It's Official

It's Official

People!

Breaking news!!

I'm official a fan of...

ARSENAL FOOTBALL CLUB!

Can you believe it?!

I'm so SUCKED into football right now,

that I finally admit I'm

in LOVE with ARSENAL.

I don't know if it has anything to do

with the fact that it's a GUYS game.

(where girls see the player instead of the ball)

But nevertheless, I still love them~!

I have SOOOO much to talk about Arsenal,

that I don't know where to start.

My friends may have noticed

I doodle alot on my notes,

and when they asked what I was writing,

I told them 'its nothing.'

Obviously its not nothing,

but I just want to save myself from explaining.

I won't touch on what EXACTLY I was doodling,

but all I can say is...

I'm TOTALLY hooked onto them.

I watch EVERY single of their match,

even waking up middle of night to do so.

I've even watched their match till 2+am,

when I have to wake up next morning for classes.

I have gone to their official website

EVERYDAY at least once without fail,

even got the chance to WAP on my HP,

which I've never done before.

I'm ALWAYS updated by their news,

when they loose games,

I feel like weaping and will blame the other team.

When they win,

I jumped out from the couch and celebrate.

When my favourite players score,

I go bubbly and feel like I'm on cloud 9.

When my favourite player got injured,

I was depressed for a few days.

Not just Arsenal,

but the whole EPL (English Premier League)

has got me over my seat everytime.

Even when I'm rushing for reports,

I will STILL do it in front of the TV

with whatever match that was going on.

Doesn't have to be Arsenal playing,

so long as there was a LIVE match going on.

Somehow, there is an element of motivation

admist all the football action.

Haha. I sound weird,

but I kind of think watching football

is really very fun!

Especially when you see someone you know play,

you will be more sucked into the whole game.

I get sucked so badly,

that I will react in how fanatic fans would.

You will constantly hear me say,

'Get the ball out!!'

or 'Shit you!!' etc.

You will only get what I'm saying

if you were watching the match as well.

It's a wonder how I can still comment

and work on my report at the same time.

Oh, and before I forget,

one of the songs in the playlist,

CANDY PAINT

I got to know this song in courtesy of

CARLOS VELA (shirt 12) of Arsenal.

I was searching through youtube

for Arsenal goals scored by each of the players,

and came across his video done by someone.

The background song used for the video was CANDY PAINT.

You hear the song le,

you will know the impact it does to watching his goals.

My hair really stood throughout lor!

Guys you all really should see his goals.

He is only 19 and already scored hat-tricks twice

(3 goals in 1 game).

He is fast, witty, and has high accuracy.

My favourite player,

no surprise if you saw my nick on msn:

FRANCESC FABREGAS

Shirt no: 04

Age: 21

Captain of Arsenal since mid-November '08.

What more can I say about him?

He has won countless personal awards himself.

He is young, fast, strong in every aspect.

Tackle, passing, free kicks, corner kicks,

you name it, he got them all!

Arsenal really can't do without him,

and yet he got injured recently.

He won't be playing for 4 months!

That's how I got my momentarily depression.

I didn't had the mood to listen in class the next day.

I was watching the full match

and having to watch him wobble out of the pitch

after half-time really hurt.

I hoped so much that he would return 2nd-half,

but in the end he never appeared.

Then I knew its going to be bad.

Arsenal is famous for its 'Young Guns'

(Arsenal is aka 'Gunners',

like how Manchester United is 'Red Devils')

Their players (first-team) can have average age of 19,

where other clubs are around 25+.

It shows these 'Young Guns' have talent,

but then again lack experience.

But I believe they can do well,

being young is definitely an advantage.

I will gladly list down all the first-team players here,

but then this post will bore quite alot of ppl.

I've been scribbling their names all over my notes,

and I don't think I will stop anytime soon.

I can memorise more than half of the players AND their NO.

(I've got a thing for numbers,

when I see numbers,

I tend to want to remember them.

Dates as well,

especially BIRTHDATES.

That's why my HP is FULL of people's birthdates.

