Aftershow feelings..
I always have this after show feelings everytime after a movie, or a drama episode...it's either I would cry when I think bout the sad parts..or I would think if I were the girl inside the show, what would I do?Haha...a bit weird right? Sometimes I would just stare blankly on my bed and just think...If not somehow I wouldn't be able to sleep...It also happens when I watch horror movies...thats why I hate watching them....I would just stay up and think...even if I feel sleepy...once I close my eyes...the scenes start getting back at me...haiz.....let's not talk bout it anymore...for example today!!after watching Chinese Paladin...heez...today was a funny episode...I can tell you you will hardly see all six of them together after this reunion...that is if you have watched today's episode...I think today's episode will be the final happy one...after this will all come the sad ones.....So I do have a lot more feelings for this episode....The background music also blends in nicely..heez...I feel like some critic.....writing on the show....haiz...I'm getting more and more emotional....don't know if I can control it or not....Is it really better to understand each other than to love each other?Wouldn't it be more difficult to change?Wouldn't you feel unbarable to leave each other?Just because both of you don't belong in the same world?Can't love overpower everything else?What is there to keep away if you truely love each other?Questions floating in my mind..waiting for answers....
updates!!
Woah...haven't been updating for bout 3 weeks le...since the study break commended..haha...but I back now!! I'll try to update as much as I can for the past 3 weeks or so...anyway, first of all, exams are all over man~!! WOOT~~!!HAHA......good ridance...!!next, I've got new shows on hand now!! Heez...both are from taiwan...both equally interesting in their own way..the first up is Magician of Love..or "Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi"...by: 183 club except Yan Xin Shu, Sweety-Qiao Qiao, 7F-Xiao Jie.....website: http://www.settv.com.tw/metro/m099/Second one is Bumper of Lover or "Ai Sha 17" (direct translation: Love kill 17)by: Zhang Shao Han (3 characters), and a lot of unknown people...(new ones I guess)website: http://www.gtv.com.tw/Program/S051420060211P/Magician of Love (MoL) is about hair dressing and styling..and of course its a love story..go check the website to find out more...think is pretty interesting...Whereas for Ai Sha 17, erm...how to explain? It's a love story also...but it's quite dark....in the sense that people do die in this story...more on revenge and dark side of things...very hard to explain...you see the website you will striaght away know that it is quite mysterious and very dark....haiz...and I actually didn't dare to watch it after the first episode..cause I know someone is going to die in that episode..another thing is that the younger brother also very poor thing..always kana bully and nobody ever believes him..just because his brother is someone gangster-like...everyone thought they were the same...but they were never...his brother didn't want to become like that either...they had no choice....no choice til the younger brother chose to commit suicide...Seriously, everything in this show is very "black"...like a thriller....haiz...I hope it gets better...cause I really can't stand those people not believing in the younger brother...that's another reason I didn't dare to see the second episode....well, but I just did...haiz...anyway just go check out the webby also..Next thing is that Gung is ending soon..with another 4 more episodes (2 weeks)...it gets more and more exciting as I watched on...I heard it gets quite sad...heez..I haven't watched the 16th epi cause I didn't want to watch finish so quickly then have to wait for at least 6 days for the next episode to come....the wait can kill I tell you....Also started to watch another show...A Sad Love Story...you hear the name you will guess that it will literally be a sad love story...and I cried through the first 2 episodes...haiz...I very weak right? always cry de..if you have seen through my whole blog entries, you will know that I've cried through all the shows I've watched....heez.....and you guessed it right too..this is another korean show...from SCV ch 55 de...heez...I missed the first 30 mins watching Ch U's Chinese Paladin on saturdays...but still damn sad lar....haiz...Hmmm....let me see anything else to add....oh ya!! my mum is making a new blanket for me!!Heez...it's actually taken down from my grandma's works...she is amazing lor...at the age of 85+ and she is still able to sew pieces of a blanket, then send it over to my mum to join them up...den send them to my little cousins...hahahz...it's like you buy all dif colour and dif patterns of cloth den you cut them up, then you piece them together to get a square..piece as many, from the centre all e way outwards to get a square..den join them together with other joint pieces..to get a huge blanket..."Don't understand nvm..come my house see you will know le...heezz..."I even have a huge "JR" made out of the squares in the middle of my blanket..hahhaz....it's damn cool...I think I'm gonna love it very much!! Heez...THANX MUMMY!!!oh ya...My bro has been eating up all the Bird's Nest available every night...hahaz...it has become his rountine now...but not going to tell you why he started it...heez....it's a little secret in our house..hahhaz...what else to say?! HHmmmm....heez..a lot hor...think I stop here...if not you all see le sure cross-eye de...heez...I already know I very long-winded...kkz.......
Attachment!!
