18 more weeks

18 more weeks

18 more weeks and with tonnes of work.

Though the weeks are getting lesser and lesser,

I found that my motivation becomes lower too.

I thought should be the other way round?

Now I finally understand why ppl always say

'The Monday Blues'

The weekends pass especially quick,

while monday is always the slowest to pass.

Why like that?!

I thought I will be able to hold on for 22 weeks,

I thought that if I worked hard,

the time will pass faster.

I thought that if I put my whole mind into it,

I will not have much problems.

BUT...

my thoughts still want to come back and haunt me.

Been thinking quite alot lately,

any kind of thoughts you can think of.

Went out with evon n teng last sunday,

met up with hh last friday,

who am I going to meet up with next?

Thinking about this make me feel so...sad.

It's like...we all really need to make that effort

to take out time to just meet up.

Friends are people who will be there when you need them,

they are the ones to comfort you,

there to laugh with you,

there to cry together with you,

there to complain about anything with you.

I really cannot do without these friends.

Life would be boring.

Even more boring without SJ.

Sometimes, certain people just appear in my mind

out of nowhere and distrupt my thoughts.

Does that mean I long to see them?

Does that mean we should meet up,

so our friendship won't just die away?

It's hard.

Hard to see that some people

can work together in the same company,

at the same time.

You always see them together in their own clique,

happy chatting away just like sch times.

Whereas people like me?

Can only sit aside and watch them laugh.

Watch them talk about things you don't understand,

see how they glue to each other like nobody's business.

It's hard.

Hard to fight this fight on my own.

All I need is more care,

and feel that I have friends.

I HATE being left out.

The more I think about it,

the more I dread going to work.

What is the point of having so many classmates

working together in the same company,

when almost none of them are your close friends?

20 years~~~

20 years~~~

20 years is a very long time right?
Especially choosing your life partner for the rest of your life.
It can be hard at times,
but really...is very long.


My daddy and mummy got together

and had their ROM on the 23rd of Sept 20 years ago.

From then onwards,

they have decided to live, eat,

sleep under the same roof

for the rest of their lifes.

And on this special day 20 years later,

they decided to go celebrate it at a seafood buffet.

Actually this post's focus more on the food,

then on that special day.haha...

Can't help it lar.

I know this day is very special,

but the food is...

Don't be shock!

(that is if you were...)

ALL the above is I eat de!

YUP! ALL I EAT DE!!

And its according also...haha.

Pro right?!

Ppl take food hurry eat le,

me is need take pic b4 eating

then can eat at peace.haha.

My mummy cute lor,

that day say after I get my pay

then buy christmas present for them.

Is she herself say she want leh!!

Where got ppl tell others to give them pressy de?!

Ever since I SUDDENLY gave them

christmas pressy last year,

my mummy become more thick skin lor!

OOPX. heeez...

But is very cute of her lar,

that's all I wanna say.

T3 work has been...slow-paced

since we moved back to T3.

Is seriously...nothing much to do there.

There are some stuff that they can't really

delegate to us because we are new,

so they gave us the easiest jobs to do.

Eg. Sorting gifts for trial participants,

sorting shirt sizes,

attending is their meetings and briefings,

observing the trial process etc.

Basically, started out slow.

I'm not complaining about it,

coz I'm still trying to get used to it.

It's definitely alot more different than T1 & T2 work,

but so far I'm coping ok!

We get tired more easily also,

especially after work,

all you want to do is hurry eat,

then bathe then go sleep le.

Pretty much the same process everyday,

so we becomes life-less.

Not much excitment in our lifes

besides occasional ones during work.

Really no life de lor,

sometimes really wish I was still studying.

HAIZ.

Now got time must hurry post,

if not dunno when can update blog le.

Correct right?!

3 weeks gone~~

3 weeks gone~~

The 3rd week past REALLY fast.

One blink of the eye...

and whoosh!

19 weeks left!

This week was rather...enjoyable.

For some reason,

I am kind of reluctant to go back to T3.

Going back there means facing office people.

Not saying they are no good,

but I still prefer facing passengers.

Sitting in the office everyday means

having to face the people in the office everyday.

And they are the same few people.

It becomes a little more stressed in the office,

because all the 'higher-than-you' people

will be there 'watching' you.

I prefer passengers watching me.

Having to serve passengers everyday,

and see them smile and say a simple 'Thank You'

really will make my day.

Having to interact with people from ALL walks of life

also make me more confident to open up.

Even when at times we both don't understand each other,

in the end,

will still manage to direct them to the correct places.

I still agree I have not opened up completely,

but at least I'm trying to.

I actually found some motivation to stay on.