Ranging from friends to celebrities,

now of course to sports ppl also.)

I made it a point to understand how each

of the Arsenal players play through Youtube.

It's quite fun watching all the goals,

coz Youtube ppl are kind to plot everything into 1 video,

making watching them alot easier.

It's 1 of those days that I will

love Youtube as long as can be.

Think better stop here.haha.

Too bad this weekend no EPL,

but got FA Cup de matches.

Don't know TV will show or not.

HOPEFULLY!!

And I hope I see Cesc play soon,

I'm missing all the action and threats

he pose to the other team in play.

Get well soon, CESC!

Oh ya.. forgot!

HAPPY LAST DAY 2008~!

Let's give a warm welcome to 2009

and possibly all its happiness to all~!

I hope 2009 will be a good year for me,

in ALL aspects.haha.!

I hope 2009 be great to Arsenal and all its players~!

Haven't thought about my new year resolution,

I probably won't post them here also.

Put them in my mind can le.haha.

Anyway, once again

HAPPY NEW YEAR to all~

BYE BYE 2008.

Start all over?!

Start all over?!

Hmm... looks like it starts all over

EVERY SINGLE DAY.

Not that I'm blaming on anyone,

(actually blaming myself only.)

I find myself once again,

out of bound of my OWN room.

(Irony huh?)

Once again, I can't find a room

that will accomodate me and my privacy.

No point fighting with my Bro over his own room,

no point staying in my parent's room

when clearly it's nt private at all,

Dining room (where I used to place my laptop)

is also out of bound of all electronics, except food.

The Famliy lounge is basically not a conducive place

to use a laptop either. (no table and definitely privacy)

All I have that has proper air ventilation is the Living room.

Yup, I'm going to be stuck here

doing reports, projects, surfing the net etc..

ALL on the COLD HARD FLOOR.

I don't know if I got to this on my own,

but I'm sure, Nth seems to fit in well now.

I have to put up in my brother's room

for the next 1 month?!

And just let u know,

my brothers room is twice smaller than mine,

in terms of WALKING space.

And add my mattress on the floor?!

That makes only a few steps possible.

My room is CLEARLY better for 2 person,

but somehow I'm stuck in his room.

Oh ya, forgot to add.

My grandpa has come to stay at our house,

so out of respect etc,

he is going to put up in my room.

No problem with that,

I'm absolutely fine with it.

But just to think that,

I won't have the privacy I can go to,

like if I'm deep in thoughts,

I will close myself in my room and think.

Now I can't..

RIGHT NOW?

My bro is in his room,

my mum is in her room,

my dad is in the family lounge using computer,

I'm stuck in the living room with grandpa and aunty

and they are watching TV (China Ch)

And you ppl will know how VERY MUCH I 'HATE' C***A stuff.

Doesn't make anything better

when the volume is extra high at the moment.

Anyway, as I said,

got nothing to blame it on except myself.

I don't seem to be able to adapt well.

I thought I could.

But everytime I need to get clothes in my bro's closet,

(I had to make up space for my clothes in his closet,

and clearly his closet was quite FULL already)

I can only manage 1 tiny corner,

and EVERYTIME I had to dig for my clothes.

(and I mean tip-toe and DIG.)

Just the thought of it makes everything so PATHETIC.

I feel VERY PATHETIC.

I hate it when ppl have to question me on

something that has ALREADY happen.

What do you want me to do?!

Go back in time and undo everything?!

All the questioning just make me sick,

I just found a solution to it.

JUST SMILE and 'pretend' you agree.

What the FUCK do you want me to say?!

'Aiya I wished I had done it also',

'I feel like an idiot' etc.

FUCK it all.

Doesn't make anything better that

I'm listening to a rather sad song now.

But the song is GREAT!

Got it while watching a German drama

about gay love and couple.

I find it fascinating in fact,

AND PLEASE!

don't ever ask me why I watched it.

Kind of fed up with explaining.

Btw, interested in watching forbidden love,

but sick of watching the normal opposite sex love,

do check out the gay couples.

