Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Shocking!

Shocking

I guess i am late in posting this,
but still wana post about it.
When i first heard from my classmates
that actress xu wei lun died in car accident,
I literally stared into space for a minute.
i was still searching through my head,
who is xu wei lun? sound so familiar.
at the same time,
when i roughly got the idea of of how she looked like,
i was really shocked to know
that she is already gone, as in dead.

then i got updates from the web,
like how she died etc.
I ws still staring at the screen when i surf through.
although was nvr a fan of her,
but i do see news about her occasionally.
know who is she etc.
now they tell me she is dead,
I will still feel that way.
Shocked.

really really hope she will go well,
and rest in peace.
a lot of people really love her,
including her fans.
hope she will be happy whereever she goes.
God will keep you safe.

another shocking thing was the
S'pore VS Thailand soccer match.
was like...WTFH?!
give one penalty also don't need
argue til like that bah?!
almost spent 10++mins to complain.
i mean, i may not know the importance
of this match to them,
but as my dad says,
they do not have the Sportsmanship.
he even mention you don't see this
type of un-sportsmanship
in the EPLs.

since the penalty has been awarded,
what for you go and complain?!
it's not like this will be your last time playing right?!
though death is unpredictable,
but, also no need go through all the drama.
you lose you lose lar!
kao.i also dunno why
i feel so f*cked up now.

okok.relax relax.

Saturday, January 27, 2007

Flavour of Life

Flavour of Life

it is a title to a VERY nice song.
if you have remember me talking
about Hana2,
then i can further add,
this song is the 2nd main theme to this show.
and the song is super touching,
as you see the drama.
really can make you cry,
coz I did.

here is a utube MV of it.
it is by Utada Hikaru.
should be familiar to some of you.
anyway, really very nice song.

secondly, there are lots of flavour of life
we encounter almost everyday.
just now on my way home,
hh mention about someone, EC,
and i got kind of too excited.
basically,
he was...yup HE!
anyway, he was from my secondary school,
and i admit!
I did notice him for a short period of time,
just when he was about to graduate.
I was either Sec 1 or 2.
can't remember le.haha.
anyway, was quite shock that after so many years,
manage to hear about him again.
maybe thats why i was so excited.
just by the thought of
having to see one person
after so many years already excits me.

life got different flavours de ok?!
must really go try EVERY single one of them,
then you can be considered
worthy to stay on Mother Earth.
if not, I rather die.haha.
too serious le.
now so many people say I too serious le.
write blog also so 'fierce'.haiz.
i old le.starting to nag le.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
CONDREY DA GE!!

useless self

useless self

had a great time just now,
coz went skating,
the thing is,
with evon n jean!!
so long nvr skate together le.
i meant like very little time
do the 4 of us actually get together.

maybe i'm still not used to it,
but everytime evon n jean nvr go,
and ever since hh got 'new life',
nvr really been spending a lot of time with her.
i'm not saying its bad or anything,
probably i still cant accept the fact that
she already has 'new life'.
i can't help but to feel lonely
everytime i skate w/o the 2.

i'm not complaining or anything.
i know how it will be like if
I was the one who got the 'new life'.
I am VERY dependable on others.
as in, even if I was to miss my last train,
I don't mind hanging out with the rest
for a little while more.
I go with the majority bah.
haiz.so sad.say myself til
I like got no backbone.

another thing is that,
I hate myself for bring so timid.
already tell people so long nvr see le,
suddenly appear,
then I got no guts to talk to the person.
make us feel like strangers,
or like we had a little fight.
What's wrong with me ar?
is that why i always like
people to approach me
rather than I go talk to them first?
I can't seem to gather enough courage to
actually start a conversation leh.
can anyone help me?

oh, how i dislike myself SO VERY much!

sorry, for acting like a total idiot
in front of you.
just know that I do cherish
the friendship we have is enough.

