez..just watched yesterdays part just now..Shan Jun Hao so sweet to Ye Tian Yu..as if hes back to Dang Ou le..but then he would have to suffer after the whole Xie Quan incident..btw..first time see Yan Xing Shu act baddy..very weird hor? like some pervert....hahaz...)

actually we were thinking about going off by 9.30pm..coz we were all quite hungry..but we sort of dragged the time...come to think of it..if we had left by that time, the accident wouldn't have happened..of course..if me and hh were able to keep ourselves away form the "main road", we wouldn't have gotten ourselves entangled in an accident...hahaz...don't get it?

It basically went like that...the 5 of us stopped at one place of the rink to rest..me and hh were nowhere near the "railing" compared to the other 3..coz we came in after them..then...I heard something..form the back..I turned my head halfway towards my back when I saw hh falling (like in slow motion..haha) then the next thing I saw is another person on the ground sliding towards me..and the next moment? I was on the ground...when I really got my senses back, I was already pulled up by jean..then I realised what happened..haha....one of our seniors have knocked into us..when I start to think back, it is so funny...evon even added that it looked like bowling ball striking out its pints...haha...at the thought of that you really will find it hilarious..furthermore, thinking about the way we fell..I really feel pai seh...cause I didn't injure myself...to tell you the truth, I didn't feel any part of me being sore or painful..haha...whereas hh was not so lucky...her hand and arm were briused...so I wonder why the huge difference....hahaz.....

anyway that was the only "interesting" thing that happened..it may sound dangerous or hilarious but somehow...it did help to bring us closer to our seniors..I admit I'm not out going at all..(Scorpions are very "Nei Xiang"..its true for me..) so I don't zhu dong talk to ppl...somehow..I'm just afraid..afraid of something...not even my parents know about it..they just know I'm quiet..but...haiz....I'm just not willing and able to open my mouth and talk...anyone can help?!

PRIDE!!!

PRIDE!!

Pride. Maybe...

Halu has finally found his Ice Godess....Aki.......

3 years of being apart....they have learnt to cherish each other more...

Halu's icy cold heart has finally felt the warmth...all thanks to Aki....

Who says Autumn and Summer are not fated to meet?

Anything can happen...if you believe in it.......

Halu (Summer) and Aki (Autumn) ........are meant for each other....

Hahaz....the ending is soooo sweet.......such guys can be so sweet and cruel at different times...Aki really held on very well.....good for her....luckily all is not too late for them...Blue Scorpions team members are also so united...they are all so brotherly....heez.......Halu always taking care of them...its only right to do something for him when he needs it...haiz.....so sweet.......

Aww....love seems to be everywhere..............

Time flies..

Time Flies...

Haiz.....time passes so qiuckly...there's only 3 weeks of holidays left...half of what was given..haha....like I said before, have been slogging at home doing nothing but watch tv...serial dramas....be it from Hong Kong, China, Korea, Japan or Taiwan....

One of them just finished today...last episode...the show "Chi Zi Chen Long".....it's really a great show..with cast from S'pore, China and Hong Kong...no wonder it's so good.....always keeping in mind the theme for the last episode..."Evil never prevails....the good will get what they want finally...even for love...."Although the theme is so old and dull (as it always happen in the end of shows) , I still like it....at least I don't cry over the endings like I did in some Korean Dramas...I mean they are good in their own way, some shows just like to end that way......and I can bare with that...

Chi Zi Chen Long ended in a happy and joyful way....everyone is together with their own loved ones and peace is maintained.....these type of olden days "wu xia" thing mostly end like that...haha...."wu xia" shows always have very very complicated love life...not like the modern world we have now....Thats what I like about "wu xia" shows....a lot are life and death issues...haha...they rather separate and not love each other for peace to prevail....its like their love will bring even more danger to the world...or some other shows epic that people from this "wu xia" world can never fall in love for it is somehow the route to death....(like betrayal in order to save the one you love, or dying for that special person to save them.....etc..) It really shows just how much they care for each other...that they are willing to sacriface for each other........that thought already touched me......

Love to some people is the root of all evil in those times....falling in love with someone you should never have always land you or that person in danger......it always happens.....then in the end its either "you die or I die"....its that cruel......haiz..........

We are lucky to NOT have such complicated matters to consider before falling in love...I mean...if you really love someone, you are willing to make sacrificies...and ther is nothing that cannot be solved if both of you are willing to make that sacrificies.....if you are truely meant for each other, then don't let small things interupt your relationship.....be strong and bold til the end....you never know what will happen next but just keep pushing forward...you can ward off obstacles along the way....just move on.....your love will one day be touched by heaven and wishes will be fulfilled.........

