Bdae Cakes?!

Bdae Cakes?!

Here are e pics for ytd and today~

First file:

- People involved: TR21

- Place: NP classroom 56-06-13

- Time: 17th Nov 3+pm

- Evidence: cake,transparency

Second file:

- People involved: RBK GANG

- Place: Cineleisure Cafe Cartel; PS GV; PS McDonalds

- Time: 17th Nov 6+pm - 12+am

- Evidence: cake, people photos, movie tix

Third file:

- People involved: Mummy & Daddy

- Place: Home

- Time: 18th Nov 12+pm

- Evidence: cake

Forth file:

- People involved: HH, WP, YF

- Place: Cine KBOX; Bugis Ajiteh

- Time: 18th Nov 2+pm - 9+pm

- Evidence: cake, present, food!!

Others:

- 18th Nov clothing

Happy Bdae to me~!

Happy Bdae to me~!

Yeah....
today is my bdae..haha..
So,
I wanna wish myself..
A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Haha...lame..
anyway, bdae wishes are so hard to make.
People ask u to make a wish..
you actually get mind-block
and dunno what to wish for..
amazing thing is,
Super Junior keeps popping into my head
for no reason..
twice already...haiz..

I will post some pics later...
coz will have more pics to take!!
I just want to take this opportunity
to thank all those who have celebrated my bdae
with me yesterday..

THATS RIGHT TR21!!
You people rox man~!
Thank you aLL for the cake and transparency!
very sorry that it smerged..
I wasn't able to take great care of it..
But still..thank you for everything!!
I'M so HAPPY that I'm part of the family.
hope we always stay together and
come out with a GREAT open house project ok?!
Let's ALL JIA YOU!!!
FIGHTING~~~!!

And secondly,
the RBK GANG!!
haha....actuallyRBK stands for Reebok
if you all don't know..
anyway, you guys are also great!
Really got me surprised when you all appear..
actually before that already got suspect
something wrong le...
but I tried to keep my suspicion low..
so everything will work out as planned!!
Heard you all wanted to 'book' me today..
super sorry!!
Hope you all enjoy urself with e movie and everything also.
the cake was fantastic too!!
So was the movie 'Casino Royale'
although a little bit 'sensored' haha.....

I know I have great friends..
that I can lean on when I'm down..
I LOVE YOU ALL~!!
MUACKS!!

My attire for ytd~

Sneak Peak of my room..haha....

Current things

Current things

Current wallpaper on my hp:

Current songS:

Big Bang (5 members) - Lalala http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MyBRRzD-izs

G-Dragon (person above): This Love http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sa6qRyliNPU

G-Dragon, T.O.P: We Belong Together http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DOcPbPWMOhs

Current Favourite:

Kwon Ji Yong (guy above aka G-Dragon)

Current Breakfast:

Carrot Cake

Current Feeling:

Bdae pls dun come!!

So Fast

So Fast

omfg.

Time passes so fast.

It's already my bdae tml.

How quick is that?

I use to look forward to my birthdays,

truthly looking more forward to girfts.

Haha...I very greedy hor?

But who doesn't?

U give me sweets I also happy.

Hint Hint.

Anyway,

what I want to say is,

I suddenly do not want my bdae to come at all.

Coz it's like,

gonna pass by so quickly just like any other day.

For other people is just any other ordinary saturday.

But of course for me it is different mah.

Haha...

Speaking of bdae,

reminds of what I have learnt in FnB.

Moments of Truth.

you will also get this moment of truth on ur bdae.

Like who are the people who actually cares for you.

But likewise I mention before.

It may not be accurate also.

Haha..so either way,

also cannot trust.

Haiz.

I suddenly want to be in Korea desperately.

I want to spend my bdae there.

Shopping like crazy.

Why?

Coz korean cothes are nice!!

Especially this season.

Autumn to Winter.

Everywhere you see,

people wear long sleeves,

or 2 layer clothing.

and I LOVE the jackets too~~

Hurry!!

Someone go Korea now and buy me clothes!!

Now I feel so stupid go to Korea when it's

Summer to Autumn.

You tell me wear what long sleeve?!

