Saturday, August 23, 2008

The Man Who Can't Be Moved

The Man Who Can't Be Moved

New song I got,
sung by THE SCRIPT.
They are Irish, from Ireland of course.
I love this song when I heard it on
MTV Asia Awards LIVE.
The guy really did it DAMN well,
I heard the song before this,
but didn't really took a liking to it.
But when I hear him sing,
I immediately went to look for the song.

I TOTALLY LOVE the lyrics too.


THE MAN WHO CAN'T BE MOVED

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move.
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am.
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not... broke I'm just a broken hearted man.
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I've been in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.
I'm not moving... I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy
Whos waiting on a girl...
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.
I'm not moving... I'm not moving.


Sweet right?!
If you want it, let me know~

Bad Day?

Bad Day?

The bad day continued today as well,
so should be bad dayS.

Im currently being kicked out by my bro & his friends,
first they say they were going to STUDY.
Right, like it will work at my house.
Not even 1 hr through,
they are all now sitting in front of PS3, playing.
So much for studying eh?!

I had to retire from one place to another,
till I finally reside in my room,
my EMPTY room to be exact.
There is practically nothing to do in my room,
if you know me well & come to my house b4,
you will know my room is only for sleeping and changing.

Anyway, now I'm in my room,
I'm bored till Im forced to blog.
So lucky you guys,
unlucky coz i have LOADS to talk bout.
Let's start off fast.

Thursday was what everything began
to turn for the worst.
Olympics: MAJOR setback for olympics team USA
for BOTH 4x100m MEN AND WOMEN.
BOTH teams did not qualify COZ
they dropped the baton at the anchor person.
Secondly, USA team
lost 2 finals aka 2 GOLD medals in
Water Polo women & softball women.
Freaking hell day for USA.

JCU: (sucks as usual)
Of all days,
he had to be present on the days
I had to go up and present.
First was the indiv talk I mentioned b4,
and now, he was again here for the role plays.
He seemed to have selected the classes well,
he appeared for the first time in weeks
during the self-talk lesson,
and then he went MIA the following week,
and now this week,
he re-appeared,
when all of us had role plays to do.
Not too into him now,
(though he still gives me the fresh look)
But something tells me he smokes.
Anyway, skip topic!

HUGE MAJOR setback for me.
I was watching the last episode of
STRONGEST CHILWOO with subs
on thurdays morning.
The ending didn't really impressed me,
but the thought that my assassin
actually appeared out of nowhere & helped them,
just brightened my day for awhile!
After watching the episode which aired
on tuesday night in Korea,
(subs only came out on thurs)
I thought it was a good overall end to the whole show and crew.
Little did I know,
one of the main character of the show,
got into a motorcycle accident and died.

My mum showed me the article online,
and I was shocked.
I kept telling myself I just watched finished the last epi only!
Why so... sudden?!
He was on his motorbike on the highway
going home from the party they had
to celebrate the end of the show.
He crashed into the guardrail
and sort of broke his neck.
Almost like immediate death.
If you dunno who im toking bout,
he became famous after acting in
COFFEE PRINCE.
The guy who acted as a very big sized waiter,
who like the sister of the lead actress.
His name is Park Sang Min aka Eon.
Very surprising and sad for the korean entertainment.
He was getting famous and everything,
somemore he is the only child in his family.
May he rest in peace in God's hands.

Another major setback.
I was watching BBT as usual on TV,
after 10+ minutes into the show,
I realised, all those boys will be leaving BBT.
I thought they were going through some gift exchange thing,
didn't actually realise the reason behind it,
till the boys kept talking about last time this and that.
Some of them started crying even b4
going into the main part of the show.
They talked bout each other,
thanked each other and hugging each other in tears.
I didn't cry on thursday coz
the thought of them leaving
haven't sunk into my head yet.
Only friday's part 2 of the show
brought me to tears.