Cinderella has found her Prince after much obstacles.....and they have lived happily ever after.....don't you want such fairytale to come true in your love life?

New Picture!!

New Picture!!

Heya...Just here to say I've changed my picture finally! Hahaz...I didn't have the chance to look for new and acceptable pics so I did the compiling...it turned out really great!! McFly, K ONE and DBSK.....Ahhh.....I just love it!! Heez....Actually compiling pictures really do help...with all the amazing pictures together, it becomes even more amazing!! Hahaz....

I was too over....anyway, I also did another one this afternoon...that one took me days to find...I mean the pictures needed....cause my theme was....Sweet Love....had to find different types of pictures...heez....you MIGHT get to see it here if you are lucky...so far...haven't thought about putting it here....maybe some time later....hahaz....anyway, help me by commenting about the picture....is it ok?

Today didn't go ice skating...getting really slack and lazy, don't want to travel 1 hour to reach the rink...very sianz de....hahaz......and as I said before, I'm cooped in my house to watch shows....if I'm not home every friday night for skating, my mum would help me record 4 shows....and thats about 4 hrs of tape...7.00 - 8.00pm (gonna end soon!), 7.30 - 8.30pm, 9 - 10pm (SCV Ch), and 10 - 11pm (a new show)..hahaz....even if my mum don't kill me first my dad will.....

Holidays pass really quickly...especially when you are enjoying it...soon....soon we will all be back to school...haiz.............

What a Coincidence!

What a Coincidence!

Didn't bother to blog yesterday cause I'd only reached home at 11+pm close to midnight...haha...anyway I was very tired too...have been out else where besides being at home for the past 3 days since friday..

Basically, friday was ice-skating day, so me and hh met up in the morning at 10.20am and went k-box..haha....then we walked around and realise there was nothing much to shop at CCK so we went to Woodlands...in the end we were late for the meeting which started at 6.30pm at the rink..they were introducing the new Yr 1 committee members...and I was surprised that En had the biggest role..cause I thought none of us 4 had any role...hahaz....

Anyway, after having our meeting, we went on with skating...the songs they played were back on track...haha..as in they were all to my liking...so I was able to skate with comfort...but someone was missing...haven't seen that person for quite some time........hahaz.....

Alright, now for saturday. YF, WP, HH and me were FINALLY able to go out together!! We met up exceptionally early....so I had to wake up at 8am...me and hh only managed to reached home by midnight on friday and then they want to meet up so early...haiz...both of us need our rest you know? Hahaz....but actually I was ok with it...I knew it would be tiring...but what the heck........so we met up at Orchard and walk walk...then we went to Bugis to eat and walk again...all our legs became sore from the walking that we thought of catching a cab back home..but we saw our bus and it was quite empty so we quickly ran after it...and got our seats! Haha...it was quite funny......

The next day wasn't easy for me either...I had to wake up early again for mass...heez..I managed to sleep through the maximum of time til I had to change and go..so I didn't had breakfast...I was dead hungry....then my family went to AMK central for my breakfast-cum-lunch.....the food tasted so good!! Hahaz.....we ate at a hawker centre..........

Anyway, we got home just nice for me to watch my Ge Dou Tian Wang....and to see dear Ren Fu......heez......Xiao Kui very poor thing....Ying Qi FINALLY got some feeling for her....hello!! It's about time you know?! Xiao Kui did so much for you, you kept pushing her aside and stick to You Li....You Li already have Yu Qiao le...now that Xiao Kui chose to go with Yan Hao..I see how you are going to suffer like how she did for you...!! Hahaz...............I can't wait to quickly see those parts where Ying Qi kept "harassing" Xiao Kui and try to keep her by his side....

After Ge Dou, I had some time to go online and search for songs to store in my iPod...then by 5.30pm, I took my shower and got ready for a wedding dinner... It's my mom's old time neighbour-cum-friend's daughter's wedding...My mom's family grew up together with 2 other familys...I still can't believe how my mum's family of 8 back then manage to sleep in one room smaller than mine....haiz....but they were all very close...used to play together.......like one big family....it was amazing....to see all my mum's friends all at one place....it was like a huge surprise for my mum...you see, my mum and one of the family managed to keep in contact for the past few years...cause we always go to their place during Chinese New Year...but they never manage to meet up together with the third family...and I heard it has been almost 8 years...hahaz......