As The World Turns (American Soap Opera):

Luke and Noah.

Verbotene Liebe (German Soap Opera,

German for 'Forbidden Love':

Christian and Oliver.

(and yup, they speak German,

but youtube got english subbed version)

Both the 2 come from soap operas,

which normally spans for over 10 years type.

but people in love with these 2 couples

have took the liberty to specially cut out

ONLY their parts n post on utube.

Their scenes span more than 1 year on TV,

but you could see it on utube in 1 - 2 days.

(That's how soap operas work,

you sometimes get only a few mintues

in a whole week of airing.)

And, ya, German guys look SOOO much better.

They somehow cheered me up

for the last couple of days.

I like watching those heart-wrenching love stories,

like forbidden love,

and how they fight the right to love each other,

DESPITE what others say behind their back.

You know what?

I'm starting to show respect to those same sex couple.

So long as they are happy with each other?

Why talk about them?

You won't know, someday you will be 1 of them!

Movie week?!

Movie week?!

I know its been TOOOOO long since i last blogged.

Have been really busy like right now,

but i still managed to spend time

watching some old movies.

WTH right?!

Suppose to do HW, and here i am,

blogging after watching some movies.

But i really want you ppl SOOOO badly

to go watch these movies I just watched.

First of all,

JUNO.

familar, ya i know.

But coz i nvr go see in the theatres,

suddenly got the urge to watch it online,

so I searched and watched.

Dunno how I got the urge suddenly also.

Anyway, in brief,

Juno got pregnant by her BFF Paul,

where they both tot is a casual fling.

The thing bout this movie that excits me the most,

is the chemistry between Juno & Paul.

They both started as Best friends,

and was still in denial of their feelings

till the very last part of the movie,

and of course they got together in e end.

They are both 16,

so they have that element of 'innocence'

attached to them.

everything is so naive and very sweet.

The thing bout them is that,

though they are 16,

they are ALOT more mature than most couples.

Little gestures will signify how much they love each other.

Especially when she gave birth and lying on the bed,

he came in and comfort her.

They don't have to say anything,

and I know what the guy is trying to tell her.

Just that whole silent scene brings

a lot of emotions to me.

Love should be that simple,

sometimes when you go too fast,

you miss out all these things.

Always stop to take a breath,

and look back at the memories.

Love is suppose to be sweet and 'innocent'

but things always make it so complicated.

I finally know why women always say

the courtship part is the best part of a relationship.

After that, things get complicated,

you get married etc,

sometimes you will nvr get back that courtship feeling.

The first time your heart skipped a few beats

when you see him,

the first kiss you both share etc.

You will want to always remember that,

no matter in which part of your relationship.

The other movie that I just saw was

THE BLUE LAGOON.

It's a 1980 movie, very very long ago.

I wasn't even born yet.

Anyway I got to know this movie

THANKS to Starhub,

(they trying to get viewers to buy the movie to watch,

so keep having that commercial,

the more i say, the more i want to watch it.)

Anyway its also another innocent sweet love story.

I don't want to give out too much, so in brief,

Richard and Emmeline are both non-related,

but they grow up together with Richard's father.

(some say they are cousins, some say they are non-related,

coz Emme's parents died already)

They were on a ship traveling with Richard's father

when the ship cap-sized and Emme, Richard,

and Paddy (ship crew) were stranded away from the rest.

They end up on an island,

and had to try to survive on their own.

(note: both the 2 are about 7 0r 8 yrs old,

Paddy was pretty old)

Time past and Paddy died unexpectedly,

leaving both Emme and Richard on their own.

(They were both still 7 or 8 yrs old)

They had to learn whatever Paddy tot them,

and soon they survived well,

and grew up.

Since they were kids b4 they got stranded,

so they know NOTHING about adult stuff,

including their growing body,

and raging hormones issues. (haha.)

Anyway, they start questioning ALMOST everything,

from why they grow 'out of shape'

or why the girl will suddenly 'bleed',

or why they have heart racing issues.

All sorts you can tink of during puberty,

we got the previlage to learn bout them,

but they both don't.

