Lonesome Day...
Today is my lonesome day..I'm practically alone at the Medal Collection Booth...and I had to get up by 5.30AM in the morning to get ready...reach Fuji Ice Palace by 7.30am and guess what? It only starts at bout 8.45am...haiz...so much for waking up so damn early...nvm...thats the small part....The second thing is..I'm alone by myself at the booth!! Isn't it great? Got no one to talk to...staring into space almost every other time...(I don't even get to see performances..got blocked by all the papers stuck to the glass..) I'm practically living in my own world, with little girls coming to my booth asking..."Where's the results?" or "Is it out yet?" But I seriously don't know when it will be out!! It's my first day HELLO!! And what do I get in return? "Don't ask her...ask the judge...she's brainless!" What can I do?! Sianz...get scolded for nothing..ok...but I'm not mad at them...they are just too...too proud? Haiz...they are too pampered by their parents lar...you see those girls sitting on the chair...then their mums are like..."servants"? They help them put on their shoes...or help them untie...I can understand lar...some are quite small...so they need help...but...some are like...so "annoying"...they come to your booth and ask "can I have a piece of paper?" I ask for what...then they say they want to draw... and I ask myself draw what? And what they did was, signatures!! Goodness me...they are so....haiz...dunno how to explain also...I'm quite pissed at some of them lar...So you see? Although I'm alone, I get to "talk" to these "sweet" girls...so good huh? Haiz....but some of them are really cute...hahaz...there's this particular boy...he keeps coming to the booth to "steal" away the medals on display...the first place one of course....he keeps holding the medal and want to walk off...but then he will come back with all smiles and put it back...but then he comes back again!! Hahaz...but its cute lar...at least got him to entertian me...if not really sianz...people I know walk past and always ask "You look very bored" ...indeed I looked VERY bored and sian.....Then some of the seniors will at least talk to me awhile...then walk away...some will take a sit beside me and talk to me...they can tell I very sian...anyway they themsleves also very bored lar...can tell by seeing them walking here and there...like really got nothing for them to do....hahaz...quite funny lar...and somemore they staying til 8pm lor...is like 12 hrs....poor things...hahaz....no wonder so sian....at first it was really bad...I didn't have anyone to talk to...but I find the medal distribution thing very nice to do...especially when there's this big crowd waiting to sign and get their medals, at least I got something to do...if not will sleep de....then luckily we ended at bout 2pm....heez...the uncle in charge of the Medal Collection booth very nice...give me chewing gum to eat and coffee to drink...but I didn't take the chewing gum...I don't like them...but the coffee was great...hahaz...pipping hot somemore...so shiok...hahaz......on the way back home was so tiring yet relaxing...me and hh sat through the journey without realising we already reached our destination...only when hh saw the view then realise we reach le...it was like..."huh?" so fast...hahaz...I guess it was because we were talking and laughing away we forgot bout the stops....and now, I'm back home...blogging away...hahaz....but overall, can I say it was "enjoyable"? I don't know also...anyway, will be going again tml...bout only from 8am to 12nn..so should be ok lar hor? Hahaz....Anyway, maybe blogging tml also...see first...hahaz..so bye for now!!
Haiz..
