Looking at you

Looking at you

I just realise,

how powerful it is just by

looking at you.

I'm able to forget everything

just by watching you.

You seem to have the attractive

yet mysterious look.

I realise I can't help myself but to keep staring at you.

everytime our eyes meet,

I seem to always look at another direction.

Fearing that I would stare

even longer at your eyes.

Even if I could only see your hair,

I will still look at you helplessly.

I'm beginning to look out for you,

even if I happen to cross the road,

my eyes were still sharp enough to locate you.

I know there isn't any love between us,

but I feel relaxed.

I know you will always be there,

even in times where I needed comfort.

You may not have notice my existence,

but I have noticed yours.

don't know is it just me or,

I find that you remind me of Kibum.

It kept me wondering,

what if I actually met Kibum

on the streets one day?

Would I act calmly,

or like just any other fans,

screaming for his autograph and picture?

Would he too give me that

sense of relaxness when I look into his eyes?

We will probably never meet as friends,

so let me continue to watch you quietly

without you knowing my existence ok?

I'm afraid that once I get to know you,
I will be disappointed.

So let's just stay this way ok?

At least there is someone out there,

who can help release my emotions.

lately, its hard to find anyone.

Bad girl?

Bad girl?

I have been a bad girl.

Don't know who to talk to.

so decided to blog about it.

all i can say is,

I ams super sensitive to what other people

think or say.

in a stupid way,

i will always link up all the bad things,

and point them to myself.

seeing quite a lot of hostile mood these days.

lots of 'gunning'.

i don't know how to say this,

(I'm nt good at words)

but I really don't wan to ruin anything.

I guess it is pretty obvious to some

at what I'm talking about.

it kept me thinking,

should I even have stepped into it

in the first place?

what would happen if i didn't?

Would things be different?

Would such friendships be built?

Would I loss the chance of

being more interactive?

how am I suppose to continue

with my SJ Full House?

Suddenly got no mood to watch on.

Maybe I should just stone til the next morning.

What is the point of having a club

where its members are not united at all?

I admit.

I have not done anything to save it.

Man, how i HATE msn.

Rock Go!

Rock Go!

Rokkugo Rokkugo~!

OMFG.

I'm addicted to the song already.

didn't know Korean Trot music

is so...powderful.

Rokkugo Rokkugo~!

anywayz,

this is the title of Suju T new single.

was already in the market ytd, 23 Jan 2007.

a total of 6 songs,

3 Trot songs,

other 3 is the first instrumental version.

btw, this is Suju 2nd sub-group.

first was SuperJunior K.R.Y,

by Kyuhyun.Ryeowook.Yesung.

They are known as Suju's main vocals.

Sings slow songs.

2nd group; SuperJunior T,

made up of 6 members:

Eeteuk.Heechul.Kangin.Shindong,Sungmin.Eunhyuk.

Their first single is based on Korea's

(first?) music, the TROT.

You can tell it's a very Korean song when you hear them.

I've got all 3 songs.

If you want to hear them, come find me.

This is their first song, Rokkugo MV.

ENJOY!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uKK1BWSYuSg

(sound a lot like some CNY song,

+ the MV is comical too!

Look closely, very interesting!!)

Tired tired

Tired tired

letting my hair to dry now,

in the mean time shall blog.

being in the com. of ISAN ain't good.

I don't mean to scare the next batch,

but seriously,

you need to be organised.

REALLY REALLY work together!!

our com. is the worst of all.

anyway on a happier note,

today was a 'fruitful' day.

though never went skating,

think most people didn't go.

(you will know why soon)

went theo house wif jean to bai nian.

got the ang bao and ate lunch too.

DELICIOUS!

then sat there til Jeff came,

talked cock til 4+.

left the house to meet flo and nic.

went far east and shop,

while waiting for qh.

met derek on the way,

so also joined us.

3 of us girls decided to shop separately from the guys.

so we went our ways,

after that met the guys agian,

and saw xf already with them.

soon, qh came,

and so we went to eat dinner

at KFC.

ay came in halfway

to join us.

after dinner,

we still went into Far East to further shop.

then Ben came in.

so total we got max of 11 ppl.

we walked to Taka,

on the way passing by Isetan,

so went to find evon.

shopped a little at Wisma,

then continued to walk to Cine.

in the end, ended up at the arcade.

the guys played some games,

while the rest watch them.

play til the game also 'shut down'

so sad.haha.

xf went off,

not sure why either.

slowly ay disappears too.

left us 9,

so decided to go drink Coffee Bean.

a bit comical,

we went around the building and couldn't find it.

when we finally found it,

it was too crowded.

so went to another one,

near Soumerset MRT.

coffee is addictive,

and destructable too.

when someone drinks coffee,

they become 'high' for no reason.

Nic was the main highlight of the 'high'.

he can totally put u laughing

throughout the whole drinking session.

it gets contagious too.

finally, all of us headed home.

lucky to have caught the last train,

took to Bishan MRT,

and realise still got last bus.

so me and qh hurry walked to the bus interchange,

and sat there and waited for the bus.

Luckily got last bus,

if not we would have chosen to walk home.

i getting long-winded again.

sorry!!

i shall stop.