Saturday, March 18, 2006

Aftershow feelings..

Aftershow feelings..

I always have this after show feelings everytime after a movie, or a drama episode...
it's either I would cry when I think bout the sad parts..
or I would think if I were the girl inside the show, what would I do?

Haha...a bit weird right? Sometimes I would just stare blankly on my bed and just think...
If not somehow I wouldn't be able to sleep...
It also happens when I watch horror movies...
thats why I hate watching them....
I would just stay up and think...
even if I feel sleepy...once I close my eyes...
the scenes start getting back at me...haiz.....
let's not talk bout it anymore...

for example today!!
after watching Chinese Paladin...
heez...today was a funny episode...
I can tell you you will hardly see all six of them together after this reunion...
that is if you have watched today's episode...
I think today's episode will be the final happy one...
after this will all come the sad ones.....
So I do have a lot more feelings for this episode....
The background music also blends in nicely..
heez...I feel like some critic.....writing on the show....haiz...

I'm getting more and more emotional....
don't know if I can control it or not....

Is it really better to understand each other than to love each other?
Wouldn't it be more difficult to change?
Wouldn't you feel unbarable to leave each other?
Just because both of you don't belong in the same world?
Can't love overpower everything else?
What is there to keep away if you truely love each other?

Questions floating in my mind..waiting for answers....

Monday, March 06, 2006

updates!!

updates!!

Woah...haven't been updating for bout 3 weeks le...since the study break commended..haha...but I back now!!
I'll try to update as much as I can for the past 3 weeks or so...
anyway, first of all, exams are all over man~!! WOOT~~!!
HAHA......good ridance...!!

next, I've got new shows on hand now!! Heez...both are from taiwan...both equally interesting in their own way..
the first up is Magician of Love..or "Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi"...
by: 183 club except Yan Xin Shu, Sweety-Qiao Qiao, 7F-Xiao Jie.....
website: http://www.settv.com.tw/metro/m099/

Second one is Bumper of Lover or "Ai Sha 17" (direct translation: Love kill 17)
by: Zhang Shao Han (3 characters), and a lot of unknown people...(new ones I guess)
website: http://www.gtv.com.tw/Program/S051420060211P/

Magician of Love (MoL) is about hair dressing and styling..and of course its a love story..
go check the website to find out more...think is pretty interesting...

Whereas for Ai Sha 17, erm...how to explain?
It's a love story also...but it's quite dark....
in the sense that people do die in this story...
more on revenge and dark side of things...
very hard to explain...you see the website you will striaght away know that it is quite mysterious and very dark....
haiz...and I actually didn't dare to watch it after the first episode..cause I know someone is going to die in that episode..
another thing is that the younger brother also very poor thing..always kana bully and nobody ever believes him..just because his brother is someone gangster-like...everyone thought they were the same...but they were never...his brother didn't want to become like that either...
they had no choice....no choice til the younger brother chose to commit suicide...

Seriously, everything in this show is very "black"...like a thriller....haiz...I hope it gets better...cause I really can't stand those people not believing in the younger brother...that's another reason I didn't dare to see the second episode....

well, but I just did...haiz...anyway just go check out the webby also..

Next thing is that Gung is ending soon..with another 4 more episodes (2 weeks)...it gets more and more exciting as I watched on...I heard it gets quite sad...heez..I haven't watched the 16th epi cause I didn't want to watch finish so quickly then have to wait for at least 6 days for the next episode to come....the wait can kill I tell you....

Also started to watch another show...A Sad Love Story...
you hear the name you will guess that it will literally be a sad love story...
and I cried through the first 2 episodes...
haiz...I very weak right? always cry de..
if you have seen through my whole blog entries, you will know that I've cried through all the shows I've watched....
heez.....
and you guessed it right too..this is another korean show...
from SCV ch 55 de...heez...
I missed the first 30 mins watching Ch U's Chinese Paladin on saturdays...
but still damn sad lar....haiz...

Hmmm....let me see anything else to add....oh ya!! my mum is making a new blanket for me!!
Heez...it's actually taken down from my grandma's works...
she is amazing lor...at the age of 85+ and she is still able to sew pieces of a blanket, then send it over to my mum to join them up...den send them to my little cousins...hahahz...
it's like you buy all dif colour and dif patterns of cloth den you cut them up, then you piece them together to get a square..piece as many, from the centre all e way outwards to get a square..
den join them together with other joint pieces..to get a huge blanket...
"Don't understand nvm..come my house see you will know le...heezz..."
I even have a huge "JR" made out of the squares in the middle of my blanket..hahhaz....
it's damn cool...I think I'm gonna love it very much!! Heez...
THANX MUMMY!!!

oh ya...My bro has been eating up all the Bird's Nest available every night...hahaz...it has become his rountine now...but not going to tell you why he started it...heez....it's a little secret in our house..hahhaz...

what else to say?! HHmmmm....heez..a lot hor...think I stop here...if not you all see le sure cross-eye de...heez...I already know I very long-winded...kkz.......