Got off from wrong side of bed

Got off from wrong side of bed

Today was 1 of those days when everything goes wrong.

Set my alarm at 7am,

woke up to switch it off,

and as usual went back to sleep.

The thing is,

I actually have the time to have nightmareS

during the next 40mins til I finally woke up.

Stupid lizard sound made me shut my window last night,

so I decided to on air-con.

Til it started to rain around 3.40am heavily,

either mum or dad came in to off my air con.

Still can't believe can have dreams about

LIZARDS AGAIN during the 40 mins.

And I was like finish this nightmare,

woke up to find that time only past about 10 mins.

Then go back to sleep again.

Then have another nightmare.

The last one was...horrible.

Dreamt that somehow out of nowhere,

got this small 'snake' but I called it a lizard in my dreams.

Didn't know how I managed to catch it

with my BARE HANDS.

Is like, the next second its in my hands.

I had to hold it around its head,

and the other around its tail part.

Still remember its tail like gone le.

Then I even go hit his head against anything hard

to make it die, or at least stop struggling.

But like no use,

it kept struggling.

I brought it downstairs to let my mum see,

and surprisingly, my mum wasn't shock to see it.

Then I started to panic.

Coz it was then that I realise I was holding

onto something slimy and disgusting.

My mum mentioned spraying it with water.

So I threw it into the kitchen toilet.

Then it started to hop out of the toilet,

abit like launching attack onto me.

Then I FINALLY woke up.

Realise its already 7.40am,

I got out of my bed,

but couldn't get a firm footing.

Abit like drunken,

I walked slowly, and banged my way to the toilet.

Was really banging into any wall

along the way.

Also woke up to find my right eye itchy & slightly red.

And I remember my left eye being itchy the night before.

The huge huge thing came.

Wanted to be for once early for lecture,

so left early for the bus.

Realise, my iPod died on me.

Is really literally, dead.

No logo, no screen.

Tried resetting, charging, playing,

but nothing comes out from the screen.

I refused to leave til I find out what happened to it,

so I missed the 9am lecture.

Amazing how I look upon my iPod so much.

At one point really felt like crying.

Nothing has been good since I woke up.

No music to listen to when going to school,

none for coming back either.

I SERIOUSLY can't live without music.

I get headaches on buses easily,

its the music that helps me keep my mind off that.

I seldom talk on buses too,

coz that will also cause me headaches.

The best is to sit still,

and listen to my mp3 player.

My iPod is coming to its 2 years le.

Therefore, I see a need to change!

haha...oopx...see how the repair goes bah.

But I got a feeling need get a new one.

And I already have in mind what to get le!

Lucky tml is holiday.

Can quickly go send for repair or get new one.

Of course with my dad.

Anything happens, he can help pay.haha.

But abit can't let go of my iPod mini.

It's blue somemore.

My Fav colour.

But I hate you for letting me down too.

Parcel parcel~~

Parcel parcel~~

WEEEEE~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!

The parcel has finally arrived.

& was way before schedule!

so proud of our world's delivery staff.

The long awaited parcel from China arrived

this morning, around 10+am.

Luckily my classes start at 1pm,

so I had the time to open up and sort.

Total got mine, hh & yf de stuff.

And mind you,

it's about 13+kg!

And NOT cheap too.

When the box arrived,

it was covered with scotchtape at all ends.

Didn't know where to start also.

Open up le,

inside got more scotchtaping.

All over the goods.

WP must have used up 1 whole

role of scotchtape just for this package.

LOADS of stuff inside,

(could tell from the weight of it)

Mainly magazines and the

infamous Fahrenheit biscuits.

Yup. Fei Lun Hai biscuits.

They formed more than half of the load.

Dividing the stuff wasn't too difficult.

Wp had it all written down

neatly? and simple.

She even written 1 note each for the 3 of us.

So touching of her to

buy so much stuff for us

at the same time as she is studying.

I won't be surprised when she comes back,

there will be a few more extra boxes.haha.

here are some pics of the parcel I took.

and here are 2 random pictures.haha.