Although all these issues,

they still think like 7, 8 yr old kids.

The way they speak and stuff.

They basically spend so much time together,

becoz they only got each other on the island.

Therefore, when their hormones start adding,

they suddenly have that heart-beating feeling

when they saw each other.

They always kiss when they were small,

like siblings showing affection.

But this time the kiss was different,

they felt something,

and thus one kiss lead to another,

and so on...........

Don't want to tell you all too much,

or will spoil e fun.

Anyway, its another sweet and innocent love,

that courtship stage.

You start getting butterflies in your tummy,

you cant help but to keep staring at the other person.

Even if you dun say anything,

the feeling can be expressed through the eyes.

Love is so much innocent when you are 15 or 16,

and have nothing much to worry about.

The other movie I watched has got nth to do with love.

The Forbidden Kingdom.

Movie by Jet Li, Jackie Chan AND *drum roll*

MICHAEL ANGARANO

He is the MAN!!

I watched the show becoz of him.

Wanna know why?

Not only is he the lead guy in SKY HIGH,

(I totally love that movie,

all the superhero and high school theme thing)

HE is also the boyfriend of *another drum roll*

KRISTEN STEWART.

Okay, not familar?

She is non other than Bella, from Twilight.

Know the movie Twilight,

Bella is the lead actress, the human gal.

I didn't know she was attached,

till i searched wikipedia about Twilight characters.

I've been following Twilight since last month,

and I even knew who were the other characters already.

Just waiting for December 18th to come~~

Wanted to know more about Kristen's BF,

so I went to his wiki page also.

After I found out it was that Sky High guy,

I went 'OMG OMG OMG OMG!'

he is someone i watched before and actually knew and like!!

So cooooool lar~~

As much as i love Robert Pattinson

and his and Bella's chemistry in the movie,

Michael and Bella are a SWEEEET couple!!

They started out as best friends

after they worked together on a film 'Speak' in 2004.

They were casted to have a little chemistry among them,

but nothing happened i think.

Since then, they became best friends,

and officially got together in Jan 2007.

(Think thats earlier than Zac and Vanessa)

So they've been together for coming 2 years,

and still strong!!!

Go check out their pictures man,

they look so sweet beside each other~~~

Michael was a kid actor,

now he grew up to be more manly.

He is 1987, and she is 1990.

Now other than Zanessa,

my other favourite couple is Michael and Kristen~

hope they stay together long long~~

btw, if you wan watch any of the movie i mentioned,

feel free to ask me about the links etc.

Take care~~!

Quicky~

Quicky~

quick update!

currently eating a mango cake

which I licked from my bro's plate.

HAHA... oopx!!

tml last day of this semester,

which also means the start of exam period.

Pretty much slacked my way through since last night

when I finally finished the last report on my list.

I basically lied wherever i found sofa

and watched TV till there wasn't anything nice showing.

I'm planning to start studying next week,

like spend 3 days for each subject.

you know wat?

I'm actually waiting for a show to start at 5pm,

then too bored till I forced to update my blog,

with of course a short post,

I can't possibly write a 5-pg post in 10mins right?

Or can I?!

Jonas Brothers really damn cute lor!

That day i see MTV news ar,

Posh Beckham want her 3 sons to form

a BOY BAND to rival Jonas Brothers.

I was like, "Are you kidding me?!"

Not only are they tooooooo young to form a group,

JBros are tooooooo good le.

How to fight leh?!

But this kind of news appear once in a while

also quite fun to look.

If not everyday so boring, right?

Rihanna's Disturba damn catchy lor.

I kept repeating the song for 1 day,

and its stuck in my head le.

JBros de songs also not that catchy.

Hmm... 4 more mins.. what to write?!

Life is boring.

MY life is monotonous.

Think got more downs than ups.

I'm starting to think,

what if when I'm 30

and still single?!

I'm trying hard not to compare with others,

but somethings, you need references right?

I see BBT every night ar,

most of the didis already have a few GFs

and they are what? only 17!!