They started to introduce each other...I was the only "children" present at the dinner "representing" my mum and the second family...so the third one had to introduce their own family including their children to us....they kept coming to our table with new faces...I was kind of confused in the first place...and besides...they were standing behind me...so I didn't get to see much of them....until......I saw this very familar person....I just couldn't figure out how he seemed sooooooo familar......I sat at my table thinking through for the whole dinner...my mum and her friends were talking their own dialect so I didn't have to pay much attention to them...and furthermore I was "alone"...so I kept thinking.....

Then I got some info as to how he was at the dinner too....he was related to the bride. The first thing that came to mind was...he might be from Whitley....hahaz.....I actually think a lot...when I see some one familar, I will try and figure out who the person is no matter how long it takes...cause I usually can recognise the person straight away...I don't like to stop thinking just because I really can't recognise....but this time it was very difficult..I'm very sure I know him....hahaz......I got back and check through my yearbook....nothing. I still couldn't figure out if he is studying at WSS.....I couldn't picture him with the school uniform....hahaz...(I sound very desperate right? But I can't help it.....I want to find out the truth....) So I fell asleep without an answer....

The amazing thing is, I got up this morning with an answer. My guess is that he was actually in the same OBS group as me when I joined the camp in Sec 3...he was from Pasir Ris Crest..no wonder I couldn't find traces of him in my yearbook or in my memory of WSS....hahaz...I felt so stupid....but I was further confirmed when I found out he had the same surname as the bride...so my guess is that he's the brother of the bride...I couldn't recognise him from the start because we didn't talk much at our OBS.....but I found him rather familar...and I wasn't wrong....hahaz...I even thought at first that he looked like some celebrity I know...so I thought he looked familar...but.....I guess it had to be him...my mum will be able to confirm with me once she talk to her friend...

I was like OMG...!! Singapore is that small!! Hahaz...I still cant believe it...my OBS team haven't been in contact for the past 2 years le...and we still managed to see each other at a wedding dinner!! I don't know if he saw me and recognise me or not....I just know that we will be able to see more of each other in time to come....cause there are still more wedding dinners to come...hahaz.......I just love going to dinners...cause I get to eat great food!!! Heez....

Anyway...I got to go watch shows le!! Hahaz...shall be back with more info soon!! Heez....happy holidaying!!!!!!

Bored...

Bored...

Woah...its been like 12 days since I last blogged..haha..to think I actually thought of making an atempt to blog at least every other day..well, I guess I'm just plain lazy..and also got nothing to write about..

To start off, I'd like to introduce this new song by Fish Leong aka Liang Jing Ru called "Si Lu" (translated to 'Silk Road'). The first time I heard this song was on tv where she sang it at a concert to celebrate mooncake festival. The concert was held in Taiwan at Miao Li and it was on last saturday 17th Sep...I watched it through Ch 54 (SCV). I didn't intend to watch the concert at first but I was surfing through the channels I came across it and watched...only the first parts..that was when Liang Jing Ru was on...she was the first..So she sang 2 songs including the new song..the moment she hit the chorus..I "fell in love" with the tune. The songs that I like currently are mostly because I've heard it a lot of times and found them nice. Including songs from K ONE or BLUE..some of them, I had to take time to listen and listen to like them. But this song was great. Must I add that the tune was created by Wang Lee Hong and the lyrics written by Ah Xing of Mayday..so naturally it came out really good with the style of wang lee hong and the meaningful lyrics.

You can hear the song at: http://music.tianshui.net.cn/MusicList.asp?AlbumID=1660#
The lyrics are written under "Zhun Ji Jie Shao"....(it takes time to load the song!!)

Anyway, I've got to head down to a wedding dinner this sunday so I'm currently fritting over what to wear...looks like me and my mum will be going to shop for clothes this week since I've got the time...plenty of time..

Still wondering what to do this holiday..basically some of the days have been taken up for outings but overall, I still got no idea what to do at home..sometimes, you just don't have anything to surf on the internet, you just want to slog in front of your tv and watch whatever it shows. But your eyes get tired very easily...so you decided to head to your room and sleep..in the afternoon..no matter if you have your fan on at full speed or not, your body is still gonna heat up..with that you reluctantly get up and then you feel giddy...you start wondering around for things to do, looking for things to eat. The thing is, you just don't want to go out and work..so you see? That's basically what I'm doing...for today..haha...I'm bound to put on weight if I continue like that......haiz..........

Haven't been going for skating for 3 weeks..wonder if I still have the interest or the mood to skate?