I was expecting them to leave someday,
but didn't expect it would happen so soon.
Just when Im getting used to all of them
goofing around in the show,
now they are leaving already.
Ao Quan cried the most,
considering he don't usually cry on show.
Xiao Yu reached his breaking point
when he described his own difficulties and dreams,
and reached a further breaking point
when he took out his most prized possession
of basketball trading cards he collected for 10 years
to exchange as a gift.
He held onto it very tightly,
the boys were telling him not to give it away
coz he will come to regret it later.
He is so sweet.

somehow, I find similarities between him and me.
Sometimes, he wants ppl to know his difficulties,
but he will still reserve abit of the info to himself.
I could tell he was still holding something back,
even though he poured out most of his burden.
I sometimes want ppl to know something,
but i wun tell them everything.
Either Im afraid of telling the whole truth,
or I tink its not right to say yet.
So it becomes not complete.
Neither here nor there.
We are both Men1 Sao1 ppl.

Bad day continued today,
my iPod hung up while i was shifting
my laptop from one palce to another.
I had my iPod connected to my laptop,
but had it disconnected
with the 'Do not disconnect' sign on.
So, it hung up at that screen.
I tried resetting,
but nothing happened.
I reconnected and tried all sorts of things,
still stuck there.
I remember the time was stuck at 12.40pm,
the time I moved and disconnected it.
It was stuck there till close to 2pm lor.

I finally went to take my 3-pin adaptor charger,
and switched it on.
The screen remain stuck.
I held onto the buttons to reset it,
and FINALLY, it resetted!
I was like 'OMG! Finally!!!'
coz, if that didn't work,
I really dunno wat to do bout it le.
Damn sian,
somemore my IE and laptop weren't working properly
since I started it this morning,
so everything wasn't going my way.
Lucky it got fixed while I switched off my laptop
to let it rest for awhile.
But after my iPod got fixed,
I switched on my laptop again.haha.
It didn't have time to cool down also.
But everything is fine now.
IE going well also.
Just one thing, i have only 500+MB left of space.
I need to get some stuff out asap!

Song of the week:
'WHAT YOU GOT'
by Colby O'Donis ft. AKON
-love the tune and the beat and everything.
-anyway the boy is young and NEW.
-go utube and search to see the MV.

Thursday, August 07, 2008

Heart Flutter Experience

Heart Flutter Experience

People I'm back!!
Electronically.haha!
It's been awhile since I posted
GOOD stuff of my life.
So here is one GOOD experience!
ENJOY~!
(coz I did!!)

Today had classes in the morning,
so went to school as usual.
Everything was kind of boring,
I thought it would be the normal lectures,
then followed by teacher talking cock.
Who knows,
today got presentation,
and its 1 by 1 presentation.
EACH of us was to talk about a personal
exp we have prepared, in front of the class.
Now you would think that's ok,
considering the fact that a NORMAL class
have about 20++ ppl.
Well, NOT!
The class was 60+ strong!!
Imagine standing in front and speaking to these ppl,
more than half the class
you never talked and never knew their names.
Not encouraging at all.

Anyway, I wasn't quite prepared mentally
although I know what to present.
So one by one,
names were called out BY THE TEACHER.
Each of us went up and presented a 3-min talk.
The TEACHER called out the names based on
the attendance signed for today.
I didn't sign the attendance when I came in,
so I know my name wun be called.
But that's not the point.

After about 1++hr of self-presentations,
me and my friend went out of class
for our own toilet break.
Then when we came back,
of course ppl were still presenting.
Then I realised,
that the voice of the 'teacher'
calling out the names became very manly.
So i turned behind and looked,
(i was in the 2nd row from the front,
the teacher was right at the back row.)
This guy was calling out names instead.
I took a closer look,
first impression was: not Asian.
Then 2nd was: since when was he in this class?