I'm turning 20,

and kind of missing something.

I have a few friends who seem to have the same prob too.

You know what?

MOST of my friends have NOT had

their first relationship.

COOL right?!

Ok... times up!!

Time to watch TV!!

cya ppl!!

The Man Who Can't Be Moved

The Man Who Can't Be Moved

New song I got,

sung by THE SCRIPT.

They are Irish, from Ireland of course.

I love this song when I heard it on

MTV Asia Awards LIVE.

The guy really did it DAMN well,

I heard the song before this,

but didn't really took a liking to it.

But when I hear him sing,

I immediately went to look for the song.

I TOTALLY LOVE the lyrics too.

THE MAN WHO CAN'T BE MOVED

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,

Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move.

Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,

Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am.

Some try to hand me money they don't understand,

I'm not... broke I'm just a broken hearted man.

I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,

How can I move on when I've been in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,

Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,

And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,

I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,

Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,

If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,

Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,

And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.

I'm not moving... I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy

Whos waiting on a girl...

There are no holes in his shoes

But a big hole in his world...

Maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,

And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,

And you'll come running to the corner...

Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved

I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,

Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,

And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.

I'm not moving... I'm not moving.

Sweet right?!

If you want it, let me know~

Bad Day?

Bad Day?

The bad day continued today as well,

so should be bad dayS.

Im currently being kicked out by my bro & his friends,

first they say they were going to STUDY.

Right, like it will work at my house.

Not even 1 hr through,

they are all now sitting in front of PS3, playing.

So much for studying eh?!

I had to retire from one place to another,

till I finally reside in my room,

my EMPTY room to be exact.

There is practically nothing to do in my room,

if you know me well & come to my house b4,

you will know my room is only for sleeping and changing.

Anyway, now I'm in my room,

I'm bored till Im forced to blog.

So lucky you guys,

unlucky coz i have LOADS to talk bout.

Let's start off fast.

Thursday was what everything began

to turn for the worst.

Olympics: MAJOR setback for olympics team USA

for BOTH 4x100m MEN AND WOMEN.

BOTH teams did not qualify COZ

they dropped the baton at the anchor person.

Secondly, USA team

lost 2 finals aka 2 GOLD medals in

Water Polo women & softball women.

Freaking hell day for USA.

JCU: (sucks as usual)

Of all days,

he had to be present on the days

I had to go up and present.

First was the indiv talk I mentioned b4,

and now, he was again here for the role plays.

He seemed to have selected the classes well,

he appeared for the first time in weeks

during the self-talk lesson,

and then he went MIA the following week,

and now this week,

he re-appeared,

when all of us had role plays to do.

Not too into him now,

(though he still gives me the fresh look)

But something tells me he smokes.

Anyway, skip topic!

HUGE MAJOR setback for me.

I was watching the last episode of

STRONGEST CHILWOO with subs

on thurdays morning.

The ending didn't really impressed me,

but the thought that my assassin

actually appeared out of nowhere & helped them,

just brightened my day for awhile!

After watching the episode which aired

on tuesday night in Korea,

(subs only came out on thurs)

I thought it was a good overall end to the whole show and crew.

Little did I know,

one of the main character of the show,

got into a motorcycle accident and died.

My mum showed me the article online,

and I was shocked.

I kept telling myself I just watched finished the last epi only!

Why so... sudden?!

He was on his motorbike on the highway

going home from the party they had

to celebrate the end of the show.

He crashed into the guardrail

and sort of broke his neck.

Almost like immediate death.

If you dunno who im toking bout,

he became famous after acting in

COFFEE PRINCE.

The guy who acted as a very big sized waiter,

who like the sister of the lead actress.

His name is Park Sang Min aka Eon.

Very surprising and sad for the korean entertainment.

He was getting famous and everything,

somemore he is the only child in his family.

May he rest in peace in God's hands.

Another major setback.

I was watching BBT as usual on TV,

after 10+ minutes into the show,

I realised, all those boys will be leaving BBT.

I thought they were going through some gift exchange thing,

didn't actually realise the reason behind it,

till the boys kept talking about last time this and that.