It's a good thing now that I have shows to catch every day..I've even written out the list of shows to MUST watch everyday..haha...I'm happy about that!! There was this period of time where there was nothing I'd watch..but now...hahaz.....I'm happy as long as it lasts....furthermore I've got vcds on hand...ready to take over once the shows stop playing..hahaz.....and I must add...they are all korean shows...bleah!

Anyway, I got to go! Got show to catch...haha....I shall blog again when I have something to write..bye!!

A Moment to Remember

A Moment to Remember

It's been a while since I blogged...while my last entry wasn't quite positive..so I shall apologize..SORRY!! I went a bit hay-wire but I'm ok now...

Anyway, was suppose to blog on saturday night but I was lazy to go downstairs and switch on the broadband and then come back upstairs to my laptop and blog..cause after I finish I still need to go downstairs and switch off the broadband. (very ma fan de...and I think I explain le also no one understands..nvm)

I watched the "A Moment to Remember" movie on SCV Ch 56 last saturday night..and as expected, it was touching and tear jerking...the first parts were kind off lag...cause no climax yet..but til the last part...there's where I started my war with the tissues...the thing is...I cried even worse compared to when I was watching "Be With You"...haiz.......

The thought of losing someone you love makes me cry all the time. I may not have gone through it but somehow I was able to understand the whole process...I must be watching too much dramas and movies le....furthermore I still choose those sad ones...it will only make my day worse and more depressing....haiz.....

Anyway..now it's the time to study for exams..I can't be depressed anymore...must "zhen zhuo"!! I don't want to fail any module...by next week ending I'm free of studies le..can relax for 6 weeks..hahaz.....

Ice skating have become really boring and no life...is it my never-will-improve skills that has brought me down or is it just me?

Life shall resume to normal...its back to soompi fanfix for me!! Ever searching for sweet love stories ft. DBSK...haha...............

Unwanted Pain...

Unwanted Pain...

I realise I've been holding onto you for far too long..It's time for me to let go..I don't have the right to destroy your life..take it that I never have appeared on this earth..take me as another invisible being..take it that you don't see me at all................................... because I will also be doing the same thing.

Why am I dropping tears knowing that it's nothing to cry about? Why do I feel the pain of letting go? Why do I feel so useless and hopeless?

I HATE YOU......I hate you for coming into my world.....I hate you for messing with my heart........I hate you for the pain I have.........I hate this world.....

NEVER LET GO OF MY HANDS...

NEVER LET GO OF MY HANDS...

As usual, ISAN was on. They told us of a change in teaching plan for us next semester. We are going to attach ourselves to the various available Year 2 and 3 skaters. Whom should we attach ourselves with? Hopefully not someone...*bleah.

Today's skating was really BORING! They only know how to play slow baby tunes. Those that make babies fall asleep de...very sianz...and all the senior skaters sort of went "kuku". They actions are already childish enough and when you add the background music? It seems like they are new-born babies crying for their mommies and daddies..(there's one moment where all of them just sat on the ice in the middle of the rink playing ice. Can you imagine the babies playing? Haha...I'm really bad...but it's really funny.!) The only time they played some real music was towards the end. One of my favourite songs came on just as I was heading to the toilet. By the time we came out, I ran to the rink and started to skate a bit and that's when the song ended..Very fustrating right? Somemore it was then that I realised my right skate's lace had loosen...Haiz....next time should really bring our own cds and ask them to play for us. Heez...that will be really really cool~!!

Ice-skating has always help me forget about everything that stresses me up. When I skate, I only concentrate on skating and nothing else. To me it's a great feeling because I like to think a lot...but today, somehow I wasn't that enjoying myself. I mean, ya..I was laughing throughout the time when our seniors started to go babyish but somehow, I feel that something's missing. I don't feel complete. I didn't had the mood to skate. Maybe the songs they were playing played a huge part for me not being able to enjoy myself. (Those songs really sucks!)

Really need to learn the one-leg glide ASAP! I don't want to be left behind...so must work harder. And of course I need someone to teach me......

PS: I'm still waiting for my new pair of BLUE gloves...
I was really really happy that Junyang likes BLUE too!! BLUE rocks!! Hahaz....
But it's a huge pity he didn't get in...haiz....

Will you take my hands and never let go through times of good and bad? Please don't let go of my hands...like in the korean drama "Stairway to Heaven", Where Cheng Jun Oppa and Jing Shu were skating and holding on to each others' hands tightly, but they fell and lost grip of each others' hands. Their fate eventually left them forever.........
I don't want our fate to end like them......