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

friend or foe?!

friend or foe?!

irritating blogger.
make my prev post gone.
i want to post bout serious stuff it don't let me.
really not fated to let people know mah?
now im super pissed.

shit.must retype about my topic again.

friend or foe?!
i hate it when people don't like someone,
then at the same time ignore her other friends too.
maybe i think too much,
but i'm very sensitive to all this.
i see a slight change of mood,
my mood also changes accordingly.
spare a thought for others too ok?
you know you unhappy that time,
others will also unhappy too?

some people also,
keep staying at the same spot,
refusing to let go and move on.
grow up and be mature ok?!
damn it.
i am more agressive than just now.
stupid damn blogger.

then there are some who cheats people.
have been feeling cheated these days.
don't wan to pin point any event,
and DON'T ask me about it.!
feeling cheated is terrible.
nobody likes that anyway.
if i have cheated anyone,
I'm trully sorry.

if you feel that i'm hinting about you or anything,
don't think too much.
I saying all this on a whole.
of course from my own experience too.
Me apologize again if i have caused
any misunderstanding.

i emphasize again,
ALL THE ABOVE are my own opinion.
you can choose not to read on if you don't want to.

good girl

good girl

guess what?!
i'm a good girl today!!
i can't believe i actually did hw today.
was home whole day,
basically in my bro's room all day with my laptop.
and i actually did hw.
amazing rite?!

did AF assessment in the morning,
coz that one need hand in by 12.30pm.
then did FnB juornal.last one!!
den did CMA.2 whole chapters orh!

ever since my relatives came,
i have trouble making decisions.
whether to go downstairs talk to them,
or to coop myself in the room with my laptop.
then like go talk to them,
also not much to talk.
stay cooped in the room,
also feel like so 'stranger'.
how how?!!

anyway, someone complain again.
say my posts too long le.
now must cut short specially for him.
you win!!!

Saturday, January 20, 2007

surprise surprise

surprise surprise

some people are surprise i actually blog more often now.
make me feel so bad,
coz last time don't blog often enough.
then let them 'complain' about it.haha.
i hope now won't have le.i think.

anyway, ended my shift for OH jus nw.
quite a relieve its finally over,
well, at least for me.
they officially close around 7pm i think.
so some of my classmates will be 'tasked'
to clear and pack up.
poor thing.but i guess they will get lots of goodies home too?
coz really got a lot of stuff left behind.
as in a lot of left-overs,
stuff like vouchers and the biscuits.
sure split among themselves de.haha.
i don't know how they going to do it,
but im fine with that.
since they are 'tasked' to stay til the end,
they should gain something as well.

funny thing is,
nobody seems to be interested in the CASH anymore.
im talking about the winning booth's CASH.
first day was like,
everyone was so ON about it,
getting whoever that steps in to vote for their booths.
then 2nd day wasn't that ON anymore.
it became 'just pass them the voting paper,
they don't wanna vote its ok.'
then the 3rd day leh?
haha.totally nobody care le.
or at least what i know of.
up til now i still haven seen the box before.
so i don't even know how my class is doing,
as compared to the other classes de.
i won't hope for too much also le.

also learnt a few things through this OH.
there were many changes made
when i came in for my 2nd day.
table arragements, new game reward system,
even got an extra 'prop' for the game.
but these changes are all
aimed towards getting more visitors.
even came up with totally new deployment schedule,
to fit the crowd for 2nd and 3rd day.
all these made me realise,
such events are unpredicitable.
you never know when your original plan
might or might not work,
til the day you start the event.
only after going through 1 day,
then you will know what's going on.
changes will have to be made constantly
to fit in everything successfully.
it was not an easy job either.

suddenly feel proud to be part of the TRM family.
everyone of us seem to bond very well.
got to know quite a number of people
whom i never interact with before.
and this OH really help me to realise my weakness also.
which i really need to do something about it,
if i ever want to stay in TRM
and to work in the Tourism Industry.

3 cheers for TRM!
3 cheers for TR53!!
3 cheers for Super Junior!!!

Friday, January 19, 2007

tired

tired

seriously exhausted.
worst than my 40hr work.
and i don't get paid for it at all.
the objective is to get more people
to know about our course TRM in NP.
hopefully more people will join TRM.
not being paid at all is one thing,
having the sense of accomplishment
is even more important than that.

i always thought my class de booth
got super less stuff to display
as compared to the 2 other booths.
but now i realise,
after having gone through 2 days of open house,
that we have our advantages too.
the highly popular Malt Candy.
and for today,
it was the Food Rummage game.
People keep streaming in to play the game,
til we got no time to clear up for the next batch.
I repeat, is NO TIME at all.
they just keep coming 1 after the other.
NON STOP.
thats why im super tired now.
actually is more of the sleepy tired,
than the physical tired.haha.

anyway, very fast tml last day le.
after tml, we need to pack up le.
tohugh I won't be there to help pack up,
I can give my other classmates Mental support.

relatives coming early tml morning.
hope they do enjoy their stay here.
they MUST!!
coz they will be using my room,
and making things more difficult for me.
haha.joking.i not so xiao qi de.

open house

open house

open house
open house
open house.

busy busy busy.

haha.
first day already feel like dying le.
really pity the 2 in-charge.
you guys are SUPER!!
but don't get stressed up too much ok?
can always find us if you need help,
don't take everything into your own stride.
It will be all over by saturday,
JIA YOU TR53!!!
even if we don't win the cash,
we will always be TR53!!!

my relatives are coming this saturday,
living in my room for 1 week i think.
they were suppose to come during
the christmas season last year,
but due to some problems,
they had to cancel and postpone
to this saturday!
how great man.
now i need more time to pack my room for them.
coz got 4 of them,
so no choice need use my room.haiz.