Some of them started crying even b4

going into the main part of the show.

They talked bout each other,

thanked each other and hugging each other in tears.

I didn't cry on thursday coz

the thought of them leaving

haven't sunk into my head yet.

Only friday's part 2 of the show

brought me to tears.

I was expecting them to leave someday,

but didn't expect it would happen so soon.

Just when Im getting used to all of them

goofing around in the show,

now they are leaving already.

Ao Quan cried the most,

considering he don't usually cry on show.

Xiao Yu reached his breaking point

when he described his own difficulties and dreams,

and reached a further breaking point

when he took out his most prized possession

of basketball trading cards he collected for 10 years

to exchange as a gift.

He held onto it very tightly,

the boys were telling him not to give it away

coz he will come to regret it later.

He is so sweet.

somehow, I find similarities between him and me.

Sometimes, he wants ppl to know his difficulties,

but he will still reserve abit of the info to himself.

I could tell he was still holding something back,

even though he poured out most of his burden.

I sometimes want ppl to know something,

but i wun tell them everything.

Either Im afraid of telling the whole truth,

or I tink its not right to say yet.

So it becomes not complete.

Neither here nor there.

We are both Men1 Sao1 ppl.

Bad day continued today,

my iPod hung up while i was shifting

my laptop from one palce to another.

I had my iPod connected to my laptop,

but had it disconnected

with the 'Do not disconnect' sign on.

So, it hung up at that screen.

I tried resetting,

but nothing happened.

I reconnected and tried all sorts of things,

still stuck there.

I remember the time was stuck at 12.40pm,

the time I moved and disconnected it.

It was stuck there till close to 2pm lor.

I finally went to take my 3-pin adaptor charger,

and switched it on.

The screen remain stuck.

I held onto the buttons to reset it,

and FINALLY, it resetted!

I was like 'OMG! Finally!!!'

coz, if that didn't work,

I really dunno wat to do bout it le.

Damn sian,

somemore my IE and laptop weren't working properly

since I started it this morning,

so everything wasn't going my way.

Lucky it got fixed while I switched off my laptop

to let it rest for awhile.

But after my iPod got fixed,

I switched on my laptop again.haha.

It didn't have time to cool down also.

But everything is fine now.

IE going well also.

Just one thing, i have only 500+MB left of space.

I need to get some stuff out asap!

Song of the week:

'WHAT YOU GOT'

by Colby O'Donis ft. AKON

-love the tune and the beat and everything.

-anyway the boy is young and NEW.

-go utube and search to see the MV.

Heart Flutter Experience

Heart Flutter Experience

People I'm back!!

Electronically.haha!

It's been awhile since I posted

GOOD stuff of my life.

So here is one GOOD experience!

ENJOY~!

(coz I did!!)

Today had classes in the morning,

so went to school as usual.

Everything was kind of boring,

I thought it would be the normal lectures,

then followed by teacher talking cock.

Who knows,

today got presentation,

and its 1 by 1 presentation.

EACH of us was to talk about a personal

exp we have prepared, in front of the class.

Now you would think that's ok,

considering the fact that a NORMAL class

have about 20++ ppl.

Well, NOT!

The class was 60+ strong!!

Imagine standing in front and speaking to these ppl,

more than half the class

you never talked and never knew their names.

Not encouraging at all.

Anyway, I wasn't quite prepared mentally

although I know what to present.

So one by one,

names were called out BY THE TEACHER.

Each of us went up and presented a 3-min talk.

The TEACHER called out the names based on

the attendance signed for today.

I didn't sign the attendance when I came in,

so I know my name wun be called.

But that's not the point.

After about 1++hr of self-presentations,

me and my friend went out of class

for our own toilet break.

Then when we came back,

of course ppl were still presenting.

Then I realised,

that the voice of the 'teacher'

calling out the names became very manly.

So i turned behind and looked,

(i was in the 2nd row from the front,

the teacher was right at the back row.)

This guy was calling out names instead.

I took a closer look,

first impression was: not Asian.