1st one self-explained unless you don't know me.

2nd one, the light thingy we got at Sentosa

+ some effects of the camera I tuned to.

Nice right? haha.

I miss you too~
Will be waiting for the day you come back!
And thanks for everything!

Thoughts of you

Thoughts of you

Been thinking about you recently,

thought I saw you in sch,

but it was just the backview.

Suddenly thinking,

I suppose you graduate already.

Been wondering,

which sch are you at now?

You seemd to have appeared out of nowhere.

Becoz I dun remember seeing you

back when I was in Whitley.

You only 'appeared' when I

was about to graduate.

Not surprising at all,

considering your HUGE change

from your different years class photos.

Somehow you brought me much joy

everyday in school.

Just by being able to see you,

makes my day complete.

Even managed to get your friendster somehow.

I remember how I plucked up

my courage just to add you as friend.

Until just now,

I couldn't find your friendster account anymore.

It seems to have jus disappeared.

Just like how you disappeared

in my thoughts after I graduated.

When I suddenly turn my head over,

I thought I saw someone familar.

But all I could see was his backview.

For some reason,

I thought of you.

Amazing how a person can disappear

in one's thoughts,

and appear again 2 years later.

I can't help it but to wonder,

afterall you brought me much joy

in my wss days.

How have you been?

What school are you in now?

Is the backview I saw really you?

Or maybe...

I'm just thinking too much.

Shit.

After looking through my friendster account,

I realise, some of my friends have changed ALOT.

Most of them seem to be attached.

They have also grown to be more mature.

So many changes,

yet I'm not able to witness some of it.

Seeing how some grew prettier,

and some grew more and more good looking,

I felt so inferior.

I REALLY missed secondary school life.

It's so much more simple and innocent.

Taking a Break

Taking a Break

It's good to take a break once in awhile.

Especially for celebrities.

They are humans too you know.

SM Entertainment just announced

that Super Junior will take a break

from ALL their schedules for the moment.

After all the bad stuff that happened,

it really was time for them to take a break.

I personally think that

the other members won't be able to

carry on with their schedules

knowing some of their members are hurt.

It really is about time they took a BREAK.

Was really glad when they announced the news.

All their schedulling has really

brought them all the EMO stuff.

They seem to get weaker and weaker through the days.

Starting to wonder,

whether this accident was afterall

a blessing in disguise.

Seeing how Tablo of EPIK HIGH

was willing to take on his radio show

for another 1 week really touched me.

His radio show was suppose to be taken over by Kangin,

but due to all the stuff,

he decided to stand back in to help.

So touched~Tablo rocks!

Hearing how Kangin felt like crying whenever

he saw stuff about Kyuhyun

really hurts me.

Hearing how he cried upon hearing

K.R.Y's song (kyuhyun.ryeowook.yesung)

also hurts.

He really cares about his members.

The other members really care alot

for each other.

Those who got into the accident

called the other members

to tell them they are ok.

Except Kyuhyun.

He couldn't even talk.

BUT, I'm glad he is getting better now.

SJ will get their good luck soon.

After all the bad stuff that happened,

it's time for some good stuff to happen!

So guys, JIA YOU~!

On a lighter note,

This song is sung by McFLY.

Used to be my favourite band

because I LOVE their songs.

They still are one of my favourites now.

Still as cute, funny, talented as ever.

They really CAN sing.

Oopx. Forgot the title.

"All About You"

Actually you ppl might have seen before,

I posted a utube link

regarding BBT Xiaoyu & Xiaojie

singing this song.

That was how I 'refound' this song.

So Cool~~!

Now currently more into another
of their song, called
"Transylvania"
It has Dougie as the lead singer!
He doesn't get lead UNLESS
Tom and Danny are not around.
(Harry is on drums, but don't
know if he can sing or not.haha.)
Anywayz, he was my fav member.
And his voice.Is different.
Dunno how to explain also.