HIP HOP attachment to be exact...attach to where? Hahaz...NRA lor...Well, i got to say.....I wasn't that keen to go for it today..cause I was more afraid of dancing in front of them...and why so?read on to find out lor....the attachment started from 6.30pm...but my lesson officially end at 4pm...but we ended 1 hr earlier!!!wth....hahaz...its good lar...but then I had to wait for my friend...hahaz...lucky pulled evon along to pei me wait...hahaz....talk a lot of crap during that...sianz lor....then me n my friend J go library sit sit...do nothing but talk...damn funny lor....we keep getting ourselves distracted from thinking about the attachment later...so we came up with a lot of drama show names...to see if we both got watch before...come up til we can't even think of the names of certain characters that the show have JUST finished....haiz....but at least it didn't make us so tensed...cause we kept laughing throughout the time..thats why time past so fast....then as we walk to blk 73,we became tensed again....hahaz....damn funny lor...dunno what exactly I was fearing about also...in the end we went into the room...and walk all the way in to one corner...Joc was right lor....she was attached the other time for make up lesson...then also did exactly the same thing as today...so she knew what was going on..and she also knew it was going to be alot of people..hahaz....so I was prepared....anyway, we all gathered in the middle..and let ANN teach us a few dance steps...then we were split up into groups..and here comes the part...we are suppose to come out with our own dance steps,and dance them in front of the rest....haiz....so we quickly learnt our steps...of course there were NRA people attached to each group..lucky our steps was not too hard to dance...I mean still can manage....everything went really well during practise orh..but then leh...the actual performance was quite messy...we were not able to catch up with the song..cause we missed the first few beats of the song...so everything was a complete mess...didn't remember my steps too...hahaz..but then after we changed our formation,we were able to catch up...then we had a perfect finish!!!YEAH!!but still, thought we should have started all over agian that time...haiz...nvm...since its over le...heez...then when everything was over,the prize was given to grp 5....as in they got the best cheorography and the loudest cheer from the audience and themself...hahaz...quite fun....then here comes the interesting part....omg omg omg....hahaz....a grp of 6 guys came up and showed us their dance....cause they have a performance later in the day....(it's suppose to be wed night now...but its already pass 12 midnight..so take it as today..which is thursday....hahaz)anyway, their dance was...........I don't know what to say...I have seen people dance before of course...but haven't been that close...and that LONG!!I mean, they had a mix of so many different songs...and so many different and unique moves...so cool lor!!and they all look so........cool~!!!!hahaz...I'm serious lar...guys look their best when they are serious about stuffs...and in this case is dancing....really cool lor....hahaz....I don't know what else to add le...and they were quite organised...hahaz...some of them forget certain moves...then say "shit" so loudly...hahaz...funny....then all the girls in NRA keep cheering for each one of them...btw, i recognise some from xl's dance class...hahaz...cause got see photos before...then like very familar...was quite surprised they turn up today...I know they joined NRA..(they are from nyp)but didn't know will get to see them there...hahaz...they also don't know me...so it's ok lar....anyway, I'm currently at the living room...typing and watching tv at the same time...so thats why I took pretty long to finish this entry...haiz.....waiting for my hair to dry...I lazy to use hair dryer...heez......but it's drying soon.....yeah!people really do have the talent to dance...everything about their dance is so neat and tidy...so COOL~!!
7 things..
I'm doing this not because hh conned me to do so,but I thought it was pretty interesting..so read on to find out more about me!!7 qualities I want in a potential boyfriend:- humorous- love me
- must care for me- able to put a smile on my face anytime- gives me a sense of security
- meticulous- well-liked by my friends and family7 things that scares me:- cockroaches- lizards- horror movies!!- first day of school- losing my family- losing my close friends
- not able to find my partner7 random songs:- Give My Love (Save Last Dance OST)- Tenderly (And I Love Her OST)- Never Say Goodbye (My Girl OST)- Zhong Ji Yi Ban (ZJYB OST)- 5 Days (Sunshine Heartbeat OST)- Xing Xiang Yi (Hana Yori Dango OST)- Perhaps Love (Gung OST)7 things I like most:- the colour BLUE- watching drama shows- surfing internet- LISTENING TO MUSIC!!- Mango juice
- ice lemon/peach tea
- certain celebrities in drama shows I've watched!!7 things in my bedroom:- teddy bear- my comfy bed- wallpapers- full length mirror- fan- cupboard of clothes- windows and a door7 random facts about me:- love watching dramas- cry easily while watching dramas and movies- easily got emotional
- introvert
- prefer to stay at home and watch tv
- love the colour BLUE like hell- I'm relatively short...haiz...7 things I plan to do before I die:- take a trip around the world- visit my relatives and friends- key in last entry for my blog- write a list of things I've done in this life
- drive my car all over Singapore- spend all $ available on drama shows
- spend every moment with my loved ones7 things I say the most:- hahaz
- OMG!- heez- shit!
- yeah!!
- hao SHUAI orh!
- CUTE!!7 celebrity crushes:- JR- Vin Choi
- Oguri Shun- Wang Ren Fu- Lee Jun Ki- Wang Ya Se (ZJYB)- Da Dong (ZJYB)
(can have more than 7 mah?!
I got a lot to add leh...sniff...)7 people I want to do this to:- Jean- Evon
- Teng Teng
- Charmaine
- Jie Ying- Andrea
- Xiao LinYeah...I'm done with mine...so those mentioned above please do ok?Do it in your blogs so I can see...hahaz...thanx!!That's all for today I guess...been slacking at home...don't know what to do also...haiz...anyway, exams are coming so can't slack too much le...