Then 2nd was: since when was he in this class?

I'm serious, really haven't seen him before in this class,

and its like already 1 mth 1 week le.

So I tot he was new,

and a really fresh face.

Coz there were only 3 caucasians in the class,

and they are all ladies.

He is definitely fresh.

Anyway, he started to call names on the teacher's behalf,

and this time, they have collected

the Std card from those going to present,

so its easier to call rather than looking at the attendance.

Coz my friend and I missed out 'so much'

during our toilet break,

so she quickly passed our cards to teacher.

So I got nervous,

coz I'm definitely going to present today.

'thought can push too nxt week if over-time'

Anyway, back to main point.

After the guy calls out the name,

and once the person is out in front presenting,

he will walk to the person's seat

and place the std card on the table.

he will PERSONALLY walk lor!!

Anyway, I started thinking,

so when I present,

he will come to my seat as well~!

Haha.. that got me excited for no reason.

So whenever ppl were going up to present,

I will watch him walk around.

Then my friend told me

the guy was CUTE.

I TOTALLY AGREE!!!

So he called my name,

( I forgot how he calls it!)

so i went up to present,

but i knew he was going to come up to my seat,

so I turned back and look,

and we made eye contact!

He gestured that my card was in his hands,

and it looked like he wanted to give me the card.

But for some apparent reason,

I turned, and walked to e front,

WITHOUT taking the card or whatsoever.

I kind of regretted once I was up there,

coz i feel so bad,

like acknowledging him and the card,

but i paid no attention.

Bad right?!

Then throughout the presentation ar,

I kept looking around the class to find focus points,

so my eyes wun wander around the 60++ ppl.

I found this other guy and his area as 1 focus point,

coz i know that guy will pay attention type.

Then my eyes naturally went all the way to the back row

and found the 'calling names' guy.

And guess what?!

He was looking at me also!!

Meaning I got his attention as well!

And hor, something wrong with my eyes,

i focused on him for quite awhile,

till my mind was blank I didn't know what's my nxt line.

So i looked away,

and got my sentences back,

then I kept focusing on those 2 guys.

The fact that both of them were paying attention to me

kind of scared me off,

so i turned to the teacher instead for the rest of my talk.

My eyes were shifting between the 2 spots lor!

Damn scary.

I didn't even pay attention to ppl sitting in front.

I felt my face burning the more I talked,

so I kept looking away,

coz i thought my face was BRIGHT RED.

But after the talk,

i asked my friend,

she said it wasn't red at all.

So I was quite surprised.

Coz my face ALWAYS burn when I talk

in front of big crowds.

Anyway thats not the point.

My point is, the guy.

Truthfully,

I don't think he is VERY good-looking or CUTE.

I've never seen him smile yet,

even when we had eye-contact just now.

Basically his face was quite expression-less.

But somehow,

you can tell his expression through his eyes.

He really has good eyes.haha!

His eyes have that innocent look in them,

and it sort of brings out his charm.

He is really that kind of 'guy next door',

with an innocent look and feel.

But its probably the eyes that made me

take alot of 2nd and 3rd looks at him.

Eye contact is really impt to me,

when you talk to me,

you have to look at me and nt elsewhere.

If not, it gives me the feeling that

you dun wan to talk to me.

And if I look elsewhere,

likewise too.

So for a guy to have good eyes,

and make loads of eye contacts,

I will give him my attention.

Not the flirty way,

but the sincerity way.

But of course there will be guys

whereby their eye contact is too strong

so i tend to look away from them.haha.

Anyway I'm able to blog about him here,

coz I know we will never know each other,

so he wun drop by here and see this post.

Anyway didn't get his name,

but from what i heard from the teacher,

she was like,

'Can you pronounce the name properly, "Andre".'

(front part may be different,

but the impt thing is the name at the back)

I dunno how to spell,

but think the french way of saying 'Andre'.

I very thick-skinned right?

Haha.. what to do~~!

Only eye candies can motivate me to come school!

END OF STORY!

haha.. lame right?!