Haiz..stupid poly also.

so odd de academic yr.

Want to go Korea de winter also cannot.

Wanna die ar?!

Don't let me go!!

Faster close down bah!!

You better send me to Korea for attachment!!

Though I know it's impossible............

I'm like having alot of thoughts

before my bdae.

I wonder if I will have any after that?

I think will have.

Haha.

My prediction.

Birthday go away,

come again another year~

Random

Random

I want SJ to cook me seaweed soup!!

I want to go korea...

I want to make my birthday wish there...

I want SJ to be there with me...

I want to see them...

But guess what?!

It's 200% impossible.

I'm just cheating myself.

Just to make me feel better.

What are birthdays?!

What are birthdays?!

Seriously,

birthdays are just 'special' days where you were born into this world.

It sounds 'special' enough,

but they are just any other ordinary days of the year.

Having to go through the same days every yr,

why can't we jus celebrate once and for all?

No need to trouble people with birthday wishes and presents.

No need for thinking about where to go eat.

I'm beginning to lose faith in birthdays.

Koreans have their birthdays celebrated with seaweed soup in the morning.

What do we Singaporeans have?

Celebrities are made to keep their birthday parties a secret.

People want birthday parties where they can never have.

Birthday also comes with lots of problems.

You not only get 1 yr older,

you also get 1 more problem added on the list.

Yes, you may be given 3 wishes,

but do you actually get them before the next birthday?

If not, it will be like the same wishes every yr.

Birthdays can also be a day where friends come together.

But mind that,

some friends ONLY talk to you because its ur birthday.

After that day, you never get calls from them anymore.

Since you are the birthday girl,

people will automatically treat you differently.

You feel blessed and grateful.

But what?! Only for 1 day?

Maybe I'm asking too much.

But that is how some people act.

I'm gonna think that,

this year will be no different.

Maybe a little more quiet.

Whatever so, I should feel glad on that day.

Afterall its my birthday..

what to do when your brother decides to go for camp during the weekends?

What to do if you have to work on that day?

Every yr, the situation changes.

But one fact remains.

I'm having my shitty birthday this saturday.

Maybe I should just stay at home.

World of Idols

World of Idols

Well, I know its a bit late,

but I just realise,

I live in a world FULL of idols.

I mean those you see on tv?

Either MCing, dancing, singing etc.

Ok. I just came to realise that.

I think I'm beginning to drift further away from the REAL world.

Day by day,

I seem to be living in my OWN world.

To no surprise, world of IDOLS.

They seem to be in every part of my mind.

Even when I eat or do homework,

they seem to be there.

There to keep me at peace.

There to keep me occupied in something,

rather than thinking of unnecessary things.

The idea of me meeting my fav idol

keeps getting deeper and deeper day by day.

Am I losing contact with the REAL world?

I'm sick of the REAL world.

So much to face everyday.

Does a NORMAL teen go through all this everyday?

Thinking of problems,

and making them worse.

How I REALLY wish,

I was out of this world.

To somewhere,

somewhere where I can find comfort in.

No Worries, no sadness, no anger.

No Happiness, no joyness, no hope.

Just plain me,

and probably with my IDOLS?

HAHA.

I'm dreaming.

Everyone knows that can never happen.

Everybody wishes so.

But nobody was ever granted their wish.

Why?

Unfair right?

Kwon Ji Yong.

Another idol noted on my list of IDOLS.

All I can say is,

the list WILL go on.

There is no way I can stop myself from 'picking' up anymore.

I guess it is a way to numb my other thoughts.

People simply enter my life,

and then just leave without a trace.

They leave a HUGE hole in my heart,

but were never there to mend it.

How I wish I was in Korea.

Able to speak korean.

Not having to worry about friends.

Just there to do pure visitation.

If I have the money,

I would REALLY want to stay in Korea

as much as I can.

Not having to worry about getting a job for money,

not having to worry about accommodations.

Not having to worry about how the people will think about me,

coz they DON'T know you at all.

Stay all by myself,

visit places by myself,

shop and eat by myself.

Not having to worry about meeting Korean friends.

My problems will only start from there.

You think I should go into poetry?!