1: To see celebrities first hand.

I actually saw the very first celeb

on my attachment last wednesday.

It was the HK singer/actress...

GIGI LEONG!!!

Though it wasn't someone I really like alot,

but her appearance really

got me on my feets for more.

Changi Airport is really a place where

you can see alot of celebs FIRST HAND!

That's why I envy Jean SO VERY MUCH!

She is attached to T2,

so she get the most opportunity to see these ppl!

Stupid boring T3 is not even open to public YET.

Once its open,

it will be SUPER too late also.

and you know what?

I'm actually thinking of working in the airport in the future.

JUST because of seeing CELEBS.

A very HUGE motivation right?!

Imagine leh...

you doing ur walkabouts,

then you see XIAO ZHU walking past,

you see JOLIN,

WANG LEE HOM etc...

WHAT IF!

SUPER JUNIOR COMES TO SINGAPORE?!

WHAT IF!!

I HAPPEN TO BE WORKING AT THAT POINT OF TIME?!

WHAT IF!!!

I GOT TO SEE THEM FIRST-HAND?!

WHAT IF!!!!

I GET TO TAKE AUTOGRAPH AND PIC WITH THEM??!!

OMG...

Think i will faint on the spot.

I don't mind getting fired either...

its like a total dream come through lar!!

Jolin is arriving today,

wang lee hom soon also...

even linkin park is coming to SG for their concert...

and my WHOLE family is going for it!!

So excited...what if I get to see them in airport first?!

Alot of singers coming to SG on october also...

for the annual SG chinese music awards.

Lucky we only have 1 airport.haha...

oh man...I really want to be back at T2!!!

I don't mind T1 also...

just don't give me T3!!!!!!

Am I missing you,

or actually thinking too much?

You seem to appear more often these days.

I miss ice skating too!!

Short update

Short update

Saw this on SJ soompi forum,

found it rather interesting.

1) LEETEUK, LI-TE -- 利 (merit) 特 (special) => Meritly Special

2) HEECHUL, XI-CHE -- 希 (hope) 澈 (thoroughly) => Hopeful

3) HANKYUNG, HAN GENG -- 韓 (surname) 庚 (age) => Heavenly Age

4) YESUNG, YI-SHENG -- 藝 (art) 聲 (voice) => Art of Voice

5) KANGIN, QIANG-REN -- 強 (strength) 仁 (humaneness) => Humane Strength

6) SHINDONG, SHEN-TONG -- 神 (god) 童 (child) => Prodigy

7) SUNGMIN, CHENG-MIN -- 晟 (splendor) 敏 (clever) => Wit

8) EUNHYUK, YIN-HE -- 銀 (silver) 赫 (radiant) => Radiant Silver

9) DONGHAE, DONG-HAI -- 東 (east) 海 (sea) => East Sea

10) SIWON, SHI-YUAN -- 始 (beginning) 源 (source) => Leader

11) RYEOWOOK, LI-XU -- 厲 (sharp) 旭 (brilliance) => Sharp Brilliance

12) KIBUM, QI-FAN -- 起 (rise) 範 (pattern) => Rising Law

13) KYUHYUN, KUI-XIAN -- 奎 (stride) 賢 (virtuous) => Stride Towards Virtue

Apparently, some fan had the time

to actually translate word for word,

and found out their meanings.

Some were quite true,
but others are...simply weird!

Want to keep my blog busy,

coz I wun update as often as before,

so need to liven it up with alot of things at once.

2 weeks gone~

2 weeks gone~

PEOPLE!!

2 weeks of attachment finally over~!

Left with 20 weeks,

but it was a good start, REALLY!

I don't mean I love it,

but at least I didn't hate it.

People were fun to be with,

work was rather easier than I thought.

I thought I wasn't going to enjoy it you know?!

Who knows...

I actually had some fun!

I actually enjoyed serving passengers.

People who know me will understand that

I'm an extreme introvert,

meaning I wun talk to you til you approach me.

But somehow,

I found that courage to approach passengers

when they needed help.

I think I actuall forced myself to think,

"since we dun know each other,

and may not meet again in future,

might as well go all out,

even if I were to say something wrong?"

So yup, went ahead.

But sometimes really cannot.

I still haven got all the courage lar,haha.

Sometimes I see weird or angry-looking pax,

I will get nervous and pretend to look away.

It's bad lar, but you can't help it lar.

I'm still learning~~~!

Didn't have alot of time to catch up with friends,

unlike some who work together with their group.

Sometimes I actually feel I can NEVER fit in,

actually feeling lonely at times.

Sometimes I really hate myself for not blending in.