Their MV is weird, (like before),

but interesting song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=64znCCsfgTA

Kyuhyun ah, continue to get better ok?

I want to see your smile soon!

Get Well Soon!

Get Well Soon!

The worst of all bad news had to come.

I thought it was already the end

to SuJu bad news.

And this had to come this very morning.

Was going through soompi forum as usual,

coz got nothing to do also.

Then I saw that there were 30+pgs that were new.

I got a HUGE shock.

How did a forum that reflects SJ's news

suddenly get so high

when SJ are actually keeping low for the moment?!

I had a bad feeling about this,

but I chose to read on.

The very next page,

I saw the bad news.

I totally freaked out.

Tears were already gathering in my eyes.

I only managed to mouth out

'Oh My God!' for the next few minutes.

SJ members Eeteuk, Eunhyuk, Shindong, Kyuhyun

got into an accident around 12.10am this morning

after their live recording at teuki n hyuk's radio.

Their 2 other managers were hurt too.

Apparently, Shindong and Eunhyuk were ok,

suffering minor cuts and injuries.

But they were able to walk.

Eeteuk was lying on the floor,

heard he was bleeding on the forehead,

but he couldn't exactly walk.

The worst part was seeing Shingdong sitting

beside teuki who was lying on the road.

SD was crying throughout the whole ordeal.

Kyuhyun got hit the worst.

He had to be sent to the emergency room

to do scanning.

They found out he had broken ribs,

and some said he MIGHT have difficulty in breathing.

I want to keep it as a MAYBE,

unless I get the true news about his injuries.

Their luck really is down for this week.

What is going on man?!

PLEASE ppl PLEASE pray hard for them,

especially KYUHYUN.

Hopefully he can recover soon,

and may he not suffer any aftermath injuries.

PLEASE be ok!

EMO-ing

EMO-ing

drats.

Ppl are getting more and more emo as I blog.

Making me feel equally emo.

I really feel very bad now.

Getting so involved in BBT

has really let me neglect SuJu.

So MANY things happened during the past few days,

and I didn't know what to say.

Heechul's closing down of his blog,

Donghae incident at the airport,

Eunhyuk incident on the radio,

Eeteuk feeling all EMO on his blog,

Kangin not on his Chunji Radio anymore.

Their fans actually created lots of comotion

outside SJ's home.

I can't imagine all those happened

in the past few days!!

Not to forget Eeteuk even open an 'anti room' in his blog.

I can't believe I actually missed those news.

Reading those posts ytd night and this morning

really will dampen my mood for today.

The worst thing was reading the aftermath.

Heechul got many anti's msg on his blog,

1 even say 'he should have died on

his previous accident'

When I read that, I was shocked.

Kangin was at his own radio

for almost 2 years le.

Abit sad that he had to leave it.

Donghae incident at the airport,

he also apologized later about it.

I don't think it's his fault though.

Eunhyuk said something he wasn't suppose to

on his radio with Eeteuk,

and it sort of pulled DBSK Xiah Junsu in as well.

The next day he apologized countless times

on his radio show.

Xiah also came out and apologised their mistakes

in the past.

It hurts to see these ppl actually apologising.

The worst was their fans.

Some fans waited for them outside their house,

which caused lots of inconvenience for their neighbours.

Some fans actually drinks and smokes,

litters and create alot of noise etc.

And SuJu HAD to apologise on their behalf.

What shit is that?!

Now ppl are blaming Eeteuk, as the leader,

for not controlling them.

All they can do is to apologise.

He is even writing EMO stuff on his blog,

making all their fans feel so sad.

He even open an 'anti room'

specially for those anti-SuJu ppl.

He is trying to keep them into 1 place.

I guess he feels as worst as the other members.

Recent BIG news,

was the V.Tech shooting.

The even bigger news was that the gunsman was a S.Korean.

I was really shocked when I heard that.

Is like, so much things are happening

that is related to Korea.

I wonder how SJ will feel when they read this news.

We all have lots of regrets in life,

but we can't do much about it.