Life for today was suppose to be fun and enjoyable, cause I had hip hop this morning...a great way to start my day..had lots of fun, learnt new moves, (was told to forget the old ones) but cant seem to forget them..but i really enjoyed myself..didn't want to go for CATS after hip hop...just want to stay in the room and practice....haiz...Then, after CATS, went to hand up the Dip in Tourism and Resort Mgt form...I'm applying for it..thats partly why I'm in BS..coz i want to do a bit of tourism/leisure mgt at yr 3..(we can choose from 5 types of mgt to study) But now, they have taken out the leisure mgt part to make it stand alone..so we have a new Dip by next poly year...then had a little chat with J while waiting for E...then went home.....when I reach home, had the "pain" (if you understand what I mean, if you don't, then nvm..) anyway, watched WQYL like I used to, and it picked up my mood from the time I danced this morning...I practice a little, then I got bored....keep switching from MTV Asia to MTV Mandarin and back to MTV Asia..wanted to listen to more new songs...then I felt so restless..I just lay on the comfy sofa and watch tv...then my eyes got tired....I decided to give the tv a rest...went to look for my mum for some entertainment..Guess what? She was watching the tv upstairs...so I joined her....(so much for resting my eyes) Then it was back to square one...but my brother was home by then, so had a little play with him...hahaz....then my mum came in and started nagging...so there goes the fun again....and the next thing I was doing was...surfing the net...first stop, my hotmail..I realise I had a few freindster emails, so I decided to surf my friendster...which I have not been doing since mths ago...anyway, I searched through every of my friendster friend, looking at their nice webpages, I felt so inferior...then looked at pictures..and well, my mood went bottom rock...there just some things I don't understand, and well, now I understand some things... and here I am, blogging about it....I too naive....and I definitely have been thinking too much...But how can I stop myself from thinking so much?Ye Tian Yu is so fortunate, she has Shan Jun Hao aka Dang Oh.Shan Jun Hao is also very fortunate, he has Ye Tian Yu.Is life going to be so fortunate for me as well? I wonder...But its too early to tell right? Nevermind, I will wait...Wait til the day I can have this equal fortune, Just like Shan Jun Hao and Ye Tian Yu.
Happy Birthday!!
Heez....would like to say a huge happy birthday to.....................................................ME! Hahaz.....I'm finally officially 17! Anyway I'd like to thank those that wished me happy birthday, you people are great!! You people really brighten up my day!! Heez.....Btw, I wasn't really in a good mood the last time...I don't want to talk bout it now...I should at least be happy for the remaining 1 and a half hr!! Time pass so fast when you are enjoying it...so true....hahaz....Anyway, got myself to buy something today..went to Skate from 2pm to bout 4pm...no ISAN but I really feel like skating..especially on this sepcial day..thought it was going to be fun...but guess what? There were way too many people there le...haiz...very hard to skate..then when we were bout to leave, S came in to skate..I guess he skipped classes again...hahaz...anyway, we went to Jurong Point later, and I bought $50 worth of goods...hahaz...hmmmm....that's a good thing..I haven't been buying anything nice for the past few weeks le.....and guess what? My dad suggested yesterday night that we should do something crazy for the night today. He initially wanted to go catch a movie close to midnight..but my mum and brother won't be able to take it...haha..(too late) So I thought of something today after looking at the dry ice that came together with my ice cream cake....that is.............I shall try and swtich on the aircon to the lowest temperature and sleep through tonight...haha...very crazy right? Haha....hopefully I don't catch a flu tml morning..heez....I told myself yesterday not to do anything today that has got to do with project works...I'm just going to enjoy myself through the night today...haha...btw, just had a huge bowl of Shark Fin Soup (my fav, must have for my birthdays), a little of left -over curry, and ice cream cake from Swensen's!! Haha.....oh...forgot the slice of chocolate cake from hh and yf...thanx! The only thing missing is.......my breaded prawns!!!! Haiz....I told my mum that I may not be able to confirm if I'm coming back for dinner today or not, then she didn't make my prawns!! AHH!!! nvm..can have it another day!! Today too full to eat le...hahaz......I sound like a small kid, must have this and that...but...this will be the only time I'm going to do so...hahaz....don't want to remain a small kid forever!! I'm already 17 le...must be more mature! Heez.........AH~!! Still have speech haven't finish typing...die le....tml must hurry do le....Going to sleep soon...hahaz...so tired....Happy happy birthday to Cassandra!!
Birthdates....