Is like, I'm not making much effort to do so.

I always like to keep myself away,

and let people approach me instead.

How can I change that?!

It gets tough hearing stuff I don't understand,

but still had to go along with the flow

like I really understood.

But I will try my best,

so I wun disappoint myself too much.

Really want to see you guys SOO badly,

must meet up okay?!

If not I will die of loneliness.

My story how?!

Work work work

Work work work

Alright people.

Just a QUICK update.

I'm currently on attachment now,

so I definitely won't have the extra time to blog

as often as before.

Or even go out as often as before.

Attached to Changi Airport TERMINAL 3

for 5 months starting 3rd sept '07.

That means I've gone through 1 week already.

which also means 1 week of orientation.

Since T3 is not up yet,

we basically got 'nothing' much to do.

Anyway, will talk more about my role soon.

So people, I really want to update my blog regularly,

but seriously, either I'm too tired,

or I'm to lazy to do so.

Working is seriously, BORING!

I REALLY wish to study more~~!

Then hurry find partner and settle down.

Like that me no need work~~

haha...thats wishful thinking on my part.

sorry if you had to see it.

21 more weeks to go,

seriously hope I can pull through.

I'm such an introvert,

I really hope I open-up more after this experience.

I SHOULD stop thinking of useless things,

and start thinking how I'm going to get through this.

Oh man.

This is SO tough.

Someone help me~~!

EDIT:

Forgot to add,

I FINALLY GET TO SLEEP

ON MY OWN BED IN MY OWN ROOM

AFTER 1+ MONTH OF HORROR!!

HOORAY TO ME~~!!

Super Junior Part 3

Super Junior Part 3

Here goes the last part!

I also want to hurry do finish all,

then can post other pics.

The next post I'm thinking of putting

some of their group photos.

It will show that they are ALL good buddies~!

ARTIST: CHOI SHI WON

ARTIST DOB: 10th February 1987

REAL DOB: 7th April 1986

Role in SJ: Mr Nice Guy.

Current: Acting.

To me: He is a perfectionist.

An all-rounder.

Always strive to do his best.

He is always serious in formal interviews,

and stands out even without smiling.

He has got the charisma too,

one look in his eyes and you are gone.

(I guess that only applies for me & someone else.)

BUT! Don't be fooled by his appearance!

Guess what?!

He LOVES skinship.

Skinship? Well...to put it simply,

he LOVES hugging his other members.

He may look tall and mature and handsome,

but he has a soft kiddy side.

He is the BEST at Sa3 Jiao1,

that sometimes his Hyungs

think he is doing it TOO much.

(members older than him is respectfully called as 'Hyung')

BTW, he has got a MOVIE under him now,

together with ANDY LAU.

Now THATS cool!

ARTIST: KIM RYEO WOOK

DOB: 21st June 1987

Role in SJ: 'Baby'

Current: Singing.

Part of the 3-member sub-group, SJ-K.R.Y.

To me: He has got one of the unique voices too.

Thus it's easy to tell his voice from the rest.

He is the smallest in size

and 1 of the smallest in the group,

thus he is always called the 'baby'.

In fact, he does look like a kid.

Makes ppl want to take care of him.

His exposure also quite little,

in terms of reality shows.

But he frequent the 4 radio stations that SJ has so far,

(more on SUKIRA, and Yesung's Miracle For You.)

and he is also in his own sub-group, K.R.Y.

He is the typical 'easy-to-get-shy' guy,

but also cute at the same time.

ARTIST: KIM KI BUM

DOB: 21st August 1987

Role in SJ: English teacher/translator.

Current: Acting.

To me: My pretty boy~!

Ah~~~what else to say?

Have been talking about him quite alot also,haha.

He is THAT perfect in my eyes~

Charisma, looks, youth, smile, height, build, face etc.

Which part of him is not to be liked?!

But he is a little too quiet.

Don't get to hear him AT ALL,

if his other members do not point him to talk.

I think he is best at being silent.haha.

His smile can make my day so perfect,

but his news are very little also.

Hardly get his news from soompi

coz he does not get much exposure

other than his dramas.

He has got a few dramas to his name,

and now he is aiming to be a all-rounder celebrity.

He is currently going through 1,000 days of voice training,

so he can be a formal singer, not just acting.

Pretty boy, GOOD LUCK~!

ARTIST: JO KYU HYUN

DOB: 3rd February 1988

Role in SJ: Cute 'big foot'.

Current: Singing.

Part of the 3-member sub-group, SJ-K.R.Y.

To me: He is the newest addition to SJ

in MAY 2006 for the release of their 1st single 'U'.