What we can do is live each day to the fullest

and don't live with the regrets.

I'd also like to pray for BBT Terry's dad,

he is in his last stage of cancer,

leaving any moment I heard.

Hope Terry could keep fighting on,

and don't grieve too much about it.

Your fans are all rooting for you.

JIA YOU!

SUPER JUNIOR FIGHTING~!

End of Holidays

End of Holidays

End of holidays spells

the start of School.

Why does holiday always end

when you are about to enjoy it?!

Irritating!

I'm already in my third year

and I have NO CLUE what

I'm going to do after I graduate.

Always tell myself to start thinking about it,

but nothing comes out of it.

The start of school just tells me,

I need to study for another semester.

That includes having Exams.

Dreads.

Ytd went to Sentosa to celebrate yf's bdae.

Though her bdae is not here til 17th,

we had an early celebration.

There was 1 person missing though.

wp.we were always a group of 4

when coming to celebrating our bdaes.

This time it's going to be so different.

A bit off without her.haha.

But it's a good thing yf enjoyed herself.

Songs of the Sea rocks~!

Definitely worth the $6 for the 20mins+ show.

We should all see it again when wp comes back!!

Will I have time for bbt & SJ

now that I'm in my 3rd year coming?

Life without celebrities

Life without celebrities

ever thought about life without celebrities?

It's quite hard to imagine though.

realised quite long never blog le,

but didn't know I will blog on

another sad and disappointing stuff.

Today is supposed to be Jewel Boy

Super Junior's Eun Hyuk 22nd birthday.

It is meant to be a happy day for me,

but somehow, something else

happened that had to irritate me today.

Recently have been really in to BBT,

kind of let me to neglect SJ a little.

Watching their show everyday

became part of my holiday life.

I even ventured into their blogs late last night,

neglecting mine and my friends' blog altogether.

I only managed to sleep only about 2am.

And of course woke up this morning

to catch the repeat telecast of a show

that happened to have them on.

Then my itchy fingers had to search through

their forum to see their latest posts.

Came across this piece of news,

went to look at it,

and got a huge shock.

Now I'm wondering if I should still

support him after the news.

Celebs are also humans, that I know.

But since they are called 'Celebs',

shouldn't they maintain a special image set for them?

Maybe us fans see them as an 'angel',

everything they do is 'pure' and right.

But we can't really control what they do

'behind the scenes' right?

But since they know they hold that special

position in our hearts,

shouldn't they try to appreciate it,

and not fail that image?

Or maybe us fans are holding them too highly,

that gives them stress.

I understand stress can drive ppl

into smoking,

and I don't wanna stop them

if that's how they destress.

But it is still abit hurting the fans,

especially when you are suppose to

be representing a good image,

but had to destroy it by smoking,

and get caught.

However,

imagine our world without Celebs.

It would be totally different.

We won't have such things like

radio, TV, even music to listen to.

We won't have newspapers, magazines,

or pictures of celebrities on the net.

Even if we had the internet,

life would still be boring,

without things to surf about.

No nice designer clothes,

no nice bag, no nice shoes.

No movies to watch,

no need for mp3 players.

Our handphone would probably suck alot

without those functions too.

Sales of food becomes low,

(no celebs to publicise products,

no machines of sort to publicise it)

NO Hollywood or Bollywood.

Our life would be so miserable without them,

don't you agree?

I guess each individual takes this news differently.

Some ppl see it lightly,

but some like me,

take it too seriously.

我很希望你能反省一下

你所犯的错误.

我不希望你再犯这个错.

虽然当我发现你有抽烟,

我真的很伤心,

但是我愿意把你的好,

盖过这个缺点.

没想到你却在室外抽烟!

我看了这个新闻以后,

真的不知道该怎么做.

或者我该说这很符合你的性格,

我真的不应该难过的?

之前也知道了SJ里面也有人抽过烟,

我也很乐意的说: "那是以前的事,

现在他们也不抽了."

但是你这次被逮到,

我也不知道该不该继续支持你.

Tell me what to do?