I didn't do very well for BLAW test,
so need to KAO the project to pass.
coz for sure i wun do well for the exam de.
i don't want to redo BLAW again.
very worried about it now.

KOREA is a nice place you know?
haha.I don't mind going there every year once.
I found that i have become
very into korea stuff.
i also dunno since when i start the korea craze.
anyone know? haha.
I find it amazing la.
of all country, KOREA.

Super Junior Fighting!
Cassandra Fighting Fighting!!
TR53 Fighting Fighting Fighting!!!

Sunday, January 14, 2007

wee~~

wee~~

omg omg omg!
I finally finish my 40hr work!
so exciting man.haha.
I even give them extra 2 hrs for the work lo.
think I not used to this job.
the standard is too high.
especially when I'm totally new to e industry.

anyway,enough of work.
let's talk bout shows!
I have 2 new dramas under my wing now.
as I mention before,
GUNG S,
and the 2nd one,
HANA YORI DANGO 2.
If it looks familiar,
it is the japanese version of
Taiwan's Meteor Garden.
The same concept,
with a little difference.
Afterall 1 is taiwan version,
the other japanese.
Think I got mention HANA before
in my this blog.

before I went to work,
i took time out specially to
watch the 1st episode of GUNG S.
actually I wasn't that looking forward to it.
casue afterall it has totally new casts.
so not that interested already.
but after watching it,
i find that se7en's acting was not bad.
in the story he is suppose to be 'naughty',
or a little 'gangster-like'.
he portrayed it quite well,
some scenes were very funny
cause of the way he talk and act.
but, other than him,
the story was quite.boring.
maybe 1st episode tells nothing much,
but i find the pace a little fast also.
other than all this,
i hope the following episodes are better.

i'll be watching HANA2 (for short) later.
as in after i blog.haha.
that one i'm looking VERY forward to.
coz all the casts remained.
hanazawa rui is as shuai as ever.haha.

okok.i go watch le!!
hope its more interesting than GUNG S.
it sucks a little.haha.oopz!

Saturday, January 13, 2007

work sucks

work sucks

to me work sucks.
or at least the work i'm in now.
yeah, the pay and everything is ok,
but I just don't like the idea of working.
it just sucks.

luckily, today is my last day!
I meant later at 6pm.
after today I would have finish
my 40hr work attachment le!
Later I come back and celebrate again.haha.

my current feeling?
I also dunno whats wrong with me.
go for work also can dread til cry.
I must force myself to tell myself that
I still left with XX days!
very fast end de.
time passes very fast etc.
i guess this only happens
when all your other friends
ain't working there 'anymore'
and you are like the only one left there.
it just sucks.

but whatever.
today is my last day.
FINAL.
nothing else to talk about.
I just can't believe time passes so fast.
you see?
even GOD is helping me.
and you know what?
there is also a band in KOREA
by the name of GOD.
dunno still intact or not
but the members are doing solo now.

anyway,
don't want to talk too much le.
probably go have a nap nw.
later wake up can watch GUNG S.
yup.the 'sequel' to GUNG.
different characters altogether.
heard this one is e fake 'sequel'.
heard there will be the real sequel
named GUNG 2,
with the same casts as GUNG.
dunno all this true or not though.
btw,
GUNG S stars se7en as the prince,
BIG BANG's senior and mentor.haha.

SUPER JUNIOR ROCKS!!


Friday, January 12, 2007

new blog skin

new blog skin

my new blog skin.
oh man, something wrong with blogger.
can't edit my post.
edit liao will gone forever.shit.

anyway,
give me comments ok?
I also forgot what I posted just now.
damn it.

oh! remember le.
I'll post some pictures
maybe on the next post.
BUT No Guarantees though.
you ppl know me well. haha.

until then,
cya guys!! take care~~!

omg?!
why am I so clever?!