He is also the youngest in the group,

and also one of the power singer in SJ.

At first, I was against him coming into SJ,

coz at that time, SJ was a 12-member group.

But when he suddenly joined in,

I didn't feel comfortable with the number 13.

Somehow, he did his best,

and convinced me.

Now I REALLY think he is irreplaceable in SJ.

SJ will always be 13 members including him.

It's something about him that changed my opinion of him.

He has got his own character too.

Sweet and lovable boy~!

But he recently got into accident along with 3 other members,

he has got the most and worst injuries.

Curently he has gotten alot better,

able to walk around better.

SJ is coming out their 2nd album in late September.

Hope it will be as great as the first,

or even better!!

They kept delaying the date

because of the accident that involved 4 members,

and because Kyuhyun is still recovering.

They wanted to wait for Kyuhyun,

so they can record the album as 13-members,

and not 12-members.

So sweeet~~!!

AND NOW!!!

For the ending of this 3-parts intro,

I share with you...

(in continuation of Teuki caught sleeping)

SUPER JUNIOR NEED TO SLEEP TOO!

The 2nd last pic is also SJ member!

Don't be surprised,

that's baby TEUKI~~!

Cute right?!!

Super Junior Part 2

Super Junior Part 2

Here's Part 2.

ENJOY~~!!

(can tell my blog getting boring hor?

Seriously dunno wat else to blog.)

ARTIST: SHIN DONG

REAL NAME: SHIN DONG HEE

DOB: 28th September 1985

Role in SJ: The funny clown.

Current: Dancing, MCing, Rapping.

Part of the 6-member sub-group, SJ-T.

To me: How funny can he get?!

Seriously the joker of the group,

never fail to cook up something hilarious.

A really good entertainer,

and of course,

has got his own soft side too.

He may not be the good-looking

one in the group,

(he admitted to that too)

but he sure have his own way to impress fans.

He may not be the most popular,

but he definitely have a spot in SJ,

And my mum loves him~!

ARTIST: LEE SUNG MIN

DOB: 1st January 1986

Role in SJ: Pumpkin Boy.

Current: DJing.

Part of the 6-member sub-group, SJ-T.

To me: He LOVES making pumpkin soup!

That's how he got his nickname.

If you want him to act cute,

he can do it with his big eyes.

If you want sexy poses,

he can also do it.

Bascially, he can be anything.

Haha.abit vague, but ya.

He has got the 'cute' voice too.

So he can do 'aego' very easily.

That translate to Sa3 Jiao1 in Chinese.

(Dunno how to translate to English.psps!)

Anyway, he is a lovable kid,

makes you wanna take care of him forever~!

ARTIST: EUN HYUK

REAL NAME: LEE HYUK JAE

DOB: 4th April 1986

Role in SJ: Dance coordinator.

Current: DJing, Rapping, MCing, Dancing.

Part of the 6-member sub-group, SJ-T.

To me: The lovable 'Po Sek Mi Nam'!

Translate: Precious Stone Pretty Boy.

(derived from Bao3 Shi2 Mei3 Nan2)

That's his nickname in SJ.

Precious right?!

Anyway, he is also the dance 'instructor' for SJ.

And, the rap lyrics for their

recent songs are ALL written by him~!

So cool, so talented.

He is also the first to cry when SJ recieved their VERY 1st award.

I believe he is the best dancer in SJ.

He also partners well with Lee teuk

on their radio show,

SUKIRA

(SUper junior KIss the RAdio)

He is getting more exposure now,

compared to TWINS and MIRACLE days.

Doing great too~~!

ARTIST: LEE DONG HAE

DOB: 15th October 1986

Role in SJ: POWER guy.

Current: Dancing.

To me: He will always be remembered by me

with the guy who almost broke the stage.

Once in their interview or something,

they mentioned that Donghae is the most ACTIVE

when it comes to performing on stage.

All his dancing moves have POWER,

it will literally break the 'fragile' stage

if he was to dance for another 5 mintues.

He becomes all serious and POWER

and will want to give his all MIGHT

to give a good performance.

Of course, thats his cute part too.

Serious, yet sometimes look lost.

His dad passed away around the time

Heechul got into his accident last year.

His dad was the reason he stepped onto the stage.

His grandpa did not allow his dad

to go into the entertainment business,

so now his dad allowed him to follow his dreams.

So Donghae is realising his dad's dream at the same time.

Sweet right?!

Alot has happened during their career.

Many hardship, many disappointment,

many anger, & many unhappiness.

Of course, when you have downs,

you WILL have ups too.

No matter what,

in my heart, they are to BEST~!

Part 3 coming soon!

It's the last part~!