I'm serious, really haven't seen him before in this class,
and its like already 1 mth 1 week le.
So I tot he was new,
and a really fresh face.
Coz there were only 3 caucasians in the class,
and they are all ladies.
He is definitely fresh.
Anyway, he started to call names on the teacher's behalf,
and this time, they have collected
the Std card from those going to present,
so its easier to call rather than looking at the attendance.
Coz my friend and I missed out 'so much'
during our toilet break,
so she quickly passed our cards to teacher.
So I got nervous,
coz I'm definitely going to present today.
'thought can push too nxt week if over-time'

Anyway, back to main point.
After the guy calls out the name,
and once the person is out in front presenting,
he will walk to the person's seat
and place the std card on the table.
he will PERSONALLY walk lor!!
Anyway, I started thinking,
so when I present,
he will come to my seat as well~!
Haha.. that got me excited for no reason.
So whenever ppl were going up to present,
I will watch him walk around.
Then my friend told me
the guy was CUTE.
I TOTALLY AGREE!!!

So he called my name,
( I forgot how he calls it!)
so i went up to present,
but i knew he was going to come up to my seat,
so I turned back and look,
and we made eye contact!
He gestured that my card was in his hands,
and it looked like he wanted to give me the card.
But for some apparent reason,
I turned, and walked to e front,
WITHOUT taking the card or whatsoever.
I kind of regretted once I was up there,
coz i feel so bad,
like acknowledging him and the card,
but i paid no attention.
Bad right?!

Then throughout the presentation ar,
I kept looking around the class to find focus points,
so my eyes wun wander around the 60++ ppl.
I found this other guy and his area as 1 focus point,
coz i know that guy will pay attention type.
Then my eyes naturally went all the way to the back row
and found the 'calling names' guy.
And guess what?!
He was looking at me also!!
Meaning I got his attention as well!
And hor, something wrong with my eyes,
i focused on him for quite awhile,
till my mind was blank I didn't know what's my nxt line.
So i looked away,
and got my sentences back,
then I kept focusing on those 2 guys.
The fact that both of them were paying attention to me
kind of scared me off,
so i turned to the teacher instead for the rest of my talk.
My eyes were shifting between the 2 spots lor!
Damn scary.
I didn't even pay attention to ppl sitting in front.

I felt my face burning the more I talked,
so I kept looking away,
coz i thought my face was BRIGHT RED.
But after the talk,
i asked my friend,
she said it wasn't red at all.
So I was quite surprised.
Coz my face ALWAYS burn when I talk
in front of big crowds.
Anyway thats not the point.

My point is, the guy.
Truthfully,
I don't think he is VERY good-looking or CUTE.
I've never seen him smile yet,
even when we had eye-contact just now.
Basically his face was quite expression-less.
But somehow,
you can tell his expression through his eyes.
He really has good eyes.haha!
His eyes have that innocent look in them,
and it sort of brings out his charm.
He is really that kind of 'guy next door',
with an innocent look and feel.
But its probably the eyes that made me
take alot of 2nd and 3rd looks at him.
Eye contact is really impt to me,
when you talk to me,
you have to look at me and nt elsewhere.
If not, it gives me the feeling that
you dun wan to talk to me.
And if I look elsewhere,
likewise too.

So for a guy to have good eyes,
and make loads of eye contacts,
I will give him my attention.
Not the flirty way,
but the sincerity way.
But of course there will be guys
whereby their eye contact is too strong
so i tend to look away from them.haha.

Anyway I'm able to blog about him here,
coz I know we will never know each other,
so he wun drop by here and see this post.
Anyway didn't get his name,
but from what i heard from the teacher,
she was like,
'Can you pronounce the name properly, "Andre".'
(front part may be different,
but the impt thing is the name at the back)
I dunno how to spell,
but think the french way of saying 'Andre'.
I very thick-skinned right?
Haha.. what to do~~!
Only eye candies can motivate me to come school!

END OF STORY!
haha.. lame right?!