Why do people have birthdates? Why cant we live without knowing when we were born? One can be quite joyiest but at the same time another can be gloomy on their birthdays...joy to know that everyone knows your birthday, gloom to know that everyone keep asking you when is your birthday..are birthdays that hard to remember?Well, I do make an attempt to jot down people's birthdays in my hp calendar..if you flip through and see, you will find birthdays of my 1E2 cum 2E2, and 3E3 cum 4E3 classmates..every single one of them are inside..even though I hardly speak to some of them..but I just feel great having to know when someone's birthday is coming..I even have a silent alarm on that day in the morning either 7am or 9am...times when I can sleep, my hp will vibrate and tell me whose birthday is it today..even if I have to crawl away from my bed to stop the vibration..I didn't mind at all..I just feel the sense of "acheivement"..having to know when someone's birthday is..I even have stars' exact birthdates...just to remind myself...you may think I'm crazy, but that's partly who I am....Still remember the first time ever, I received an email from a person 2 days before my birthday..the mail read "Do Not Open Til Monday" which was my birthday..I immediately know what was inside the mail..but you know what? I waited for my birthday to come then I open the mail...I was still quite shocked and happy...I didn't know this email would come...and it actually came from this guy...well, all I can say now is, I still kept that email..its been coming to 2 yrs le..I also have another mail sent to me last yr by my friend..and I still kept it intact in my email...I can't bare to delete them...Up til now, I still can't forget about the past...whenever I start to think about them, I either get frustrated or I start to cry...There are some things which up til now I still don't understand... but whats the point explaining it now? Haiz...I rather not know than having someone to explain it to me...who knows? I may end up in regrets after knowing it.......Haiz....this friday also got no ISAN, if not I can truely enjoy myself there...furthermore very long never skate le...and I haven't been improving either....haiz......I wonder if they still have the ISAN rate on that day? If have I sure go de!! It will become my first time spending that day on ice...hahaz.....I want my pair of blue gloves!!! All I want on my birthday is just a pair of gloves, I'm not asking too much right? haiz...........it's going to be a loooooong day............
Sad..
Haiz..haven't been updating my blog for quite some time..Classes have not been too good so far...haiz...all the weird teachers start tutoring us...so......scary....I'm scared I may not be able to survive this semester..how?!Had the skate-a-ton last sunday, and it was quite a success...that's a good thing..phew..manage to sell our test tubes well..at least we gain the amount of about 3 times higher than what we had spent on the stuffs..had lots of fun..althought it was really tiring..sitting on the steps for nearly 6 hrs with not a chance to eat my lunch..haiz..(I only took about 5 mouths before I had to start again.)hahaz......Anyway, I just finished watching a TVB show call "Twin Brother" or "Da Tang Shuang Long Zhuan"...and...well, what can I say? The ending was kind of...sad? Okok...it was really sad!! haiz..Kou Zhong actually sacrificed all his internal energy and inpart them to Zi Ling in order for him to survive again..the part where he made me cry was...Yu Zhi..in the end he chose Yu Zhi..he had a chose between a grass ring (representing Xiu Ning, his first love) and a pair of rabbit shoes (representing Yu Zhi, his long-time arguement partner) to bring with him when he dies..he actually chose the shoes!! I was so happy...but then Yu Zhi was so sad and happy...mixed feelings..cause he already die but in the end he made a choice..haiz...then came the very sad part...Kou Zhong suddenly "woke up" and spoke to Yu Zhi..then Kou Zhong held onto Yu Zhi's hand...and said some really sad stuff...I thought he really came back alive but then the next scene I saw was he started to vanish from the bottom to top...slowly....This is the part that made me cry the most..Kou Zhong wanted to lean in and plant a kiss on Yu Zhi's lips.....but........he totally vanished before he actually touched Yu Zhi...then you see Yu Zhi crying her heart out.....poor thing right? Only at the last moment, when he dies, that she finally know he actually chose her over another girl who happen to be her best friend (like sisters)...very sad right? Haiz.....why like that?And the next most infurating thing is that I still can't find the background music played throughout the show...damn it....can someone help me? But if you have not watched the show then don't bother...haiz....you also won't understand........I try to find clips from the last episode to show you guys....hopefully can find some...Kou Zhong really very good to Zi Ling...he rather he die alone than drag Zi Ling down with him...haiz.....amazing brotherhood sia?
